Journal entry 21

I miss Benji.Raising Cam and Jace without him feels so diffrent usually when me and Jace stream movies on the tv he would always scream at us to stop shouting at the TV I never listen but now it's just silence.I wish I can see him again.I miss his morning smile
his laugh after hearing the shennanigans Cam got into
the way he always reminds me to never overwork myself
the way he's always so caring when he sees me accidentaly cut my finger trying to help him cook dinner
his soft blue eyes that I get lost gazinb into
His soft arms that I love to snuggle into
God I miss everything about him.I swear when I get my hands on whoever killed him I will do worse then what you did to him.My god you turned me soft.But I hope up there I can see you again.

'Ethan stopped writting and closed the book he wipped away the tears that were forming in his eyes he had to be strong for his family' "I promise you Benji I'll kill that man and protect the kids".
'But Cameron was planning to take her plan into action tonight