I looked at my hands in disgust. Fucking Disgusting. My hands twitched. They closed slowly but suddenly. I gripped my fists so hard, while my thumb was inside. I heard a pop. My thumb hurt. But it felt so fucking gross that I couldn't stop it. My hand just kept closing and shaking. I felt sick. I wanted to peel my skin off. I want to. I just kept closing my fist in pain. It fucking hurts. Please. Make it stop. Then I picked up the hand sanitizer and used it. Then I felt fine. I used more. I used more and more and I felt perfect. I was finally clean now.