he kissed me.
he kept his hands on my cheeks
and i kissed back with
all my might.
we didn't pull away,
we didn't want to.
we didn't need to.

i gripped onto his hips,
reassuring myself this was not
a dream
and that this was real.
i felt his hipbones,
i felt his cold skin,
and i knew this was not a dream.

this was reality, and it was
the best reality i have felt
in days,
weeks,
months.
min yoongi was a gift
sent from heaven
especially for me
and i won't let him go.

i will never
let him go.