I should still remember
Your smile from December
I should still be able to
Know that I love you
My memories are faded
My hope now degraded

I've got a permanent reminder
That seems more a pathfinder

You're etched in my heart
A piece of painful art
My heart knows the truth
My mind fights against it

Ammm so yeah...

I needed to get that out. Been feeling so utterly depressed since Monday (26/04). Actually just been highly frustrated with myself.

It was my dad's birthday and I completely forgot about it. Well until the day after, when someone asked me about my tattoo. My 'permanent reminder'.

So sorry for the depressing poem😅