||Part - Seventeen||
[Disclaimer : The information about mental disorder is totally based on my imagination. There is no connection with science in it. It's totally fictional.]
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Angre is thinking of Vansh in this cold rainy night. As the outside atmosphere is making the inner soul scary, the new avatar of Vansh is making him thoughtful at the same way.
It starts from the day when Riddhima leaves VR Mansion. Angre has been going upstairs to meet with Siya as she is emotionally disturbed due to Riddhima's sudden departure. When he has been passing through corridor before Vansh's room, he listens some muffled voice from inside. Thinking someone has entered into his boss's room in his absence, he tries to snick into the room. But what he founds there, he couldn't move a bit.
He sees that Vansh is laughing like an obsessed mad person standing before the mirror and holding a red saree of Riddhima who has left every expensive saree and jewelleries of this family behind. Holding that saree close to his nose, he smells it as if he could find the owner's body scent from it yet. And then suddenly throws it on bed like it's not a mere piece of cloth but some person. Then within a glance, he takes out his belt from his trousers and starts to beat that saree while his face is holding a sadistic smile. After few times when he gets tired, he throws the belt somewhere in the corner of the room and then like a hungry beast throws himself upon that saree and takes the saree into his embrace.
But at next second, he looks at his hold on the saree and starts to cry silently. And with it, he murmurs something - Why you've left me, Riddhima? Do you feel pain living with me? Don't you love me? You know one truth that....that I LOVE YOU. That's why I punish you so that you won't leave me because I've heard love makes people weak. But why you've left me, say..huhh! And what you've said that day that YOU'RE PREGNANT..but how can I share you with someone else.. YOU'RE MINE..ONLY MINE AND I WILL NEVER SHARE YOU WITH ANYBODY ELSE..IF THAT MEANS HE OR SHE IS MY OWN CHILD TOO.
Here Angre is shocked to listen his ramblings and it could be surely told from his talks that HE IS MENTALLY ILL. But how to be more assured? Yes, he must have to keep an eye upon his boss and then he will take accurate steps to cure it.
However, from that day he is keeping his strict gaze upon his boss and in any attempt, he always starts coming to VR Mansion because at office time or with others, he is like the same old angry, sharp minded business man but at night time when he is in his room, he behaves like a total psycho. He is very tensed because how could his boss gets changed so much in a different avatar!
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And it's the day when all truth comes before all, he has noticed the lost look on his face. And Angre knows it's time to follow his every moves because tonight he may harm himself in self-loathing. And he is proved right when Vansh punishes himself severely. He has been going further inside his room to make his boss detached from that leather belt..but before he could do a thing, he has got a call from his men whom he has sent for Riddhima.
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Then one day he has been busy in some project while he founds Vansh missing. He gets worried as from last two weeks he has noticed the change in him..so he has started to search VR. That time he suddenly listens some employees of VR Designer House are talking about Riddhima. And he comes to know why Vansh is missing. He gets afraid what if Vansh does something in his guilt. So he starts to find every corner and secret rooms of VR House. Then only he gets him in one of his personal rooms, after half an hours of continuous search. But in which state he gets his boss makes him really worried because it's getting out of hand now. He sees Vansh has cut his arms with blades and fresh blood is oozing out of those wounds. Coming out of restroom, he wears his black full sleeve shirt which covers those cuts but its sleeves get wet with blood. But due to its colour, none will be doubting it as blood. Here Angre is anticipating whether he will go inside or leave him in this state. What if seeing him there, VR becomes angry and more indignant. Thinking all, he gets out and calls some person over phone.
And after certain few minutes, when Vansh comes out of the room, he tries to read his eyes to see pain and some other emotions. But Angre gets shocked at his happy eyes. He is thinking - "How could it be possible! Why he is not showing any emotion? As his wounds are very deep to cry over it, even silent tears could be expected from anyone. But why VR has to be so different from others?....I think I've done right to have a talk with HIM personally as very soon I've to know why VR is reacting this way? Is he having any problem? If yes, then I'll surely mend him."
He is thinking this all day and after getting leave from his work around 5 pm, he goes to meet that person. After thirty minutes of driving, he reaches to that place. Outside, there is hanging a board upon which it's written clearly -
Dr Ashutosh Mishra
Psychiatrist, Mumbai Central Hospital
Angre sighs thinking he has never in his dream thought that oneday he will come here for his BOSS. However, he knocks on the door of the cabin and getting nod from inside, he gets inside.
After knowing everything from Angre, Dr Ashutosh has some lines on his forehead. He takes some time to think of VR's problems. He is informed about all those past incidents of Vansh and what is happening aftermath. After some thinking,he looks at Angre and says worriedly - "Look Mr Angre, as far I've informed about Mr Rai Singhania's problems I'M AFRAID TO SAY YOU THAT HE IS SUFFERING FROM MENTAL ILLNESS. HE HAS CREATED A WORLD OF HIS OWN.. HE THINKS THERE IS NO PLACE FOR PAIN, HAPPINESS AND ALL EARTHLY EMOTIONS....It happens sometimes when the person gets some satisfaction with someone's painful life, he behaves like a sadist..I think he has deeply got attached with someone's painful life so much that with passing days it has affected him and grabbed his entire existence. It seems like Mr Rai Singhania has loved something very deeply but when the entire existence of that whole feelings get proved wrong then the person gets affected. I'M HUNDRED PERCENT SURE MR VR HAS BEEN UNKNOWINGLY IN LOVE WITH HIS WIFE FROM BEFORE BUT ITS HIS SUBCONSCIOUS MIND TO DENY HIS FEELINGS AND THAT PART OF MIND IS NOW BEHAVING RECKLESSLY WHEN HE GETS MISCONCEPTUALIZED TO KNOW HIS LOVE, MRS VR IS NOT WHAT SEEMS LIKE. And I'm hundred percent sure, MR VR IS GREATLY AFFECTED BY HIS OWN WIFE.. that's the reason whenever he is alone in his room or with his wife, he becomes a beast. And now as his wife is not with him and moreover, after knowing the real truth the guilt and regret is suffocating him from inside. And that is the reason why he is torturing himself. And the tortures remind him of his wife, how he has been guilty of being a beast to her, so he is feeling happy with his suffer and pain."
Angre is shaken from the core to know this but couldn't stop himself from asking further - But why he has been behaving like an enemy to his own unborn baby?
Doctor explains - Because in his this mental condition, he thinks the baby as a barrier between his wife and himself. And I'm worried to say you that he is always having a fear like his wife is very pure and innocent so this baby will be a barrier between his wife and him. This life has made him that hard to himself and others, that he has never wanted to show his love to his wife. So he has tortured her to make her always submissive to him so that she will never go anywhere by leaving him. But now the same thing is happening which has increased his thinking ability too.
Though Angre's throat is dry in anticipation, he asks - Then what is the cure of this disease?
Doctor - Though it's mental disease but it's affecting his health as well. But I'll cure it when I can meet him personally. He is stopping himself from accepting the goodness of this earth, so the patient must have to bring that change from his inner soul. And it will be possible when he will agree by himself. So I will advice to present him here before me, so that I can start the process very soon without any delay. Because if you take more time, I'M AFRAID SOMETHING MAY HAPPEN WITH HIM.
After a long two hours of conversation, Angre gets up to go. He is thinking how to bring boss to a psychiatrist. And it's been a few more days, till now he hasn't found any chance to bring Vansh to Dr Ashutosh who is continuously having a note upon Vansh. And that's when Angre comes to know how VR has planned to torture Roshni and Sharma couples. He learns from secret agents, Sharma family has lost their partial memory and they've forgot everything since and after Vansh's marriage with Riddhima. And then Sharma family is sent to mental asylum where they have to suffer being with actual mad people. They are mentally tortured by those insane human beings.
And now he knows how to handle his boss and to take him towards Dr Ashutosh. As Roshni and her parents are punished by him so his one guilt is lessened. Now Angre will use it as his weapon to take Vansh to Dr Ashutosh.
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On the other hand, one petite small figure of a lady is busy in sewing some clothes in her one room apartment. She is wearing a light cotton saree and her hair is bound in a low pony tail. Her marital signs could be shown from far also. The light is hanging upon her head so that she could do her work easily. Looking towards her room, one can see everything she needs are present in one room only, though she has nothing big things in her possession.
After continuous sewing few dresses, she straightens her neck and keeps her back attached with the chair. Then she starts to rub her belly smilingly as now she has something which she could proudly say her own. With her own hard work, she has achieved the place for living. Though it's little and rented but it will be enough for her and her baby. If her work continues smoothly then she will achieve everything for her baby. She is in fourth months of her pregnancy as she has been two months while leaving that cursed life and now her baby bump is little visible to outsiders. While rubing her belly, she gets lost in her past:
In these long hours of journey, Riddhima is talking with that aunty and both have made some cordial relation though both are meeting each other for first time. The Riddhima has been lost under Vansh's shade, is alive now. She is free from every unwanted hateful relationship. She knows only one thing..except for her baby, she is all alone in this big world.
When the train reaches in its last stoppage, Riddhima takes her suitcase while one body guard whom Riddhima hasn't noticed yet comes from other passenger seat and takes the aunty's bag. And that lady asks the middle aged bulky man to take Riddhima's too. But Riddhima denies which isn't given any importance by them.
However, she couldn't stop but asks the lady - Aunty, why are you travelling in local train when you're being followed by a guard always? That means you're reach enough to travel in second class passenger train.
The lady answers with a smile - Because I like to interact with people and look today I've got a new friend in you.
Riddhima just smiles at her while the lady asks further - By the way, if you don't mind could I know where are you going to stay in Jaipur?
Riddhima lowers her head to avoid looking her eyes - Ohhh.. tonight I'll stay in a hotel and then from tomorrow morning, I'll search for a rented room....
Before she could finish, the lady interrupts her - What you're alone already and then have no shelter to live? Then it's final.. you're coming with me.
Riddhima stiffens and answers - I'm sorry but I'm not going to take anyone's charity. (placing her hand upon her tummy) Me and my baby could live without any interference of others. Moreover, today only we have met so how could I take your help! No..I can't as it's too much.
The lady is experienced with earthly emotions very well so she could understand may be she has problems in her life or in her married life but couldn't think it's right to ask further. But when she listens of Riddhima's pregnancy, she feels sorry for this young girl.
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