A/N: Hey guys! So I'm writing One Shots now!! I'll post one every now and then whenever I have an idea or don't feel like continuing my other stories. Most of them will probably be Buckin but I might also write some other stuff. I you have any suggestions feel free to leave them in the comments or message me! This one is based on an idea @buckinforever and me had at about 3am after our concert and it turned out quite long, I hope you like it:D

Chris took a deep breath in as the band prepared to walk on stage. It was their last show of four at Wembley and everyone was really hyped. Playing at Wembley always seemed like a huge deal and the crowds were always amazing. And something told him that this night would be even more amazing than the last three ones.

Chris felt Jonny putting his arm around his shoulders from behind him. The guitarist seemed to be just as excited as Chris.

"Ready man?"

The guys started their usual pre-show ritual, hugging and exchanging a few last words before they got on stage.

Minutes later Chris found himself already lost in his passion, singing and playing with his best friends for thousands of fans.

Jonny and Chris exchanged a knowing grin before they made their way to the B-Stage. The crowd was even more enthusiastic than the last night and he couldn't believe how he could have been so lucky to be able to do this job. Smiling and pointing at a few lucky fans at the front he continued making his way over the stage when he suddenly noticed a sign saying something about Jonny. He liked those the most, even though Jonny usually just got really shy and blushed when someone complimented him he still loved to do it more than anything else. For some reason he felt so incredibly proud of Jonny for everything he had accomplished, for Chris he would always be the greatest guitar player alive. He didn't like to admit it to himself or even less anyone else but somehow he felt an even stronger connection and love to Jon than he felt to his other bandmates and it made his stomach tingle whenever he thought of him or saw him smiling. It had just always been like that, even though he had never felt the need to place or define it.

Chris tried to get another glimpse of the sign the fans next to him held up but Will already signaled him to hurry up. Finally averting his gaze he reached the B-Stage within a few steps and picked up his guitar to start off the next song. But two songs later he still found himself wondering what exactly the sign said. Probably it were just Jonny fans trying to get his attention, yet he decided he had to find out. Suddenly he had an idea and reached out to pick up a fan's phone like he often did on the B-Stage. He turned it around to each of his bandmates before he tried finding the sign in the crowd. And there it was. Zooming in with the camera he could finally read what it said: "Chris, will you kiss Jonny?"

Chris instantly felt all tingly in his entire body. How he would love to kiss the handsome guitarist. He had always loved kissing or hugging him but he had stopped doing it too intensely on stage since rumors had started to spread. Not like he cared about it, but he knew Jon did. 

Jonny's eyes must have followed what Chris was filming because he blushed terribly. Not wasting any time before he had to start singing again he pulled Jon closer to him and placed a kiss on his cheek, holding the phone camera at the two of them. For some reason he suddenly felt an urge to kiss him on the mouth and exchange a full kiss, but he knew he couldn't do that on stage. Well, in fact he couldn't do it off stage either. That's not what friends were supposed to be doing, he reminded himself. Except...

No, it couldn't be. Chris shook that thought out of his mind again. Jonny and him were just really close friends. He couldn't have feelings for him.

Still, something inside of him seemed to see the same desire in Jonny's eyes that was in his. He knew if Jonny would happen to make the first move he would be up for it. But he couldn't put their friendship at risk just because there might be more than that.

Throwing back the phone towards the fan Chris continued with the song, but he couldn't help noticing Jonny's stares at him. Or was it all just in his mind and he was seeing what he wanted to see? He didn't know. But what he knew was that the guitarist was suddenly coming untypically close to him, which wasn't like Jonny at all. He had never been confident enough to show his affection for Chris on stage. So why did it suddenly feel like Jonny was doing anything just to get close to Chris?

How bad he just wanted to give in to it, find out what Jonny was trying to do. But even if Jonny really wanted to get closer to him Chris knew this wasn't the right place to try it out. His heart ached when he realized he was maybe wasting his only chance to explore his relationship with Jonny, but he couldn't do this while everyone was watching and expecting them to play their songs. It would just end up with everything being a huge mess.

Apart from that he was pretty sure that this was all just in his mind anyway. Everything was as it had always been, Chris tried convincing himself to be able to focus on the show again. Nevertheless he couldn't get his mind off of the anticipation of the end of it. Would he be able to have a private moment with Jonny? Or would he just act like nothing had ever happened?

It was undeniable that the energy between them had shifted ever since they had seen that sign. For all 50.000 other people in the stadium, including his bandmates, everything probably seemed the exact same way it had only an hour ago. But Chris could tell Jonny was feeling the tension in the air as well. The sort of tension that came from wanting to do something really bad but holding it back.

When they finally finished their show of with their usual bows Chris locked his eyes with Jonny's, desperately trying to find out if they would give away anything. But the guitarist just put on his usual wide grin and looked out at the crowd again. Maybe Chris had really only imagined all of this after all?

Jon didn't leave much room for Chris' doubt though as pushed him into the dressing room as soon as they reached the backstage area. Surprised by the sudden confidence of his friend Chris quickly followed him.

"Soo.. umm..."

Jonny blushed, he seemed to be just as surprised by what he had just done as Chris was.

"The sign..."

Jonny didn't have to say any more for Chris to finally break the tension that seemed to make the air vibrate between them. Jonny wanted the same. He had already felt it all along but now there was no doubt about it. Suddenly Chris didn't have to question the nature of his love for Jon anymore, he didn't care about what this was supposed to be. All he knew that he had to feel Jonny's lips on his.

After what seemed like an eternity, certainly the best eternity Chris had ever experienced, they let go of each other again to take a breath.

"Wow...", Chris whispered.

"I think... I think I might like you Jonny."

"I think I feel the same Chris."

They both giggled at the obvious until their lips met for another passionate kiss.

"This is amazing..", Jonny uttered. "Why is this the first time we're trying this?"

"Well I guess it took some stupid sign for us to realize that this is what we're supposed to be doing.", Chris laughed and Jonny joined in.

"We're supposed to be at our tour bus right now, aren't we?"

"Yep the others are probably wondering if we got lost already.", Chris giggled. "But I want to stay with you."

"Me too, but do you want the to find us here together?"

"That would be really awkward."

"Let's hurry up.", Jonny said opening the door of the dressing room.

To everyone else they probably looked like the exact same dudes they had been before but both Chris and Jonny knew nothing would ever be the same again after this night. That kiss had changed everything. It was like it had made Chris realize what he had been hiding from for so long, and it made him wonder how he could have not wanted to give in to something so amazing. If he could he would never leave those soft lips of Jonny again, he wanted to feel his body against his for the rest of his life. He could tell Jon and him had always been meant for each other, it had just needed a little push for them to notice in what way exactly.

A few hours later Chris was sitting alone in his hotel room, but I knew his state of loneliness wouldn't last for long as he and Jonny had agreed to meet some time later that night. Chris decided to turn on the TV but a few seconds later he could already hear Jon sneaking into his room with the key Chris had given him.

"Hey sexy guitarist.", he mischievously grinned. Chris making these sort of comments wasn't exactly something new but it had gotten a whole new meaning after what had happened earlier.

Jonny's smile widened into a huge grin.

"Um Chris?", he shyly uttered. "Can we like, talk about what happened early in the dressing room? You know?"

"Well, I was hoping we could continue where we stopped...", Chris replied already pulling his bandmate closer to him.

"No w- I mean, yes, I'd love that, but wait. I need to ask you something first."

Chris removed his lips that were gently touching Jonny's skin from his neck.

"What is it handsome?"

"Well I was wondering if you- like...", Jon started playing with his hands in nervousness. "I mean, I need to know if this is serious or just, you know, some fun and playing around. Because well, I'm serious. I've wanted this for so long. But I just need to know if we're on the same page."

Chris attentively listened to what Jonny had to say, never leaving contact with his green eyes.

"Listen Jonny. I honestly don't know what this is, or what is gonna happen with us in the future. But one thing I know is that I'm fucking serious. You could never just be a fun experience I made on tour for me, Jon. There's always been a strong connection between the two of us. Maybe it took me way too long to realize that it isn't just, well, friendship, but it feels like this is what's been missing all those years. It feels so right, and somehow I'm sure that this is what we are supposed to be doing. So if that's what you're asking, yes, I want to be with you Jonnyboy."

Jonny remained quiet for a few seconds, shocked and overwhelmed by Chris' emotional speech, until he finally let out an whispered "I want to be with you, too.".

Before he could say anything else he already felt Chris pulling him towards himself. The touch of Jonny's body and their lips against each other seemed to send waves of electricity through Chris' body, making him want to feel even more of Jon. Soon they got completely lost in their passion and love again, forgetting time and space around them. 

"Nothing has ever felt this good or right.", Chris thought to himself.

***1 year later***

Today was a special day, maybe one of the most important days of his life. Well, it was special to all of them as today was Chris' and Jonny's one-year-anniversary and they were playing a huge show tonight but only Chris new what was making this day even more remarkable.

Guy must have noticed that Chris level of nervousness was way past the usual excitement before a show.

"You alright mate? Are there any new rumors?"

The rumors had been a challenge for them before, obviously people sooner or later started to notice all the time Chris and Jonny were spending together. But they had decided to just let them do their guessing and not deny or confirm anything. Though that would change tonight, but not due to any rumors.

"No, well just the usual."

Guy had been incredibly supportive through all of this, Chris originally hadn't expected him to understand it so well but he really got how much it had been stressing him out when people first started making assumptions.

"I'm just a little nervous, you know for the show and everything."

Chris had decided not to tell the guys about his plan, though he was now starting to doubt if that had been a good idea. Or if what he was gonna do was a good idea at all. But he couldn't change his mind now, he had planned everything so well and it was stage time in a few minutes.

Lost in his thoughts, Chris jumped when someone was suddenly putting their arms around him from behind. Soon he noticed it was Jonny though and relaxed into his hug. Usually his boyfriend would calm him down but considering Jonny was part of why he was so anxious it didn't help much. Placing his head on Chris' tense shoulders Jon whispered an "I love you" into his ear before kissing him on the mouth.

"I love you too, Jonnyboy."

Their intimate moment was interrupted by the responsible Roadie telling them that it was time to get on stage. Hugging his bandmates one last time Chris took a deep breath in to prepare himself for what was probably the most important show in his life.

Chris' excitement and nervousness was rising with every minute of the show, he had to to try very hard to not get too distracted and mess up all the songs. After all they were playing this show for their fans, even though Chris admittedly felt a little less focussed than usual on them.

A bit more than half an hour later the moment had finally come. Chris thought back to one year ago, what had happened during the song they had just finished was the reason why he was together with the love of his life now. He loved Jonny more than anything in the world.

Expecting him to talk to the audience as usual his bandmates took a short break before starting the next song. But they had no idea what he was about to do.

Chris started like always by thanking the audience for coming. He felt like he was gonna be sick out of nervousness. Should he really do this? Deciding he couldn't turn back now he continued by clearing his throat.

"So, this is probably a pretty special day for most of you. But it's even more special for two people here... Do you mind me taking a few minutes of your time? I promise we'll make it up to you later."

After turning his eyes around to his bandmates he noticed they all look pretty confused at what he was doing. Will was shooting him a questioning look and mouthing "What?", while Jonny next to him looked just as puzzled.

The crowd had gone all quite except for a few screams, waiting for Chris to continue speaking. For a second he felt like he couldn't move anymore. Should he really do this? Fuck, he was really doing this.

Laying his microphone aside he turned towards Jon. 

"Jonny, exactly one year ago my life was changed, partly thanks to some paper sign I guess.", He laughed. "But the main reason I now have all I could ever wish for is you, Jonnyboy. I think I've known since the day we first met that we are somehow connected, meant to be, whatever you wanna call it. I still regret it took me so long to realize I love you in that way, but I'll try my best to make up for all that time."

Jonny was already blushing terribly and his eyes seemed slightly wet.

"I want to make up for it every single one of my days, Jonny, I love you more than anything and I want to be with you for the rest of my life. So Jonny-"

Chris got the small box out of his trousers and wrapped his fist around it while getting down on his knees.

"-do you want to marry me?", he finished his speech while revealing the simple yet elegant ring in the box.

Jonny had started crying meanwhile and was covering his mouth with his hand.

"I- I...", he was stuttering, before he let out a quiet "sorry" and started running off stage.

"Jonny wait!", Chris shouted after him but he was already halfway over the runway towards the A-Stage.

His bandmates were still staring at him in shock at what he had just done as Chris broke down on the floor. Will was the first one to break out of his paralyzed state and try to comfort Chris but he had already started getting up and running towards the backstage area where Jonny had just disappeared.

He soon noticed his boyfriend sitting in a corner, crying with his head buried between his knees.

"Jonny!", Chris shouted, causing him to start and lift his head. Jonny's eyes were all read from crying.

"Chris I'm-", Jonny started, tears still running down his face, but Chris interrupted him.

"I'm so so sorry Jon. I should have known this was a stupid idea. God, I messed it all up again. I just- I understand if it's too early for you or something, or if you hate me now, but can we still be together? Please. I don't think I could make it without you."

"No, this is all my fault Chris. I'm the one who messed up. You're the cutest boyfriend I could ever have but I- I'm just so stupid and an idiot and-"

"Stop, Jonny, stop. I understand if you don't want that."

Jonny started crying even harder and Chris' eyes were filling with tears as well.

"But Chris I- I do. I want to marry you. More than anything. I'm just a stupid shy idiot and this was too much for me, you know, with everyone watching. But I understand if you don't want this anymore."

"Wait you do? You don't hate me?"

"Of course I don't! I love you more than anything, Chris. And your speech out there... That was just the cutest thing ever. I have no idea how I deserve you. Can we maybe... you know, just start again from where I messed up?"

Chris' face started lighting up and tears were rolling down his cheek, but they were out of happiness this time.

"Of course we can Jonnyboy."

Chris fumbled in his pocket to find the box with the ring and got down on his knees again, just like he had done for the first time a few minutes ago.

"Jonny, you're the love of my life. You're my everything. Do you want to marry me?"

"Yes, yes I do!", Jonny exclaimed under tears and watched Chris putting the ring on his finger.

"I love you Chris.", he whispered before they shared a long and passionate kiss.

"I guess I owe our band and fans a lot now for messing the show up like this.", Chris laughed.

"Yeah, I wish I could stay here and keep kissing my fiancé" - Chris grinned at Jonny using the word fiancé to refer to him - " but we got to get out there again I guess."

While they were walking up the stairs towards the stage Chris could feel Jonny reaching for his hand. A wide smile spread on his face, this was the first time they were holding hands in public and Chris knew how insecure he was about it.

The crowd was probably understandably upset but once the couple walked back on stage they started screaming and clapping like crazy.

Chris quickly apologized and explained everything to his bandmates before he picked up the microphone again.

"Umm so.. As usual, I was being a huge asshole and I destroyed the show for you. You know sometimes, or quite often, I have stupid ideas and then things go wrong and well...", he laughed.

"But Jonny and me had to have.. a talk, you know, to sort things out. I'm really sorry, I messed things up, not only for all of you" - he turned to Jonny - "but also for Jonny. But Jon and me are fine now, or actually more than fine", he said grinning at Jonny and tracing the hand where he was wearing the ring, "and I promise we'll make up for the interruption by playing a few extra songs."

The crowd started cheering and clapping.

"Wow, thank you so much guys. You are really the most amazing and supportive crowd we've ever seen. Thanks for your patience."

Chris whispered with rest of the band one more time before picking up his guitar.

"So, we usually only ever play this song when we're back at the C-Stage... But today I would like to dedicate it to my gorgeous fiancé.", he continued with his eyes fixed on Jon.

"Honey you are a rock", he started singing, still grinning at Jonny.

"Upon which I stand

And I come here to talkI hope you understand

The green eyes

Yeah the spotlight

Shines upon you....."

After finishing the song Jonny took him by surprise by placing a quick kiss on Chris' mouth. Probably it was more than unprofessional but it felt so incredibly amazing to finally be able to openly show their affection for each other. Maybe people would judge them or hate them for their relationship, but Chris suddenly didn't care anymore. All he cared about was Jonny, and he knew that he wanted to be with him more than anything in the world. Forever and always.

THE END