Did you know how much I wanted you?
I wanted to caress your entire body -
To dominate you and make you moan.
Did you know what I was thinking?

Did you know I was broken inside?
When I hinted at something I wanted,
But then you completely shut it down.
Did you know how badly I wanted to cry?

Did you know that I wanted to run away,
To hide my shame and regret from you?
I wanted you to read my mind and see.
Did you know why I even said anything?

Of course you didn't know anything.
I can see it in your eyes when you talk.
You've been distant since that incident.
Of course you couldn't realise anything.

You didn't know how much you hurt me -
I'm just too good at hiding the truth.
I'll never let you know what I'm thinking.
You couldn't figure out the reasons alone.

Did you know I wanted to destroy you?
Did you know I was going to hurt you?
Of course these feelings are cursed
Of course you can never know of them

I'm grateful we weren't close to each other.
I'm glad you couldn't read my intentions.
If you knew the truth you would run away.
If you knew how badly I wanted to dominate you...

That was then and this is now.
So did you figure it out yet?
Did you know that now I can't...
I can't see you if we're alone.