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||Part - Thirty||

Vansh is busy in capturing Riddhima's face for good time as it's so long that she is standing before his eyes in real. He has imagined her so many times in their room but it's far from reality. So when he is seeing her, he gets closed to her to touch her face a little to be assured..yes..she is before him..she is not his illusion. As he goes to touch her face, she flinches back with that hard expression. It's like a sudden splash of cold water is thrown upon his sleepy eyes in middle of deep sleep because Riddhima has never denied him earlier from touching or doing anything with her body but now she is emotionless and denying at his touch. Sensing this, he cries out in pain "RIDDHIMA". Truly life gives punishment in this life only. Feeling to loss the deep love from her, he feels like a lifeless body. How could he survive by seeing her cold eyes? He has experienced her unlimited love till now but thinking her like this tear starts to roll down from his cheeks. Riddhima stands there like she doesn't give a damn to him. May be she doesn't love him now?..he thinks. Riddhima without any action, just notices him. He is getting more panicked seeing her futile attempt to wipe his tears..if it was the past Riddhima then she would have applied every procedure to make him jolly. But here..she is not giving any damn expression to him. Has he done that much sins that this innocent girl is now turned into a cold one?

His monologue gets interrupted when Riddhima says something. So he curiously looks at her to listen her voice : Hello Mr Rai Singhania, this is Miss Riddhima Gupta. I'm hosting this event to raise some fortune for these orphan kids. We all have so many possession in our life..so if we come forward and give a little bit from it then these helpless children also have a DREAM to own something and be someone in their life..because, I think EVERYONE IS NOT THAT MUCH LUCKY TO BE ADOPTED AND HAVE THE CHANCE TO FULFILL THEIR DREAM. So I've suggested scholarship for every talented kids here so that they don't have to go through the process of humiliation in name of adoption. I hope you could realise as all are not that much unfortunate to feel these things in their real life..but me being in the same category, I have experienced the same..by the way, leave the topic and please be comfortable. My team is always for any help. If you want to take rest for awhile then, please..as there is still time to start our program. Thank you, Sir! Thank you very much, from the whole team of this association. Have a good day, Sir!

With her every indirect taunt and past reference, he is going more into guilt. When she refers him saying 'SIR' he remembers how he has never given her the right to call him with those endearing terms..a wife gives to her husband and vice versa..so listening 'SIR' from her mouth does nothing but adds salt to his tolerance level of pain. He remembers how in VR Designer House, he has snatched her designs by giving it to Roshni ; even he has banned her from doing her internship from other companies. He has not only destroyed her dream, self  respect but her purity and trust too. Everyday he has mercilessly raped her and at the end of the day, he has agreed to marry that Roshni. Even to belittle her, he has kissed Roshni before her..yes, it was initiated by Roshni but he was also equally blamed. Though he would have never tried to kiss Roshni before her but when he gets the chance to humiliate her..he couldn't stop himself..and then whenever he has gone for a date with Roshni..it's not to feel pleasure but to free his thoughts to roam around Riddhima. He has not felt any proud to kiss other woman before his own wife but then also he has to do that fault. And see now today he is empty handed. May be he is known as the richest person of India but by his side there is no genuine people, except his incomplete family. His wife doesn't acknowledge him now and he is deprived of the pleasure to have a family with wife and his own kid. And guess, who is in fault? It's none other than HIMSELF..God has blessed him with Kohinoor but as an illiterate he has to destroy his real world of happiness. And he deserves the pain to destroy an innocent life..his wife!

But as he founds Riddhima to leave the room, he quickly holds her little finger and painfully whispers : Riddhima, I'm..I'm sorry..Will..will you ever forgive me? Won't..won't you give .. give me a .. a chance?

Riddhima stops when he huskily says something to her. His cold breath touches her neck and she feels the old sensation in her heart..and she hates herself to feel this again..again to be close to him..to feel his touch..she hates herself when her dead heart skips a beat at his touch and soft call. No..she can't because hers heart is a dead one..she will not fall in his trap because again he will try to humiliate her and dominate her life, snatch her dream..why! To fulfill his LOVE's wish. But this time she WILL not accept defeat. It's not any helpless orphan but a strong mother. Earlier she has had no strength to support herself. But this time her daughter, a part of her is always there and it will supply her strength to win against this Devil.

So she turns slowly at him and looks at him with those cold eyes which only increases restlessness in Vansh and says calmly : At first I'm Miss Gupta for you. As I don't remember meeting you earlier and my close ones only can call me by my first name. Secondly, if I'm meeting you for the first time then how could I forgive you or give you a chance? If you've not done any "crime", then how could I forgive you?(then looking at his hold on her finger)And please LEAVE my hand..I don't like some stranger's touch upon my body. Moreover, I think you've mistaken me for someone else. I'm sorry for your loss, but Sir..I can't help you with it.

Vansh's hold on her hand gets loosened and his tears start to blow continuously and he drops his huge figure on floor..sitting at her foot, he starts to shake in order to control his emotions. It says men don't cry..but he could cry atleast before HER, right? She has every right to witness his emotions..including how broken he is without HER. Once he has wronged to hide his emotions from her by growing hatred towards her..but not this time. He can ask her forgiveness by holding her feet..if it requires he is ready to pass any hardles just to get THEM back. If there is no Riddhima then he is ready to die..yes, he has survived these much years..why? Because he has hope that destiny will meet them again at one point. But for that time, he has kept him strong as she needs time..she needs time to heal her wounds given by HIM. He has that belief that they both are meant to be with each other. But he has no idea his wound will make her transformed into a COLD HEART.

Vansh mutters slowly to himself but Riddhima listens it as well : I deserve this punishment, Riddhima..I deserve it for doing every sinful acts to you..but please don't punish me that much of not recognising me. I'm not strong like you..I can't survive without you and VANYA. (Riddhima's eyes widen in shock knowing how could he come to know of her baby? But he doesn't stop ranting, rather joins his both palms. ) You're still using this sindoor and mangalsutra of my name but not ready to recognise the father of your child! Please Riddhima, don't do this with me.

Suddenly he stops when listens clapping sound, he looks upward to find Riddhima to clap her hands and her lips holding a sarcastic smile : Well Mr VR, I'm feeling very astonished to see a big business man like you to cry and that also before a stranger like me?..and about my choice of wearing these marrital signs, then listen Mr, it's my choice whether to wear it or not and I'm not ready to explain myself before you..then also I'm saying so that you don't hold any wrong assumption..I wear these things(showing her vermillion and holy thread)so that no one points finger upon my baby saying SHE IS AN ILLEGITIMATE..MY HUSBAND HAS NEVER GIVEN ME HIS NAME.. BUT THAT DOESN'T MEAN I'LL TOO HIDE HER IDENTITY..IF SHE IS MY BABY THEN HOW TO PROTECT HER IS ALSO MY RIGHT..and about my daughter, I don't want to listen anything from you. Just get it remembered.(Listening the word "illegitimate" for their baby, Vansh dies at the moment in guilt because truly he has not given their marriage a name.)

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Other side, Vanya is thirsty and searching for her momma .. she pouts by not getting her anywhere. Her thought is like : Haww..now whele (where) .. ich (is) my momma? Then she remembers where her momma could be. So she starts to run at that direction to get her momma..at middle she founds Kabir so she just smiles sweetly at him while he is angrily glaring at her back and murmuring : Her father has come to destroy my life and daughter is feeling it a comedy show that she is smiling at me..huhh! These two are thorns on my way so I've to do something with them at first.

Vanya suddenly comes towards the room where both her parents standing very close to each other and staring endlessly. One is holding passion and immense LOVE while other pair is blank, emotionless.

Without noticing her PAPA's presence, Vanya comes into the room and by holding her momma's pallu she says : Momma..I watel(water)..Vanu baby watel.. By saying this she turns to find her papa there only and she gets too happy that she jumps at her papa and swings from holding her Papa's legs.

Vansh hasn't been prepared to get so much love from THEIR BABY when his wife is not ready to accept him as her husband. But when his baby jumps upon him saying : Papa..momma papa..momma papa Vanu he literally feels like crying because THEIR BABY reminds him of how he has once become enemy of this beautiful creation. He has done unlimited sins in his life but believes THEIR BABY, VANYA is the only thing he has done great by creating with Riddhima. Though by forcing, but then also it's their own flesh and blood. Today when he sees Vanya, he thinks how much hurt Riddhu was when he has denied to accept his own baby..while she is protecting their boby from the very first day itself from any outside storm, even him also..such a worst husband (and may be a father) he is!

But his ranting gets broken when Riddhima looks at Vanya horrified because she has denied this man when their baby seems to be that much attached to him..now she doubts her decision to introduce Vanya with her Papa's photo.

But Riddhima's eyes soften when Vansh picks up the tiny figure of Vanya in his lap and she starts to wipe his tears and places few kisses there. Then baby Vanya starts her talking like an elder woman : Papa..no cly..otay? Gooi boi no cly..momma, papa cly..kich(kiss) him hele (by showing his cheeks)..ol papa cly baby.

Vansh and Riddhima both get astonished at her thoughtfulness. Riddhima is proud of her manners she has taught to her baby while Vansh is getting his positivity back seeing Vanya..now he knows his baby is there to support him always and give him the strength to heal her momma's wound.

But baby is irresistible so Riddhima acts to be angry and reminds her : But sometime ago, my baby was screaming for water..now where is her water bottle?

Saying this she brings a water bottle from her bag while Vansh gets busy with the baby by holding her close to his heart and placing many kisses upon her baby face. As Riddhima brings the water bottle close to her mouth, Vanya starts to drink it from her Papa's hold. It seems so cute family moment where the baby is tieing up her momma papa again.

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But outside the room, a shadow leaves the place by punching his wrist on the wall. Is it any sign of upcoming storm or signalling a new start?

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