Y/N'S P.O.V

He's so intimidating. I don't know why I can't strengthen myself to push him away. His hands reached to the back of my neck and pulled me towards him, banging his forehead on mine.

"OUCH! WHAT THE HELL TAEHYUNG!?"

He looked at me with his puppy smile.

"Thank you for being my friend"

"I never said yes to you" I scoffed.

"I'll take that as a yes" He shrugged.

"Wanna grab a drink?"He asked.

I looked at his calm eyes. He's going through mood changes. I knew it was late but he seemed to be dealing with lots of things lately and he obviously needs it. I still can't trust him but I can't leave him like this. His weak smile said many things that he couldn't tell with his mouth.

"Sure" I said with a light smile.

His face lit up.

"Ok wait there" He said as he walked to his couch and grabbed his black jacket and his car keys.

"Here" He handed me my phone as I took it with my widened eyes.

"Never knew you lost it in the first place, didn't you?" He smirked as he went ahead to his ash car parked in the garage.

I hesitated for a minute. I don't know what I'm doing. I'm not sure but I have to. I kept spacing out while staring at the car door.

Taehyung's stare broke my trance as I quickly got into the passenger seat and he drove off.

........

I never ever thought that a guy can get drunk by gulping down a single cup of soju.

"Y/n?" He squealed in a cute voice but his voice was raspy, signaling that he's already wasted. My expectations were a one big lie. I stared at him in disbelief. He looked back at me and hiccuped.

"Oops" He said and started giggling like a little child. His giggle was cute and it made me laugh for a second.

I watched him closely. His eyes were now shrinked to two crescent moons with his pretty triangle smile reaching up to his cheeks which were tinted slightly red. He's smiling yet tears were visible in the corners of his eyes.

'It's a very rare smile and it's very beautiful'

I don't know whether they're happy tears or sad tears. I don't know why he's smiling like this. People smile for many reasons; some cry to hide their fear and some cry to hide their pain. I personally believe that the first tear form in our eyes carry the strongest emotion and the strongest pain stuck in our heart. And Taehyung seemed to fight it. But I wanted it to flow down his cheeks because a tear is always capable of releasing one's pain. 

"Y/n?" He spoke softly.

"Can I ask you something?"

I just smile and nod.

He licked his lips and clasped his hands before he leaned on the table.

"You saw everything before, right?"

I froze at his question. I couldn't say no so I just gave a slight nod.

He let out an airy chuckle which left me in confusion and panic at the same time.

"Did you see her?" He asked with a light smile. His eyes were sparkling unlike most of the time. This is definitely not the person I know.

I nodded as I felt it's best to keep my mouth shut.

"What do you think about her?" He asked with a raised eyebrow.

I don't know what to say. What is he expecting from me? I could feel his direct stare on me. I cleared my throat.

"She's beautiful" I said.

"Indeed she is" He laughed but I saw disappointment in his eyes.

What is he trying to hide? What is he keeping in his heart? What is making him suffer like this? My heart started to melt. I've never seen this side of him. For the strong, rude man he was, I never expected to see him broken.

"Who is she?" I asked locking my eyes with him.

He paused as if he was hesitating to answer.

Suddenly he grabbed a glass bottle and SMASH! 

 He smashed it on the table, spitting it to pieces.

HOPE YOU GUYS ENJOYED THIS CHAPTER ^^

I HONESTLY DON'T KNOW WHERE THE STORY IS HEADED TO, SO I MAY TAKE TIME TO UPDATE THE NEXT CHAPTER  T-T