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||Part - Twenty||

Today Riddhima is very happy because she is going for check up in hospital and she can see how her little baby is growing inside her tummy. Standing before the mirror, she is attentively watching how much her tummy has increased..placing her hand upon tummy she pouts her face and murmurs : Baby, when will you come as I'm eagerly waiting for the day when I can hold your tiny soft figure in my hands..

But her talk with baby gets interrupted when someone speaks from her door. At which Riddhima turns towards door and eyes her.

Voice : But Riddhu, if you continue your speaking session then you can't even see my cutie on screen also. What? Don't eye me like that, okay. There is still time of my cutie's special entry to this earth because it's only four months she has come to your tummy, then why are you so eager to meet my cutie with this polluted world? Don't argue now about your not so beautiful figure!

Riddhima's mouth gets round and angrily turns towards mirror and talks affectionately with her baby bump : Baby, we will not talk with your Ayesha Masi, okay? She is telling your momma panda from last month.

Ayesha murmurs under her breath : God! Now her mood swings start..and why I've to make her angry? I've to pascify her or the clinic will be closed. (to Riddhu) Oo baby's momma, meri Riddhu, talk with yourself later..but now get ready first if you want to see cutie on screen.

Riddhima hurriedly gets ready now while Ayesha smiles softly at her doings. She remembers how last year both have met in the boutique and from her Riddhima has come to know of this rented apartment..fortunately they are colleagues and neighbours. But from the time she has come to know of her broken marriage and pregnancy, she couldn't but friendship with her. Though it has been very tough to melt her Cold Heart which is locked for outsiders to enter into.

However, when Riddhima gets ready Ayesha helps her with the previous reports and both the girls take a taxi and reach to hospital. When Riddhima's name is announced, they go inside the cabin of gynecologist. Riddhima is asked to lay down on the little bed present in the room..then the doctor puts some gel upon her four months pregnant belly by towering the kurti a little. And then they look towards the screen to find a tiny creature which is filling the room with its heart's duk-duk sound. Riddhima is smiling with little tears in the corner of her eyes, Ayesha too feels happy for her friend. And then doctor prescribes some alternative medicine and asks to follow her the basic diet chart. And after that both go out from the cabin. Here Riddhima is happy to look at the sonography report of her hand and kisses upon it a numerous time.

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Meanwhile, other side all Rai Singhania members are busy to handle an obsessed Vansh Rai Singhania. After listening everything they have followed Doctor's every instructions carefully, even now he still continues to hurt himself at every night. Dadi is not informed about this fiasco as all feels sad to let her know about her favourite grandson's illness. Even that can lead to her sudden heart attack again.

Here Anupriya is blaming herself because if she has not taken her Vansh for granted thinking he is senior most kid so he will cope up with that change , then may be her Vansh too would have been normal like other kids. She could still feel that hollow eyes of little Vansh who has expected little much of love from his mother, hers..but she has neglected her duty as mother thinking her mother in law will do it. Now she regrets of making money instead of caring for her children..yes, she has earned for them only, for their betterment but love and affection are the most valuable things in our life..now she knows it when every night she can't sleep with the thought..will her Vansh be okay?..he will not do anything serious..right? Her mother in law, Indrani's words are now ringing in her ears - You will come to know how wrong you're to value those earthly materials, money and status..that day you will regret the most but you'll have nothing to do.. except for being guilty.

Anupriya gets a call from Angre who feeds her with the news that Dr Ashutosh Mishra has already asked him to take Vansh at around 2 pm of noon for a special session of check up. Listening this Anupriya tells him to cancel all the meetings for today and ask Vansh to get ready for this session and she too goes out to meet with the doctor for further details. This time she will not leave her Vansh alone.

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At around exact mid noon of 2 pm, Vansh is asked to sit upon a comfy chair while the room is filled with white light. Anupriya, Angre and Siya are waiting outside, being highly tensed. Here doctor has asked Vansh to look at one particular light with extreme attention. Vansh tries to follow doctor's words because he highly wants to kill the inner demon inside him. And like this after few certain minutes, he gets succeed to gather all his attentions to one further point. Soon doctor closes all those bright lights, except that mild white light.

Here Vansh is sitting like some hermit who is busy to chant mantras. After following him closely, doctor gets satisfied and starts to say while in that empty room, his voice starts to echo.

Doc :- Mr Vansh Rai Singhania, you're in the fame of success for last eight years. You are achieving the Best Business Man Award of India for last eight years, even you are known as the most richest personality of our country. So I'm very eager to listen how and by which method you're so successful today? Will you please share your childhood and youth days' experience with me? Especially, I'm interested to know of your love life.

Vansh who has been in trance smiles a little listening of 'love life'. But his eyes hold that pain and serenity at a time. With a painful smile, he starts but eyes are fixed with the light.

Vansh :- I have always believed in status and money because from childhood I've seen my mom to work hard just to achieve it. Sometime she has to neglect her motherly duties, though it has been unintentional but till that day I've been attached with this rich high class society. And when I reach into the peak of success, I have thought to settle down, only with some rich girl as it will help in my business and then comes Roshni in my life. Love has been a facade to me but seeing her class and reputation as model I have thought her compatible enough for me. Love will come with time, I have thought it. And our relationship as boyfriend-girlfriend has been settled with us well. But as my dadi says "relationship is built in heaven", so I meet HER in Roshni's house. She has been busy in doing something in her sketch book sitting in her room, I in mistake have entered into her room. At first I have thought she is just my imagination, that much beautiful she is! But suddenly she has looked upon me which has melted my heart instantly. My Cold Heart has started beating, unknown to me. Her beautiful eyelashes have been locked with my intense black ones.

She has been afraid looking at my intense deep eyes while I've just smirked at her. Don't know why she has been always in my mind from that day. But that's when Roshni has informed me how selfish and spoilt she is! Listening that something has broken inside me and always I've refused my feelings for her....and at a time, I don't know why looking at her only my anger used to raise..so I've always tried to break her..with time my feelings towards her gets so intensified that I started to avoid her and be with Roshni always. And it had been going great until the unnecessary drama and then me and Riddhima had to get married.(Saying this he smiles a little.) My room had been filled with colours and love after her coming..but to save my heart, I used to force myself upon her. In this abusive marriage of three months, I had never given her anything except humiliation and pain. You know her painful voice was also paining to my heart but my stupid mind never accepted it....it's when she left me, I got to know her worth in my life! But it has been too late. Because with her, my unborn baby too has gone. My Baby? (He chuckles in his mind.) I've refused to accept my own baby .. You know why doctor? Because I was afraid to accept my feelings and then suddenly baby..I was afraid and in my fear I have lost THEM.

Now I fear..will they ever going to come back after whatever she has to go through..if she denies to come back to me..I'll never force her. I just wish if I could see how she looks in pregnancy period or how coming of my baby is affecting her! Hope she cope up with the situation as I've been failure..a fucking failure to support my family..what type of man I am to deny to trust his own wife! Am I really a MAN? For proving my male power, I've forced myself upon her..how could I? Uff!! God, I don't want to leave in this world where I'm far away from my wife and baby..but no..I've to live, I have to live upon this cursed earth because there is may sufferings waiting for me and I'll surely grasp those poisons so that my soul gets peace to feel that little amount of punishment..You know even I don't have any right to call HER as MY LOVE..LOVE?(He chuckles.) Yes..I Love her, only her without my knowing..I have been unaware of my own feelings till the time she has left me. Now I'm alone..alone in this big earth where everyone is busy in grabbing material peace and faking love..I have lost MY SWEETHEART. I am a failure..a bastard and lusty beast in the name of husband. I want punishment of my sins.... punishment for my sins.

As he stops speaking, doctor switches on all the lights and does off that particular white light which breaks Vansh's subconscious mind which has been till now busy to pronounce those feelings hid inside his heart. And he looks around himself thinking what has happened till now. But doctor gives him water and asks not to take tension. Meanwhile, his well wishers who have been standing outside, comes inside with teary eyes, it must be they have listened everything. Doctor turns towards them and asks to sit on the couch present there. Then he starts : Sometimes the person suffering from multiple character disorder, couldn't express their actual feelings and it might be the reason of such dual characters. Because his heart tells something while the continuous happenings couldn't help him to go with his heart. So from there starts this type of serious issues..so in this process I'll take help of Mr VR's subconscious mind as it will clarify his heart and the pressure of his inner feelings will not make him agitated at first. By this process and thorough medication, we will bring him back to normal....and yes, his other part of mind is very much obsessed in Riddhima's love so I'll tell you to seperate Mrs VR from him if she is contact with anyone of you, because his obsession and limitless possessiveness for her may harm the baby in her.

Listening doctor's words..Vansh is numb as if some thunder has landed upon him..his love has turned into obsession for her now..and that's so much harmful upon his unborn kid too. Now he is speechless..listening the words of doctor..he is feeling shame to be alive.

One side, Riddhima is happy and enjoying her maternity period seeing the sonography reports and talking with her baby. Other hand, the great VR is repenting his SINS. The world is unknown to the storm named split personality disorder blowing in VR's life. It's sarcastic that the ever glamarous VR Empire is still the same gorgeous from outside while inside the mansion there is only loneliness and guilt.

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