Sehun's POV:

"Sehun, you need to eat." Baekhyun says as he sits in front of me with food.

"I'm fine." I say a so look away from him.

"Sehun, do you know how angry Luhan would be if he knew you were doing this to yourself? He would slap you upside the head and yell at you, so fucking eat this, for him." He says as he gets up and leaves my room.

Maybe I should just stop eating for good and kill myself, maybe I would be with Luhan then. No, he would hate me if I did that. He would want me to live, I know that, but I don't want to, not without him.

I sigh before slowly eating the food Baekhyun brought me, I haven't eaten in a while I don't think. Not since his funeral.

"Zeus, Fushi!" I call before the too dogs come running into my room and jump on my bed with me.

I smile to myself as I pet the young dogs and remember how excited Luhan was when I showed him them. He told me he really liked Huskies a while ago and surprisingly my friend breeds them.

I lay down and pet them as they try to cuddle with me. "I love you guys." I mumble as they lick me and try to climb on me.

"I love you guys so much." I say softly as I try to keep myself from crying again.

...

"Come on, Sehun, you've missed three weeks of school. Everyones worried about you and you just keep getting further and further behind in class." Kris says as he try to pull me out of my bed.

"Yeah, he's right. You're going to have to repeat this year if you don't start going to class." Chanyeol agrees as him and Kai open the blinds in my room.

"I don't care if I have to repeat it. Get out of my room." I growl as I pull the blankets over my head.

"No, get your ass up! It's time to go to school, you've had all this time off and now it's time to go to class. You need to make money to pay for this house if you're going to stay in it." Kai says before I grab a pillow and throw it in his direction.

"Hey! You're growing a mustache! Good for you!" Chanyeol says with sarcasm in his words as he pulls me up and throws me over his shoulder.

"Knock it off!" I yell before he puts me down and pushes me into the bathroom.

"Shower, shave, and brush your teeth. If you're not done in ten minutes then one of us will come in here and force you." He says harshly before he shuts the door.

I sigh before pulling my clothes off and doing as he says.

I really did need to shave, I don't look good with facial hair..

"Get out of my room so I can get my clothes on in peace." I say as I walk to my dresser and pull my boxers out along with a shirt and pants.

"As you wish." Kai says as he leaves and shuts the door.

He probably was going to be the one that forced me to get ready.

I pull my boxers on before getting a pair of gray sweatpants on and a shirt.

I reach for a jacket before finding the giant orangish red jacket Luhan loved so much in there.

I pull it out and hold it in my hands as I look at it, why the fuck did he have to go? Why did he leave me here alone with all these damn memories?

"Sehu-"

"Just, give me a minute." I beg softly as I try to stop the tears from falling down my cheeks.

I set it on my bed before wiping my eyes as I shut the dresser drawer. I stop when I get to the door and glance back at it before forcing myself to leave.

AN// I really feel like a shitty writer when it comes to sad parts so sorry everyone! Hehe

TAO OFFICIALLY LEFT!!😭 I can't believe it, I really am going to miss him and hope that Lay will stay! I completely support his decision and fucking hate SM for being such bad people and treating the Chinese members poorly! But if it wasn't for them we might not have had exo, I wish all of them could have been put together with different management 😭 well what can we do but support and love EXO?
-Meg