"Luhan, calm down. No ones trying to hurt you." Sehun says as he helps me back into my bed.

"Sehun, what happened?" I ask as I rub my throbbing eye.

"You passed out when your friend in here and you hit the doorknob." He says as he softly rubs my cheek with his thumb.

"Really? Is it bruised?" I ask.

"A little. Um, did... did you tell your friends that I raped you?"

"What?! No! I never told them anything about us. Did something happen?!" I say as I sit up to quickly and make myself dizzy.

"No, just go back to sleep, see how you're feeling in the morning because you might need a day off." He says before kissing my cheek and takes my glasses off me.

He goes to the bathroom and shuts off the light before coming back to get in his bed.

...

I wake up hot and with a sick, bubbling, feeling in my stomach making me cringe. I toss and turn trying to get it to go away but it only seems to grow worse.

It grows to the point where I have to put my glasses on and prepare to run to the bathroom if need be.

I make myself sit up for a minute with my hand over my mouth while I try to figure out if I'm going to throw up or not.

Sure enough I go running into the bathroom. I shut the door harder than I meant to before throwing up half next to the toilet, but at least it's in the bathroom.

"Luhan, are you oka-"

"Get out!" I yell at Sehun before throwing up more into the toilet.

"Luhan-"

"I told you to get out! Don't look at me." I say again as I sit back on the ground and cover my face with my arms.

"You're sick, it's okay, I've dealt with plenty of sick siblings before. I'm used to it."

"I'm not, I threw up on the floor, I don't want you to step it in!" I yell at him.

"I get some towels and clean-"

"No! Just go, Sehun! I don't want your help, please, just go back to bed." I don't want him to see me like this and I definitely don't want him cleaning up my mess.

I sit up and flush the toilet before moving to sit against the bathtub.

I'm never drinking again.

"Sehun! Get out! How many times do I have to tell you?" I whine as he comes back in with towels and bags.

"Give me those and I'll clean it up." I tell him as I weakly hold my hand out.

"No, brush your teeth and let me." He says sternly.

"Sehun! You aren't cleaning it up." I growl as he gets down on his knees.

"Yeah, I obviously am, so stop your damn whining, brush your teeth, and go back to bed." He says as my cheeks heat up.

"But-"

"No, do what I say." He growls making me sigh.

I'm completely embarrassed as I watch him clean up my mess while I sit here unable to stand up and do what he told me to do-

"Why are you still sitting there?" He asks.

"I-I can't stand up." I say softly as my cheeks turn an even deeper red.

At least the lights aren't on, he won't be able to tell.

He chuckles softly making me yell at him telling him it's not funny.

He gets off the floor and washes his hands before coming to help me up.

"I hate you." I mumble as he helps me onto my feet.

"You shouldn't say things like that to the person that's holding you up." He says making me sigh.

"Thank you." I mumble as he wraps his arms around my waist, holding me up from behind so I can brush my damn teeth.

"This is so humiliating." I say as I set my brush down and rub my eyes.

"Why?" He asks as I turn around to face him.

"Because, I can't do all this myself-"

"It okay if you need a little help sometimes." He says making me chuckle softly.

"What?"

"I get by with a little help from my friends." I sing as I lean back to have him hold onto me tighter.

"Are you still drunk?" He chuckles.

"I'm not sure, possibly. Now help me to my bed." I say as I put my arm around his shoulders so he can help me walk.

He bends down to grabs the backs of my thighs before picking me up.

"What are you doing?" I squeal as I cling to him to I won't fall.

"Helping you to your bed." He says before kissing my cheek and walks us out.

"Thank you." I say again as he lay me down and pulls my blankets over me.

"Good night, cupcake." He says as he kisses my forehead and goes to his bed.

...

I wake up with a raging headache and a tired body, I know it's my fault, and I have school today.

Maybe I should just drop from this school, it's not like it's teaching me anything new. Maybe I should just do that. There really isn't a reason for me to stay.

"Why are you awake? You should stay here today, I'll bring you some food."

That's why I'm still here, but I'll never admit that to anyone.

"No, I need to go to class, I'll take some Advil or something-"

"Luhan, please, just go back to bed. I'll get your assignments for you, okay?" He says as he pulls me out of the bathroom and puts me back in my bed.

"Stay with me?" I ask quietly, slightly hoping he won't hear me.

"Do you want me to?" He says as he crouches down next to me.

"N-no, you need to be in class." I stutter as I look away from him.

"I'll stay if you want, I'm gonna go take a shower so tell me what you want to do when I'm out." He says as he gets up and goes into the bathroom.

I need to take a shower too, maybe I could ask to take one with him?

"Sehun!" I call before the door cracks open and he peeks his head out.

"Hm?"

"Can I shower with you?" I ask making him smile and nod.

"Can you walk?"

"Yeah, I'm gonna grab some clothes, you don't have to wait." I say and he nods before going back in and turns the shower on.

I grab a shirt and boxers before leaving into the bathroom.

"Are you coming?" He asks as I pull my shirt off and push my glasses up.

"I'll get you some ice for your eye when we get out." He says as I lazily get in and wait to go under the water.

"Stop staring." I tiredly scold making him chuckle and pull me under the water with him.

He pushes my hair back as he gets it wet for me while I stand under the warm water with my hands linked together in front of me.

"How are you feeling?" He asks as he gets shampoo and begins washing my hair making me smile.

"I'm fine, my head hurts." I sigh as he tells me to look up so he can rinse the soap out.

"You do know I can do this myself." I chuckle as I look up at him.

"You can, but I do it better." He smiles as he presses his forehead to mine and pulls me to his warm, wet, body.

I press my lips to his as the warm water falls on us while his hands move up and down my back. I wrap my arms around his neck while his fingers grab at my bottom making me giggle.

He turns me and presses me against the cold tile wall as I squeal and press myself against him trying to get off it.

"It's cold!" I squeak as he chuckles and slowly presses me against it.

"We should stop, I don't want to get all riled up 'cause I don't have any condoms." He says as he pulls away from my lips.

"Do you need one?" I ask, not wanting him to leave me now because I'm all riled up.

"Well, I'll probably come inside you." He says making my heart race at the thought of it.

"I-I don't care." I say as my cheeks heat up. I look away from him, embarrassed by what I just said before he grabs my chin making me look up.

"Why are you always so adorable?" He asks as he presses his lips back to mine.

He grabs the backs of my legs and pulls me up onto his waist before I lock my legs around him. One of his hands legs go of my thigh and begins moving up and down on my cock.

I whimper at the feeling of his touch and can't stop myself from reaching down to grab his hand and make him tighten his grip slightly.

His lips suck on my neck while he slowly pushes one of his fingers inside me making my back arch off the wall.

I press my forehead against his while my legs tighten around him and fingers drag across his shoulders blades.

He pushes a second finger inside me making my moans more audible before he inserts a third.

"You're so beautiful." He mumbles as I open my eyes to see him looking back into mine.

He pulls his fingers out before rubbing his tip over my hole and lowers me onto him. I press my lips against his and lazily kiss them, unable to focus while he pushes himself further inside me.

"Luhan~" He moans making me smile. "You're so warm and tight." He says as he slowly pulls himself out and roughly back in.

My mouth falls open as I softly whine and pant while he speeds up.

Why do I feel like this? Why do I feel so strange when it comes to him? Why does just the sound of his name send chills down my spine and make my cheeks turn red? Why do I want to be with him at every second of every day?

Why am I so obsessed with Oh Sehun?

AN// I hope you all liked the chapter!! For anyone who didn't understand the beginning, that whole drugged scene didn't actually happen, it was Luhan's dream!! He knocked out and that's why it was all weird!

Love you guys!! -Meg