It's my own fault for thinking low of myself, I've never liked my body build, I'm thick around the hips and my legs don't fill out jeans properly and it's always a struggle to find a pair of jeans that work for me. Not only that since my scoliosis one hip juts out because of the curve and I can't stand looking at it. A lot of girls at my school have a slim and petite build and I always feel inferior, I have chub where others are slim and I hate looking in the mirror. But this is all caused from my over thinking and constant comparisons to others. I never listen to my own advice, everyone has a different build and weight that's healthy for them and them alone and I'm fine where I am as long as I don't over eat to where it's unhealthy and I always have support from friends as well who all deal with the same thing and put themselves down. But I want to change my life style, I want to be healthy, stronger, I want to work on my body to the point where I'm confident in where I stand. I want to get healthier sonny back doesn't ruin my chances of a future. So remember kids, the moment you start judging yourself for eating a hamburger while another person is eating a salad remember that your diets differ, theirs could be because of their appetite or how their body works so eat that burger or other foods, don't be afraid to walk into a store and grab the biggest bottle of soda. But measure how much intake you have of the unhealthy foods and balance it with healthy foods. Be the junkies you wanna be but be a healthy junkie