Harry's POV

I looked down at the opened gift on my lap, my jaw slack as I stared at the present in disbelief.

I picked the pink flannel polka dot shirt in my hands, biting my lip to keep from smiling as I shook my head.

"God Natalie.." I sighed, leaning back in my chair before furrowing my brows when I smelled the subtle hint of coconut in my car.

I blinked in surprise, bringing the shirt to my nose and sniffing it before realizing it smelled like coconut, just like Nat.

"She even washed it..." I breathed out, my cheeks hurting from smiling so much as I tucked the shirt back into its box and gathered all the torn gift wrap from the leather seats of my car.

It was so difficult trying to open my gift, not because it was badly wrapped but it was from Natalie and it was the first present I've ever recieved from a friend.

Just imagining Nat working hard and struggling to wrap a gift just for me made me practically glow at the thought.

I opened the door to my apartment, stepping inside to find my whole place dark, with only scented candles lighting the area as my eyes fell down to the rose petals that were littered over my floor leading to the bedroom.

"Harry, is that you?" I heard Lisa's voice echoe from my bedroom.

"Yeah babe, I just got home," I answered, following the trail of flower petals with a confused look on my face as I entered my room.

"What's all this for-" My sentence was cut short when I saw Lisa sprawled across my bed, her body clad in only a scandalous red lace lingerie as she smiled up at me, resting her elbow on the white cushions before curling her pointer finger, gesturing me to come forward.

"I wanted to make tonight, special." She said, lowering her voice to a sexy husk as I placed Nat's gift down and neared the bed.

"Well what do you have in mind babe?" I teased as she grabbed my shirt, pulling me down towards her with me between her legs as I gripped her tan thigh and kissed her.

"I've got the whole night planned for us Hazzy." She said in a breathless manner, letting out a sigh of content when I began to kiss down her neck as she tugged at my hair.

"Wow, would ya look at that. You just gettin it on like donkey kong with your girlfriend while you're still thinking about me." I heard Nat suddenly snort from besides the bed, causing my head to snap up as I turned to gawk at Nat who was leaning against the wall, arms crossed.

"Nat? What the hell are you doing here?" I blinked in disbelief, my cheeks flushing as I scrambled off of Lisa.

"Babe, who are you talking to?" Lisa asked, her small hands moving to unbutton my shirt as I looked between her and a smirking Nat.

"I'm not actually here, I'm just a figment of your imagination homeboy, I'm what your mind is thinking of right now." Nat shrugged, causing my whole face to pale as Lisa began to kiss down my chest before flinging my shirt off me.

"Get out of my head." I growled at imaginary Nat before gripping Lisa's wrists and pinning her down onto the bed, taking full control as she moaned underneath me when I latched my lips onto hers.

Just don't think about her, think about Lisa, how good I'm making Lisa feel.

"How's that working out for you buddy boy." Nat smiled, now appearing in front of me, resting her small frame against the headboard as I broke away from Lisa's lips to gawk at her.

"Just leave me alone." I snapped under my breath as Lisa gave me a look.

"Harry what's going-"

Before Lisa could say anything else I cupped her sex, causing her to let out a moan before she bucked her hips into my hand underneath me.

"Why do you do this to me, why is it that everytime I'm like this with Lisa you have to pop in my head." I hissed out, my hand rubbing Lisa but my eyes trained on Nat as she crossed her arms over her chest.

I wasn't saying any of this out loud but I was just having the same mental battle with myself like I did everytime Lisa and I would try to go further.

"Because you're not over me Harry, and I'm not over you." Nat concluded, giving me a sad smile as I swallowed.

"That's not true, I know I'm not over you but you don't like me. You gave me the thumbs up to be with Lisa that day, you told me yourself-"

"And you really believed me?" Nat snapped, standing from the bed making me follow her movements with my head.

"Come on, you know me better than that." She added before Lisa released another moan from underneath me, snapping me back to reality as I blinked down at her.

"Harry, please..." Lisa begged, bringing her head up to kiss me.

"Look at you, pleasuring your girlfriend when your mind isn't even in it, your body isn't even reacting as well, you're not even hard." Nat scoffed, rolling her eyes as she strolled around the room.

I broke away from Lisa's lips to suck on the skin of her neck, determination to prove imaginary Nat wrong as I grinded our crotches together making Lisa whimper.

Shit.

I wasn't hard.

Not even semi-hard.

"Whatever you do, don't think about me naked." Nat whispered in my ear from behind, causing my whole body to tingle at the thought before I brought my head up, turning to snap at her until my cheeks flushed at the sight of Nat naked, walking around the room.

All the blood in my body seemed to head straight to my groin, causing me to let out a groan at the sight of Nat's ass as she hugged her bare chest, pushing her breasts together before looking back and giving me a wink.

I was hard within seconds.

"Harry, you're so exicted." Lisa squealed, letting out a breathy laugh before she flipped us over, straddling me as she quickly tried to unbuckle my belt, my cheeks still flushing at the thought of Nat.

"What's that?" Lisa suddenly stopped, turning her head to look at Nat's gift on the nightstand.

"It's a present Nat gave me." I breathed, letting out a sigh of relief when Lisa got off me to take the shirt in her hand.

"Oh my, this is so girly, she doesn't really expect you to wear this? I thought it would be for me." Lisa laughed, making me ball my hands into tight fists as a sudden anger began to course through my veins.

"Well I like it, and she thought of me and spent the time and money to buy it for me." I quickly defended, my voice cold as I yanked the shirt from Lisa's grasp in annoyance.

"Oh come on babe, that doesn't go with your bad boy look." Lisa purred, crawling back on top of me, her hands stroking my chest as I refrained myself from shoving her off me.

"Lisa.. I'm not feeling in the mood right now." I said, still irritated that she had belittled Nat's gift as I moved my head to the side so Lisa's lips would only touch my cheek.

"Harry you are never in the mood, I don't understand." Lisa huffed in annoyance, grabbing the shirt from my hand and tossing it behind her causing my whole body to jerk up trying to reach for it.

"Harry, either you make me yours now or I'll never be yours." Lisa stated, pushing me back down on the bed as I grit my teeth, looking up at her before letting out a sigh of defeat while placing my hands over her small waist.

Everything was perfect, everything was set up, the candles, the rose petals, the lingerie.

So why, why did this not feel right?

I tilted my head to the side as Lisa ran her fingers through my hair, kissing my jaw as I watched Nat across the room, her body dressed in that oversized pink polka dotted shirt she had bought me.

Lisa went back to unbuttoning my pants, my breathing quickening when imaginary Nat gave me one last lingering look before she walked out of the room.

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It was currently three in the morning, my palms were sweating and I had never felt this nervous before.

I swallowed, knocking on the apartment door with shaking hands as I took in a deep breath.

What the fuck am I doing, I should've waited for tomorrow morning.

She's probably not even up right now.

But I had to tell her, I had to see her.

Just when I turned to leave the door opened, revealing Nat dressed in only a towel, her hair in a poofy afro with a pencil tucked behind her ear and my speech in her hand.

My whole body heated at the sight of her.

"Dude, you do know it's like three in the morning right? What are you even doing here-"

"Nat I lost my viriginity."