This chapter will contain abuse, it is a flashback chapter of Jin's life up until now, Including how he found out Jimin was his brother. If you are sensitive or triggered by abuse I suggest skipping this chapter. It will not contain anything important to the book apart from why Jin acts like he does sometimes. Read at your risk.

Age: 3 , Day Mom left

Jin sat in his mums room clutching his alpaca toy watching his mum pack her bags. "Emoma?" ( I dont know if that' how you spell itt) "Yes sweetheart?" "Why are you packing bags?" "Emoma needs to get away from your daddy sweetie, you know what he does dont you honey?". Jin nodded "daddy bad man, he drink juice and hurt Emoma". She smiled and kissed Jin's forehead "My precious boy..oh I wish I could take you with me, I promise sweetie one day we will be together again i promise". Jin teared up but nodded "O-Okay E-Emoma". "My good little boy..", she slipped off her bracelet and put it round the Alpaca's neck. "Keep this safe for me Jinnie, promise?" "I Pwomise Emoma". Kissing Jin's forehead she grabbed her backs tearfully waving goodbye before she left for good. Jin whimpered and went and crawled under his bed to his hiding spot, luckily his dad never came in his room so he was safe.

What felt like hours later there was a slam downstairs, his dad was home. Jin quickly got out from his bed leaving his alpaca safe underneath and ran downstairs standing at the bottom of the stairs. His father glared at him "Where's that useless women!?". Jin flinched "I-I dont know PaPa", he hissed grabbing Jin's wrist tightly "I said! Where! Is! She!". Jin whimpered "I don't know PaPa! I Pwomise!". His father growled and lifted Jin up by the neck "You lying little rat!" He threw him to the floor and stormed outside leaving once again. Jin screamed in pain once he hit the floor and curled up crying his poor little heart out.

Age: 6, Cleaning

By age 6 Jin was being forced to clean the house after his dad and whatever women he brought home. He hated it, he hated how he got glass in his fingers from cleaning up bottles, he hated how the house stank of cigarettes and sex. One day he'd missed a bottle unknowingly, his dad found it and thought he did it on purpose. "You lazy little brat!! You think I wouldn't notice?!", with one fell swoop the bottle hit Jin in the face shattering across his skin. He screamed in pain and fell to his knees in the broken shards. Growling his dad shut and locked the door leaving Jin trapped in his bedroom.

Jin didnt dare move until he heard the car leave the driveway. Wincing in pain he stood up , he cautiously stepped out of the smashed glass circle shape that was around him and struggled with the door. He needed to get out! He needed to at least to get to a bathroom. Jin tried and tried and tried but the door just wouldn't budge. Giving up and sobbed crawling under his bed snuggling up to his alpaca the had his Emoma's bracelet around its neck. He sniffled "O-Oh RJ..why is PaPa so cruel..I-I miss Emoma..", Jin cried himself to sleep that night, like many nights since his Emoma left.

Age 10, Beat

Jin had just gotten home from school, no more then a few steps in he was slapped around the face. He clutched his cheek and turned only to be kicked in the chest. Jin fell to his knees in pain, only to be kicked in the stomach. Punch after punch, Kick after Kick. Jin held in his tears and screams of pain until his dad grew tired and left for the pub. In too much pain to even move Jin stayed were he was slipping into unconsciousness.

The next day all Jin could do was crawl to his room and collapse in bed. He missed a whole week of school, after that his dad was more clever with his beatings. Harming places that couldn't been seen due to Jin's uniform, luckily the boy didnt have to do participate in Physical Education so no one would ever see the bruises,scars and dried blood.

Age 15, Found

Jin was excited for once. His father was out of town for work ( how he still had a job Jin didnt know). But today was the day he finally got to go to a friends house. He'd become best friends with a boy called Jimin. He was younger but the two felt instantly connected when they met. As they walked to Jimin's house the younger excitedly babbled on about how much fun they would have.

They arrived at his house fairly quickly and as they entered Jimin yelled happily "I'm home Emoma!" Dropping his bag on the floor "And I brought a friend!". "Oh how lovely Jiminie! You never bring friends home!". Jin froze when he heard that voice. That was his Emoma's voice, could it really be her?. A kind looking women emerged from the kitchen holding a ladle which she dropped in shock. Choking back a sob Jin whispered "E-Emoma?", The women smiled her eyes filling with tears "O-Oh my Jinnie.." She rushed forward and hugged Jin tightly. Finally in his mothers arms again Jin broke down sobbing. Jimin watched confused, he never knew about his mother's past. Miss Park

( comment names below that I can use for their mother because I have no idea)

pulled away and smiled wiping away tears "Jiminie, this is your brother Jin". Jin wiped away his own tears "I-It's been t-twelve years Emoma..", "Sit down boys it's time I tell you the truth about everything".

To be continued......