63. "Is this how little you think of me?"
For @georgeharrisown

" Jimmy is gonna be so surprised!" Your friend said. You and your friend where gonna see Led Zeppelin, obviously, because your boyfriend was the guitarist for the band, Jimmy Page. You miss him all the time, so why not go out and make a surprise visit! You smiled and nodded.
" I know I'm excited, I wonder what his reaction will be!" You ask.
" probably so surprised he'll drop his Jack Daniels for once!" She laughed and you couldn't help but laugh too.
You arrived at the hotel and put your clothes and stuff up in the room that you your friend will share. You would go to Jimmy's room but it was a surprise!
" let's go shopping! You need new clothes that way you can look sexy for your man!" Your friend stated and you laughed. You went through all kinds of shops! You found some cute Daisy Dukes and a crop top Led Zeppelin shirt. It was perfect! You went back to the hotel and did the perfect make up and did your hair.  You were so excited to see your man, and to see his reaction.
" you ready?!" Your friend spoke up and you nodded. You guys walked there and got some whistles too. This plan was definitely gonna work. You two got in and sat down, butterflies were in your stomach.
" Hello ladies and gentlemen!!" Robert said into the mic. You both cheered and clapped.
" We have Jim Jam! Jonesy! And Banzo!" He said and the rest of the men came out and you couldn't help but shout. Your man looked so handsome up there. You were so proud! He worked so hard to get there and  made it!
" me?! Well I'm The one and only Robert Plant of course!" He chuckled and you couldn't help but laugh. You saw Jimmy role his eyes and smile.
They began to play 'Good Times Bad Times' and you instantly started to move with the music with eyes closed. Every now and then you would look up to see if Jimmy noticed you, but for some reason his eyes were somewhere else, or someone else. You shrugged it off at first but after a couple of more songs his eyes were still on the one spot. You tried to follow his gaze but failed at doing so with all the people in the way.
They finished with 'Ramble On' and left. Now was the time to go back stage and see your man!
" Hey Reg!" You said and he instantly perked up. He was the one security guard the always kept, he was pretty cool.
" oh uh hey Y/n! I didn't know you were here" he said and you smiled.
" it's a surprise visit" you said and he nodded. He let you and your friend through, then taking a deep breath you knock on his door.
" oh fuck! What do you want! We're busy!" He yelled and you raised an eyebrow.
" Jim-"
"Y/n?" You turned around to see Robert and you smiled.
" hey man" you said and hugged him.
" hey! I didn't know you were here?" He said a bit nervously.
" it's a surprise visit" you smiled and he nodded. You began to open Jimmy's door but Robert closed it.
" listen Y/n why don't you come with me" he said.
" what? No thank you" you smiled politely and tried to open the door again but Robert closed it.
" Robert what the hell man!"
" Y/n you don't want to go in there" he said with a frown.
" why?!" You said a little angrily.
" trust me okay, just know that.. Fuck... Y/n please don't " he said and you pushed him and opened the door.
There he was. Girl In lap riding him, his head tossed back. Jack Daniels in one hand and the other on the girl. You stood there shocked, nothing was coming out.
" what the fuck" your friend managed to say, making Jimmy look up.
His eyes met yours and well, he did spill his Jack Daniels bottle. You simply stood there, your body not knowing what to do. It was blank.
" Y/n listen before you.."
" no Jimmy" you spoke. You never acted like this, no emotion, nothing. Even your friend was scared, but not as bad as Jimmy looked.
The girl looked at you and instantly got up.
" Jimmy you never told me you had a girl friend" she stated with a confused look, changing.
" for 2 years!" Your friend speaks up. Robert left, the tension was killing him. The women and your friend began yelling at each other, but you and Jimmy just stared at one another.
" I'm so sorry miss, I wasn't aware that he had a girlfriend. I'm sorry he cheated ... I'm really sorry I-" the women came up to you and you could see she really was sorry. You nodded at her
" it's okay, I wasn't aware my boyfriend was cheating" you spoke with suck venom in your voice that she got a chill up her spine. She thanked you and left, leaving your friend, you and Jimmy. "Can you leave us alone for a moment. Please" you ask your friend and she nodded.
Jimmy got his clothes back on and you stood there. It hurt. You thought that you were the only one. Just you and him.
He looked at you and you looked at him, then at the floor.
" how long have you been seeing other women" you asked and leaned against the counter, arms crossed.
" a year" he spoke softly.
" fuck" you whisper and pinch the bridge of your nose. How could you have been so fucking clueless!
" y/n I'm so sorry, I- I didn't know you where gonna be here" he said and you shot up.
" it doesn't fucking matter if you knew or not! You did it anyway! " you yelled and he sighed looking down at his feet.
" I'm sorry " he muttered and you didn't say anything.
" a year? I thought we were doing great Jimmy, I really trusted you! I put everything important off just to be with you! I supported you! I did so much for you! And all you did was cheat on me?!"
Your voice cracked
"Is this how little you think of me?" You muttered.
You couldn't breath. It was like trying to breath through a straw with syrup at the end.
He looked at you, but for some reason, there was no apology in his eyes. Nothing.
" you don't even think of me" you muttered and he looked back down.
" I'm sorry y/n " he said with no emotion.
You looked down at the floor, a few tears slipped threw and soon you know you wouldn't be able to hold back.
" when I walk out, are you gonna even attempt to get me back?" You asked.
He stood there and sighed, not making any eye contact.
You bit your lip and sighed. Head up and with a strut you walked to the door.
" Y/n" he muttered.
You stopped with your fingers on the handle.
" I... It's " he breathed.
" over between us" you both spoke at the same time. He wasn't making any attempt to get you back simply because he didn't care about you. He was with all the girls he wanted and he still never felt guilty. You cried and turned the nob on the door. Before you closed it you spoke.
" I thought you cared about me"
" I thought I did too" he said.
You closed the door and left with the biggest hole in your heart. Everyone knew he was cheating but they didn't care enough to tell you. It seems no one cared enough about you, you were just some girl that was passing by. Who cared about you? The answer was that no one cared about you ever.