(1 month later)

Me and Connor forgot about the kiss and we just stayed friends but...

Fuck it, I like him.

But we agreed on staying friends.

I'm so stupid

Jared and Evan occasionally hang out with us but Jared is such a tsundere and 'doesn't like it'

We went to this roller skating rink last weekend and we were planning on going again tomorrow but..

It's hard to look at Connor everyday and know that he doesn't want what I want.

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(Group chat)

TICJK: WHAT?!
Treeman: why? :(
DrugsNotHugs: ...

                                        Me: sorry

DrugsNotHugs is now offline.

                                        Me: ????
TICJK: Oh shit he wasn't lying
Treeman: oh no..

                                       Me:  what's wrong with him?

TICJK:  Welp I'm out

                                       Me: Jared.
Treeman: I'm gonna go as well

                                       Me:  Evan!

TICJK and Treeman are now offline.

I groan and lay back in my bed before hearing crashing out my window and a tap. And another tap. And another.

I thought it was my dad working out outside or something so I ingore it.

Click.

My window opened to reveal Connor looking pissed.

"Connor, you can't be here right now. My dad is here and-"

"Why'd you lie to us, (Y/N)?" He interrupted me.

"I-"

Again. "No, (Y/N) why th4 fuck did you lie? I had everything fucking planned for us and, fuck!"

I don't understand. He's never cared that I've cancelled before so why now?

Every time I go to talk he interrupts me, his voice growing angrier every time.

This is pissing me off.

"Connor, why do you care? You haven't cared before and if you keep telling, I really won't be able to go." I push him away from me and raise my voice higher.

He looks away from me, "you don't get it." He mumbles.

"WHAT DO I NOT GE-"

"I had everything planned. I was.. Gonna have them play Glowing Eyes, like when we bleached my hair. I was going to try to get you alone and.."

I take a step forward and put my hand on his shoulder, "what? Connor what is it?"

"I.."

He avoided eye contact. "What?"

He did something I wouldn't expect. Especially after we agreed to never talk about the last time.

He kissed me.