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AN: Usain Bolt got nothing on how fast my recent updates be boiiiiiii

This might just be a hunch, but I'm pretty sure Haz and Talie are trying to set Harry and I up.

Of course it's just a guess, even if Talie did insist that I sit with her dad the whole airplaine ride to Hawaii and my son practically squished the two of us together.

Yeah, just a guess.

"Don't think I don't know what you two are tryna pull here." I deadpanned once we arrived at the hotel, the island breeze blowing my hair a bit as Haz and Talie exchanged looks.

"We're not trying to pull anything here ma," My son began in an innocent tone, walking over to me and placing his hands over my shoulders as I raised my brow and stared up at him.

"We're tryna push." He smiled, shoving me back when he said 'push' making me stumble back in surprise before someone caught me from behind.

"Hey you alright?" Harry asked, stabling me and making sure I was okay as I blinked up at him, realizing how close we were before I swallowed and nodded.

"I'm fine, but Haz won't be very soon." I grit out through clenched teeth, slowly looking over at my son whose green eyes widened before him and Talie quickly scurried inside the hotel.

"What's with them?" Harry asked as I helped him with the luggages, briefly glancing at his oversized tropical patterned buttoned shirt and sunglasses on top of his pushed up brown hair.

He was such a dad.

"Well, it may just be me but I think they're tryna set us up." I told him truthfully, realizing this was the longest we've talked to each other ever since that night in his kitchen without him blushing.

"Yeah?" He actually laughed with an amused grin, pausing and taking out sun block from his backpack making my eyes widen.

"No!" I immediatly protested, already knowing what he was going to do as I made a run for it, only for him to grab the back of my collar effortlessly, pulling me to him as I struggled.

"Come on, it's really sunny here you gotta have some protection." He teased, keeping my still with one hand as the other rubbed the scented lotion over my scrunched up face as I fussed in his hold.

He did the same thing to Haz and Talie.

Should've known I was next.

Harry made sure to put a big glob of white lotion on my nose, making my appearance practically scream tourist along with his attire as I glared at him, trying to keep my angered face only making him smirk.

My small smile dropped as I looked at him as did his when he noticed the sudden change in my attitude.

I needed to apologize, I couldn't let myself enjoy time with him without letting him know how I felt and why I did what I did.

"Harry I-"

"Aloha!" A short stubby asian man greeted us with a warm smile on his tan sun kissed skin.

"You two must be Mr. and Mrs. Turner yes? The man smiled, checking his clipboard as Harry and I froze, the warm air around us feeling a bit colder as we awkwardly looked at one another.

"Um no actually, I'm Harry, Harry Styles." Harry introduced himself, clearing his throat looking somewhat irritated at the mention of my recent ex-husband's last name.

"Yeah and I'm Natalie Kaufman." I added as well.

The man blinked at us with that same tight smile, as if slowly processing the information like an aged computer.

"Natalie Kaufman oh my god! I just love your books! May I say, what an honor it is to have you stay here at the Heaven Hibiscus inn!" He squealed, tucking his clipboard under his arm before he grabbed my hand in an excited shake.

"Oh wow, thank you." I said in a genuine tone, surprised that my published works made it all the way to Hawaii.

"So, you two happy couple yes?" He smiled, letting me go and clapping his hands together as he pointed between Harry and I while one of the bell boys rushed outside to grab our suitcases from our limp hands.

"Oh no we're not," Harry began, pointing at himself then at me as we blinked at the man.

"Yeah I'm not his-"

"We're-"

"So you two aren't couples is what we're getting at here?" The man asked, looking between us with an arched brow as Harry and I nodded slowly, avoiding each other's gazes.

"Oh silly, this is a couple's resort, with the exception of additional children of course with their own separate wing of rooms, but if you're not a couple...." The asian man trailed off in a cheery voice before he snapped his fingers, a strange and threatening presence immediatly looming over Harry and I from behind causing both our bodies to stiffen.

We slowly turned our heads to be greeted with the sight of two humongous beefy Hawaiin men in dark black sleek suits and stone cold faces.

Harry and I looked back at the small hotel manager who smiled at us.

"We're a couple." I said in unison with Harry, the both of us grabbing one another, pulling our sides together with his toned arm around my waist and my arm over his shoulder as we smiled simultaneously.

We saw our kids slowly peek their heads out from the sliding door entrance of the hotel with smirks on their faces.

"Oh lovely! My name's Liko, I'm the manager of this resort! Please let me show you two to your private sauna." He informed with a swift gesture of his pudgy arm before Harry and I exchanged confused looks.

"Wait, what about our rooms?" Harry asked.

"Don't worry about it, your stuff will already be there, it's a tradition here at this hotel to have our guests enjoy a luxurious sauna first thing to relax from the jet lag." Liko happily informed.

"What about our kids?" I asked with a frown, also wanting to still spend time with my son and daugh-

And Talie.

Ah fuck it, I see her as my daughter.

"What kids!" I heard Haz holler out with a laugh as him and Talie high fived, running away from us through the lobby heading straight for the free buffet near the pool.

I almost ran too once I saw the different variety of food over there only for Harry to immediatly hold me tighter, knowing my intentions as he smirked.

"Don't worry, we'll give your kids their separate room keys-"

"Haz you better save me an upside down pineapple cake or I swear!" I yelled across the lobby once we entered the hotel.

"Uh... as you can tell my uh- my partner is really hungry after our flight, so maybe we could skip the whole sauna-" Harry began, resting his hands on my shoulders to keep me from darting away.

"We have champagne in the sauna." Liko interrupted with a clear of his throat, his pristine smile twitching ever so slightly.

"But-"

"Look it took me five years to finally convince the board to put in the private romantic fucking saunas. I did not kiss up and suck off half of the people here to get what I want for you to complain you don't wanna try it out so don't push me!" He snapped, catching Harry and I off guard as we leaned back.

Liko closed his eyes, inhaling slowly before letting out a heavy breath until he opened his eyes and smiled at us.

"This way to the sauna please."

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Harry and I sat only in mere white towels in our own private sauna, a great amount of distance between us on the wooden bench as we stared at the burning stones in front of us in silence.

It was hard enough we were both naked, especially having to see him dressed only with a towel hanging lowly around his waist, exposing his V-line and happy trail as I watched his tense muscles flex involuntarily under his tan, sweaty, inked skin.

I started to breathe heavily.

"Look," Harry began in a stern voice that seemed even louder in the quiet room as he abruptly stood to his feet, his back straightening as he avoided my gaze.

"I get it, you're uncomfortable. I'm sorry, we shouldn't have pulled the couple thing." He breathed in a low voice, a tint of pain laced in his words as I looked up at him, his back facing me.

"I'll request for separate rooms, you don't have to put up with me if I make you uncomfortable." Harry began, walking and reaching for the door until I rose from the bench, clutching tightly onto my towel in anxiety.

"I'm sorry I left you!" I blurted out in a shaky voice, the thick steam in the air feeling even heavier than normal as I watched his shoulders stiffen at my apology.

My words hung in the air, my chest rising and falling deeply yet he still didn't face me as the everlasting seconds passed.

I got his attention.

"I'm sorry. I'm sorry for what I put you through and I know nothing could make up for what I did to you." I began in a quick ramble, breathing heavily when Harry turned to look at me with an unreadable expression as I felt the walls close in on me.

"I regret leaving you. I regret it every single day of my life but I thought- I thought I couldn't make you happy. I was scared and selfish, I left because I wasn't ready and I left you and god -when I saw you married to Cynthia with your own child I thought, I thought Talie was one of the most beautiful things I've ever seen, the same thing I thought when I first held Haz in my arms or when I saw you in that pink polka dot shirt. I thought that I made the right choice because you finally got the family you wanted-" I stated, my throat feeling dry as I saw the sudden look of rage forming over Harry's face.

"You thought I wouldn't be happy..." He cut me off with a cold glare, chills running up and down my spine as his breathing quickened and I watched his hands ball into tight fists at his sides.

"You seriously thought that just because of Olivia I would never want to have a family with you! Nat you're so- god you're so fucking stupid!" He angrily snapped at me and I was pretty sure our distressed voices could be heard through the wooden walls as I lowered my head in shame.

"You're a complete and utter idiot! I didn't want just any family, I wanted a family with you! You are my fucking family and you always have been!" He yelled, making me snap my gaze up to him in surprise, my vision blurring as I felt a sudden warm liquid trail down my cheeks.

"I know. I'm sorry, I'm so sorry." I pathetically apologized, wiping furiously at my tears, trying to compose myself, my heart aching as Harry stared at me with a clenched jaw and wide offended jade green eyes.

"You left me! You fucking left me and all this time I thought that I wasn't good enough for you, that I couldn't even make the woman I love happy! And then I see you again- married! Married with a kid even though I love Haz like he was my own! Still, do you know how many times you have broken me Nat!" He growled out, approaching me, nearing me as I backed into the wall without thinking under his furious glare, his eyes searing mine as I held my towel close to my body.

"I know! I'm sorry! I wasn't thinking-"

"No! No you weren't. Not only did I lose my first child but then I lose you, the woman I love!" He cut me off, all his pent up anger finally pouring out through his words and posture as I shrunk back, screwing my eyes shut when his hands slammed against the wall behind me, our heavy breathing filling the room.

I stayed there, my eyes screwed shut and my head tilted to the floor, afraid to meet Harry's gaze as I felt his presence close to mine.

"Look at me." He said in a low voice, my whole body scrunched up as he leaned over me, caging me against the wall before I felt his large calloused hand grab my chin, making me open my eyes to find his face hovering a few inches from mine.

"I love you." I finally told him when I saw the pain in his eyes, my voice breaking lightly as I swallowed nervously, clutching onto the fabric of my towel so tightly that the knuckles of my shaking hand were turning white, catching Harry's attention as he placed his hand over mine.

"You have every right to be mad at me." I said, trying to compose myself as I took in steady even breaths while he continued to peer down at me with those passionate burning green eyes.

"Yes, yes I do." He confirmed, resisting to lean into his touch when he gently skimmed his knuckles along the side of my face.

"And I never should have left." I breathed out, his fingers now trailing down my skin to trace my quivering lips in a distracting manner.

"Yes very true." He added in a stern voice, still staring at me as I finally brought my gaze away from his lips and nose and focused on his green eyes.

"And you probably hate me. There's no way you love me still after this long, after everything I put you through." I said with a shake of my head, not wanting to put my hopes up as I choked back a silent sob, my heart hammering against my chest before Harry framed my warm face with his hands.

"You couldn't be more wrong." He said, wiping a lone tear away from my wide watery eyes before he closed the space between us, his lips attaching to mine in a desperate kiss, a muffled gasp leaving my lips as I felt him hoist my body up against the wall my arms immediatly going around his neck.

Our lips molded together, our actions frantic and feverish as he situated himself between my legs that automatically wrapped around his toned waist, our sweaty bodies pressed firmly against each other with only our towels separating our hot bare bodies that unconsciously rubbed against one another.

"Harry -ah." I tried to speak but my brain was complete mush as his lips left a searing trail over my jaw down to my throat, placing open mouthed kisses on my neck, darting his tongue out and licking the skin as his hands gripped tightly onto the underside of my thighs.

"I love you so much, I never stopped." He groaned against my skin, releasing me so my feet were planted back on the ground.

Harry's breathing was as erratic as mine, the temperature in the sauna heightening by the second as I threw my head back, letting out a small yelp of shock when Harry yanked the towel right off me, exposing my bare naked body to him after all these years as he took a step back.

It's been years since Harry had seen me naked and of course my body wasn't the same, I had stretchmarks and scars, my breasts weren't as perky anymore let's be honest here and my thick thighs trembled slightly under his scortching gaze, his dark green eyes flickering up and down my frame.

Yet he was still looking at me the same way he did the first time we had sex, when I took his virginity.

Yo not to mention your girl was totally clean shaven at the moment, aha that's right.

I watched Harry's face flush, an evident bulge forming underneath the towel that was slipping from his hips as he eyed me, his gaze lingering on the area between my legs making him dart is tongue out to wet his lips, looking at me as if I was the most beautiful woman he had ever laid eyes on.

"Wait, your turn. Tits for dick." I panted, trying to catch my breath but still knowing my priorities as I snapped my fingers and pointed down at his towel, only for him to shake his head before he tossed the towel he yanked from my body to the ground, closing in on me again.

"No, I need to show you just how much I missed you." He told me in deep throaty voice, determination and lust in his eyes as he wrapped his arms around my body again, his mouth immediatly going to my breasts as I cried out his name, throwing my head back slightly and tangling my fingers into his hair before I started to snicker slightly.

Harry felt the vibrations of my laughter going through my body making him release my nipple from his warm mouth as he looked up at me in curiousity while I tried to stiffle my laughs.

"Your stubble, I'm not used to it- it tickles." I admitted with a laugh, grazing my fingers against the light scruff over his sharp jawline while a slow dimpled smirk spread across his face at my words.

"Oh yeah?" Harry smiled, dipping his head down and burying his face into my neck, making sure to rub his stubble against my skin causing me to cackle at the sensation, his hands holding me still by my hips as I flailed, hitting his shoulder and laughing.

"I missed this, I missed you. My beautiful Nat." He sighed into the crook of my neck in content, my fingers combing through his hair as I smiled, letting him raise his head to look down at me with a beaming grin.

"My sweet, sweet vanilla boy." I cooed in a gentle tone, cupping his warm face in my hands as he chuckled.

I suddenly felt his hand on my bare hip slowly trail down, my smile immediatly dropping and my face contorting into one of pleasure as I gripped his shoulders when he leisurely ran his long fingers over my slit.

"I won't be so sweet very soon." He chuckled darkly into my ear, nibbling at my skin as he plunged one finger into me, my body tensing at the intrusion while he held me against the wall as I let out a shakey breath.

Before I could release a moan something caught my eyes as I held Harry to me who was supporting my weight, keeping my knees from buckling as he continued to pump his fingers in and out of me.

"Hot.. so hot," I began in rushed pants.

"My baby's so hot and bothered, I promise I'll make it better." Harry rasped, sucking the side of my neck and increasing his speed on his skin as I shook my head furiously.

"No, hot- like you're on fire!" I finally announced in alarm when the flame on Harry's towel began to climb up the burning fabric, causing him to quickly look down in shock before he screamed, pulling his fingers out of me scrambling to get the burning towel off of him.

I kind of just leaned back against the wall, realizing that somewhere during this steamy confrontation, this idiot must have accidently gotten his towel caught on some of the burning embers on the hot stones in the middle of the sauna.

"Jesus- don't flap it around!" I screamed, not knowing if I was talking about the burning towel he was swinging around the air in a panic or his dick since both were bouncing and flapping around as I tried to chase him around the sauna to calm him down.

"Just let it go! Stomp on it!" I said, watching in horror when Harry threw the fabric of flames into the burning stones.

We both froze.

"You dumbass." I said before the whole area of stones began to rise with sudden flames, making Harry and I scream and flinch back, hugging our naked bodies close to each other in fear.

"Don't look at me like that I panicked! Just get the fire extinguisher!" He snapped in alarm, his green eyes wide with urgency as I ran out into the hallway, butt asś naked and getting the emergency fire extinguisher.

He helped me hold it up, rushing to my side with the both of us carrying the red heavy device, aiming and gripping down onto the black handle releasing the jet of white foam onto the burning sauna all while the two of us screamed.

The fire finally died away under the foam, making me drop the extinguisher with a heavy thud as Harry and I were left panting at the entrance of the scortched and burnt sauna.

"So when exactly were you going to tell me I was on fire?" He asked through heavy intakes of breaths as he gave me an incredulous look.

"I don't know, I like totally blanked out when you started touching my vagina." I admitted, wiping the sweat off my forehead as I placed my hands on my hips.

"You think they got any new towels around here, it's gettin pretty breezy." I said when I realized my towel had burnt up as well, hugging myself while Harry sent me a deadpanned expression, momentarily staring at my chest for a moment as I smirked.

"What's all that noise over there!" Liko's high pitched voice yelled from the other side of the hall causing the both of us to stiffen.

"Shit, we gotta bounce." I whispered in alarm, hitting Harry's arm as he stopped me from leaving.

"Seriously Nat we're naked here. We can't just run around the lobby in the nude, besides if we explain ourselves I'm sure he'll understand and not sue us." Harry tried to convince me as I arched my brow at him.

"Whoever is making all that commotion I'm in no mood for you to explain yourself and I'll probably sue the hell out of you!" Loki's voice carried out around the corner, now coming closer as Harry's eyes widened.

"On second thought," He whispered, taking the potted fern from the hallway and holding it out for the both of us to share, the pot hiding our bare crotches and the leaves hiding my chest as we exchanged looks.

"Let's make a run for it." Harry said, making me nod before we darted out of their into the opposite direction where Liko was coming from.

Gasps and screams of horror immediatly welcomed us when we ran into the crowded lobby of the hotel butt naked with only a potted plant to shield us, both Harry and I not stopping even under the gaping wide eyed stares.

"Watch out white Adam and black Eve comin' through!" I yelled, the both of  us quickly passing by two super red sun burnt teens, zipping passed the furniture and customers and finally making our way inside a vacant elevator.

"Oh thank god, I've never felt more damn exposed." Harry sighed, resting his head back against the wall of the elevators when the metal doors slid close as I nodded, spitting a few of the leaves away from my mouth.

"You can say that again." I agreed, our bodies relaxing before someone cleared their throat.

We weren't alone in the elevator.

Harry and I tensed up, our eyes widening in unison.

"You look." He said under his breath.

"No you look." I hissed through clenched teeth.

We then both turned our heads ever so slowly in unison to find a family with matching 'I love Hawaii' shirts on staring at us with wide terrified eyes, their shocked expressions mirroring ours as the mom covered her two small children's eyes while the grandma slowly raised her camera and snapped a picture of us with the flash on.

"Mommy those two are neked!" One little boy laughed while Harry and I's cheeks flamed as the father placed the mother's hand back over the kid's face.

"Don't look them in the eyes Phillip, don't look them in the eyes."