//me and ThePinkBurrito r having a competition rn and im gonna beat her//
//,,,not literal violence//

moonlight
sunrise
early dawn was a sin
for a very long time

how can you make my heart beat so loud when i don't even want it to beat at all?

how do you make my tongue twisted up so much and my words so fluttered with imagination?

12pm drunken slurs
as i speak to you right now, babe
lovesickness is a disease
i don't think any amount of
half-assed chocolate whiskey can
drown out;

and it's peculiarly strange
when you say "darling, i don't deserve you-"

when my arms were built in your size.

we are tied by red string against our souls
and there is no level to reach for such standards
when you make me dance in the mirror
and sing in the shower

when we run in the rain
and your face beams
your vocal cords squeaking
and your face heated

when my tears are dried
and my anger calmed like the eye of the tide
a mircale has takened place.

you made a boy turn a noose to a ring
a life miserable
one worth living

warm summer nights trickled on your pale skin
and your eyes peered up at me and saying weasle words
"i am no princess;"

but you are;
my heart, a kingdom with champers and lockets and passageways
being knighted and guarded for so long from paranoia
is now lacing your lilac head with position of royalty, dear

with every witty beat
or booming ideolgy
i will not rise and sigh
walking away like you never were
a mircale.

because, indeed, you may have your storms
of cold, bitter emotionful air and crystals melting on your eyelashes and your lips pursed with fear
but i want to be your sun
that flies in and lays down warmth and sastfaction

you are my royality
my queen
and nothing will convince me other words
because my heart was a locket
and you did hold the key

so forget what the others say or have said
or your parent's glares of disapproval
because i know theres something unique about us
something...special.

hold onto my arm
and let your head rest in the crook of my shoulder
let me tell you you're pretty
and so much more

i would never lie to you.