Cody. We've been talking for a short time I can't remember exactly how long but over the past few days we've become closer and closer and the past 2 days you've made me feel so much better in myself and made me feel like myself again. I honestly never really believed in fate until I asked you how you belong with a girl like me and you told me it was fate. I thought about it for a while and I'm finally beginning to believe in fate and believe that fate brought us together. When I tell you I love you. At first I wasn't 100% sure on it I wasn't even sure you meant it but as times gone on I'm finally beginning to mean it more and more. When I tel you I respect you and trust you I mean it I don't trust many people due to all my past experiences but for some reason I'm able to trust you more than I trust myself. I when you're not on I miss you but I know you're busy and I know you're working eating or sleeping and it doesn't feel like I'm being abandoned like it used to. It doesn't feel like you've just fucked me off and left me wondering what I did wrong where I messed up or if I didn't show you enough love and affection. Last night/early this morning you really did make me feel like I'm your girl. You made me feel like I do have your heart. And my promise to you is to keep your heart and not to hurt it and not to shatter it. I promise to love you, hold you, kiss you, look out for you, look after you when you're down and sick, I promise to do my best to make you the happiest man alive and make you feel so alive, loved and cared for. I know we're not official yet but there's no one I want more than you. I want to wake up next to you in mornings able to say good morning babe how did you sleep or even wake you up with breakfast in bed or surprises. I want to be able to go to bed at night with you by my side able to cuddle you and kisses you before saying goodnight and falling asleep. I want it with you and nobody else. I love you Cody and I don't know how many times I'll ever have to say it for me to know you believe it

First picture of us. Only picture of us and honestly I love this picture. I love you baby boy. Sorry for the shitty letter but I hope it put a smile on your face. There's nothing I love more than seeing you smile.

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