oh sweet lord jesus save my soul *pours a bucket of holy water on myself*

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Apparently I did fall asleep after watching Jungkook because I woke up without his presence next to me and with a frowning Jimin sitting on the bed staring at me.

"You didn't eat your food", he mumbles when I throw him a questioning look. I turn to the tray full of food on the nightstand.

"Oh, uh I'm sorry... I guess I fell back asleep before I could eat it", I answer awkwardly, lying a bit. I was just so lost in thought that I had forgotten to eat it.

"Alright, but you're not skipping breakfast young man", he points at me, a little smile on his face, "It's already 10 am, so get up".

I huff, not wanting to untangle myself out of the warm covers. I slide out of the bed, feeling the cold floor underneath me. "Do you know where Jungkook is?", I ask as I look around his room for socks.

"No, why?", he asks, "Do you want to talk to him?"

"Oh I already did", I smile, remembering last night's conversation and... kiss. I mentally giggle at the thought and touch my lips.

"You did? When?", he raises an eyebrow.

"Last night, he came into my room", I smile brightly. Should I tell him about the kiss? And us sleeping together?

"Taehyung that's impossible", Jimin frowns, "Jungkook went on a mission last night back to EXO's pack. He hasn't come back yet".

My smile falters entirely. No- Did I dream the whole thing? That can't be possible! First Hobi, now Jungkook... I swear I'm not going mad.

"Are you okay?", Jimin looks at me in suspicion, his voice laced with worry.

I gulp, nodding my head," Yeah, um, I guess I had a dream about him".

He chuckles softly, "It's normal to dream about your mate. I have that a lot too with Yoongi. You can't imagine the steamy sex-"

"Please stop there!", my cheeks redden at his words and I hide myself in my hands, "I don't want to know".

Jimin laughs, "Alright alright, I won't go into details. Make sure to be dressed and ready in ten minutes so we can go eat". He winks at me and then leaves the room. Did he forget I'm in Jungkook's room? I can't wear his clothes, can I? I want to ask Jimin but when I open the door he's already disappeared and I have no idea where I could find my original room. Oh god. I turn to the closet in the corner of the room. Guess I have to wear something of his now.

I pull out a black shirt which is a bit too big on me because he's way more muscular than I am. I also find  gray sweatpants and some black socks. I put on the shoes I left next to the bed yesterday and make my way out of the room, flattening my hair in the meantime. Jimin is leaning against the wall, sliding his phone back into his pocket when he sees me. I've never had a phone but I saw the family using it a lot. I don't really know how it works but I could hear voices coming out of the little device.

Jimin joins my side and he leads me to the dining room. I feel stares back on me again and some betas sniff the air when I walk past them. Why do they need to be so weird? No one is still in the dining room, they are probably morning people. I'm really not. Jimin and I eat in silence, mainly because my mind is too occupied with Jungkook. Did that night really not happen? That kiss- was it really my imagination? I don't want it to be, but Jungkook is nowhere in sight so he probably went to the EXO pack like Jimin said. God, I was stupid to think he'd really accept me as his mate.

Suddenly screams and yells fill the silence. We snap our head to the closed door leading outside. "Something happened", Jimin sounds worried and he jumps up from his chair. I race after him to the field where all the werewolves are now gathered. They are surrounding something and Jimin pushes through the crowd, me trailing behind. An awful stench I recognize too well hits me. We finally reach the thing and I gasp, taking in the person in front of me. Jungkook is stained with blood, deep cuts and bite marks littering his body. He's on his knees, holding something in his hands. I flinch away from the blood, the memories of the dead children still fresh on my mind and step away slowly. Jungkook's scent is mixed with the stench of blood and other wolves. I can make out one of them.

Luhan

Jungkook's pained gaze, which was fixed on the ground, immediately snaps up to me when he smells me. It hurts too much seeing him like this, my wolf howling in sorrow and I quickly run up  to him, wrapping my arms around him. I have no idea why I'm doing this in front of all the other wolves. I only know that when he touched me when I was having a panic attack, his touch calmed me and soothed the pain. I hope I can do the same for him right now. He softens in my arms and leans against me, making me smile slightly. Yoongi and Namjoon quickly join my side and try to lift him without causing too much pain to the head alpha. I see him being carried away and hold onto Jimin, "Please tell me he'll be okay"

He ruffles my hair, "He's a strong alpha, he'll heal faster than you can even imagine".

(This is how the pack ground looks. Just imagine it surrounded by the trees I was too lazy to draw)

I nod, gulping slowly. My wolf is restless knowing my mate's in pain. I can't do anything but wait for him to recover so I roam around exploring the pack's ground. All the people I've got to known these past days are with Jungkook now so I can't really do anything... Wait, maybe- I wander into the woods where I first met Hobi, hoping to maybe see him again. I don't want him to be dream. I want to prove myself I'm not going crazy. I quietly shuffle into the bushes and suddenly get pulled to the ground when a body lands onto mine. I try to fight it off and we roll around for a while until my hands get pinned next to my body. When I see who it is, I sigh relieved. I'm not crazy, thank god.

"Got you~", Hoseok laughs and I roll my eyes at him.

"You doof, I almost got a heart attack thanks to you", I smile, seeing him get off me. He takes my hand and pulls me up.

"I wanted to surprise you", he sticks out his tongue, "I'm lonely you know".

I instantly feel bad for him.

"I'll always be here for you Hobi!", I flash him the biggest smile I have and he pinches my cheek. I slap him off, pouting.

"You have the cutest box smile ever", he giggles and I soon join him.

"Why did you decide to wander into the woods again?", he asks as we sit on the ground.

"Something happened again and my wolf was restless so I started wandering around", I admit, keeping it so vague as possible.

"Ah, and why do I smell the infamous Jeon Jungkook on you?", he arches an eyebrow. I blush when I realize people could smell him on me.

"I'm wearing his clothes", I point at the outfit I'm wearing.

"And why is that?", he now wiggles his eyebrows and I slap his chest again.

"Because I slept in his room- and before you say anything- he wasn't there with me", I say, feeling myself redden a bit. I think he wasn't there though, I'm not that sure.

It was a dream Taehyung, a stupid realistic seeming dream.

"Okay okay", he winks, "I totally believe you".

I can't tell if that's sarcasm or not. I've never really understood the concept. The family used it a lot around me.

"Hey, can I show you something?", he asks, his eyes suddenly sparkling with enthusiasm.

I look back at the pack house, feeling the pain well up again.

"Sure", I smile and he takes hand in mine.

I glance one last time at the place behind us and follow the energetic beta to an unknown destination.

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Wowza where is this going 🦑