You cant fix something that cant be fix. After you get broken so many times.. you just cant keep trying anymore. You know its gonna end. When people stop trying... is just means you will be replace soon. I learn that the hard way

that boat left a long time ago, as my happiness, as my will did, as my hopes and dreams, as my life. I just want it to end. I cant go on, but I keep going because ppl want me too. I'm so unhappy. I gave up everything for people who lied, use me and destroy me from inside out.

The only reason, I'm on Wattpad every day is to cheer you and every of my closest friends. I want to help you in life. I want to cheer you up, and I don't want you to fall in the same hole I did. I am in an abyss I won't be able to get out. I already know that I wont. I don't trust people so easily. 

I dont trust people of my same age(I'm 21). I love to be friends with people 10 years older than me or younger. I want to cheer as many people as I can. I don't throw my problems to them. I am strong I keep everything in. Yes, there are some days. I am not in Wattpad. I can't get up.. its hard for me too.

I want to help as many people as I can. I want to make people smile as much as I can. You are amazing and beautiful people :)

You are beautiful, I'm here to be a helping hand. You know what they say, sometimes the broken are the more wisest people in the world. 

I understand the whole world more than I ever wanted too. I know to much for my own good.