Thomas' P.O.V

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Saturday, September 1st, 2018
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   Today James was suppose to be coming over just to hangout. I wish I could cuddle with him but I'm not sure if he would allow me too anymore. I just feel like I missed my chance to become his lover, then again it might not be illegal since he's eighteen. He's old enough to give consent so why would it be?

   Honestly I don't think that he's even sure himself if it's illegal or not. In this circumstance would it be? I met him before I was teaching at his school.

   Whatever I'm thinking too much into this, I'm just excited and dare I say nervous. I just want him back.

  A knock on the door interrupts me spacing out. I walk to the door almost hesitant to open it. I'm greeted by a cute smile from James, "Hey, come in." I said, moving out of the way. I close the door behind him once he enters, I sit next to him on my couch.

  "So how has life been treating you?"

"It's been treating me fair I guess, sometimes I forget that my actions have consequences."

"Yeah."

"What about you how have you been."

I move closer to him, "Lonely."

"I have to."

"James, I really miss you and I would love to just have one more chance to win you over."

  He looks away from me and stares back at me with that cute face. Then he nodded, "Okay Tommy, one more."

  I leaned in and tried to kiss him, I hear him giggle, and next thing I knew I planted a kiss on his neck. His giggling ceased, then it turned into a light laugh. He wrapped his arm around my neck and kissed my forehead.

  We looked at each other, I wasn't even trying to hide my affection for him. His eyes were so full of life, beauty, and mystery. Him and I kiss, I couldn't even describe how wonderful that was it felt like we've been longing for this to happen, "Tommy, I was an idiot for leaving you."

I was the real idiot for getting that close to James, I was moving way to fast for him. I scared him off and he had every right to leave me, but I didn't say anything to him.

"I love you~"

"I love you too~"