I mean every I love you I give out. Those words mean everything to me. It means I do even if miles away. I love with my very being. I feel everything, and I hate seeing others have a blue day. I want so much for everyone around me to see how wonderful and full of hope they are. Yes, I mean my I love yous like those closest to me mean everything to me. Their pain crushes me. I wish to put a healing bandage on their pains, and it would leave their hearts.

My wish is a wishful thinking because live doesnt work like that; however, I can onlh wish because everyone is far away. I have known distance is a nightmare. Maybe, people dont take mh I love yous truthfully. I mean, every single one of them. I wont take any of them away because it means so much to me even know.

Why wouldnt I give love out when I recieve just that. I love them like I breath everyday. Even if I breath shattered glass. I will still love. Yes, I am broken and fixing myself will take many years. I cant put bandages on myself anymore because they dont hold my pain very well. I am broken. I admit that. I dont mint that. I have walls around my sweet core. A defense that I built along the years to protect me. I admit that because is truth. I am emotionally unstable because I know. I am incapable of functioning in some way with simple task. I cry a lot when little things happen. I over think too much.

Also, I am 100% sure I am not the only one. I am okay with that, but over everything that has happen. I love my true friends and those people that stuck by me through good and bad. I am happy with my decisions and everythong I have done and said. It made me the women I am today. I wont change myself for anyone or anything. I am me. I am good with that, so guess what? I love you.

(I saw this video in facebook, and it ask if I mean my I love yous. I do"