Dear Kylo,

I miss you but I know those words won't do anything good.

You've moved on to the light like it was said you would. Your mission was done the minute Snoke was convicted.

I would be lying if I said I didn't date after you, I did. My friends have set up dates for me and sometimes it lasted longer than 2 dates but not that long. Why? I've always thought of you.

I don't know if you've been resurrected yet or anything. We are connected and that's why you had another chance at life. Right now you could be on the other side of the world.

I don't know.

I miss you but people have been concerned about my well being. I'm sorry Kylo, I'm sorry that my life seems like it's wasting away.

But if it makes things better I'm attending college soon, maybe that helps.

Maybe.

I'm sorry. Truly I am.

It's hard to look at myself in the mirror without being reminded of you. Finn and Poe are scared for me. They say I'm not okay.

Am I okay?

I don't know anymore. I just miss you, a lot. But isn't it better that I move on. It's hard but it must be better for both of us right?

Goodbye Kylo and I'll miss you. I hope it was nice when it lasted

- Rey

Authors Note: I'm sorry for not updating but here it is, but a quick heads up my updates might be a little off because someone very close to be died, so I may not have the desire to write that much. So I'll try to update but they may be slow