hey y'all....

it's been a bit 😁,,, um randomly i just got a burst of inspiration in writing and graphics so for that weekend i went crazy and wrote a bunch, created a bunch of drafts, and made a bunch of covers. let's not say i'm back per se but i'm definitely something. so just enjoy these snippets of activity 😁😁.

1. new covers for published stories.

idk just one day i was so bothered by my old covers. they were cute but i had outgrown them. i didn't expect to get covers THIS good and covers i was THIS happy with. especially circa unknown which i've never had the most inspiration with but i genuinely surprised myself. the color palette and how well it matches too is just so satisfying. even antidote which is simpler than the others, but i still love it in spite and because of that. 

- inspired by @bayports for the cover comic obvii

2. jjk fics

look,,, i'm no better than the next girl. and with all those tiktoks i see of jjk sad and hot i cannot find it in myself to fight the urge to watch jjk. i watched a lil bit but its on CRUNCHY ROLL WHICH REQUIRES LIKE 4 ADDS EVERY EP. i am not an ad girly. i simply am not. but whateva.

carnage is a satosugu / oc fic. can't help myself. i actually love it so much. obvi cannot fight the urge to make a fic where the oc's clan is big and powerful and they just create a bunch of problems for the characters. like its in my blood to want her to be powerful but obviously she is not without faults. there are 2 ocs that take primary focus: hashimoto sachiko (the main main  character) and hashimoto akira, her eldest brother. sachiko is the main focus and we follow her, but akira is so unexplicably tied to her story and her character as they both deal with their clan in the same and different ways. she looks up to him in a way that little siblings do and obviously he must disappoint her because the drama will be great. akira is that fallen golden child and sachiko is the fragile girl that is far too soft to be where she comes from. 

it'll be great.

i rlly don't know much ab the magic system. ITS SO COMPLICATED. i read like a couple of wiki pages... didn't rlly help. so i just winged it. definitely was inspired by pyslocke from x-men, ino from naruto, and just so many telepaths from marvel. i'm thinking like emotional manipulation and thru that mind control, persuasion, empathic abilities, and psionic conjurations. bare w me bc i rlly could not tell u how sure i am ab my knowledge of the magic system...

but i think the inherited technique of the hashimoto clan will be some sort of emotional manipulation which in a way turns into mind control/takeover. one or the other or BOTH idk. that's where the inspiration from ino comes from.

sachiko's innate technique will be something similar to kwannon/betsy braddock with psionic offensive and defensive attacks.

for akira i'm not sure if i should do something similar but instead switch it up so that they can conjure pisonic attacks but they are specifically related to certain images if that makes sense. so like akira can only conjure attacks that utilize psionic fists (like the sirens in borderlands) OR if it should do a more character based thing and go for the hallucinations, hypnotizing type thing.

BARE W ME i rlly don't know how this whole world works and i just couldn't stop myself from making a fic either way. this is the basis for so many of my fics. anyways if i look dumb... oh well.

bloodletting is a megumi/oc/yuuji fic. used to just be megumi but I LOVE YUUJI SO MUCH U DON"T GET IT. i can't give up too much info bc that would be a lot of spoilers buttttttttt just do what u will with that.

3. zoro, zoro, zoro, zoro.

the one piece live has been in a violent chokehold and im honestly not upset about it. ESPECIALLY ZORO. like i just can't believe they casted him so well.

anyways-- i feel like there is not much i can say without giving up a lot of the plot twists and secrets especially having to do with the oc's --- sora's past. BUT let's just say family drama is a staple in fanfics and rightfully so.

sora's whole thing is that she's a gunslinger AND very much a girl w an attitude problem, sassy girl apocalypse, and LOVELOVESLOVES pink and fashion and believing that being on the see and constantly on the verge of death should not stop u from looking good. (the show ate up all those outfit changes.) she's got too big, western yet futuristic-looking revolvers that have a special twist to them inspired by weiss from rwby (is my nerd showing). idk where it came from but i just wanted to something different from my ocs and have her genuinely have a personality i could find in the real world with her reactions and qualities.

i've already written quite a bit of this one but its bits and pieces. i just wish it could all be written UGH. 

i love her and zoro. i think it's a more natural progression from strangers to forced proximity crewmates to reluctant and unknowing friends to maybe a lil something more. they but heads and before anything they're friends in this band of misfits but ofc there's that tension and attraction and you can't have any of that without dismissal and denial. a lot of subtle signs that i will go crazy for every time especially when it all explodes in the au arc i'm planning on writing for sora bc she needs her own. 

4. x-men bc i will never shut up about x-men and marvel.

lowk just picked a random comic fc but its okay bc it kinda worked??? 

this was during my x-men evolution phase. OH MY GOSH i love that show. so this will follow basically follow 2 narrative acts. the first one will follow evolution during the oc's (izzy-- still debating the name) youth and her introduction to being a mutant and the x-men. she's literally so sweet and does not deserve what will happen to her and the change she'll go through in the second act which is an au and post phoenix jean. THIS IS A SCOTT SUMMERS FIC BC I WILL LOVE SCOTT SUMMERS FOREBER!!!!!!

especially in evolution. that's when this all started for me.

so a lot of where their relationship begins will start and progress there. and then we get to the second arc where the x-men is shambles and izzy finds herself estranged from the group and especially scott but they will be pulled together by overlapping forces!!!

scott is such a hothead who's sure of himself and izzy despite not being an 'angry girl' trope will not be afraid to butt heads with him. but he grows to have a soft spot for her. and then post time skip scott holds grudges. he never forgets and izzy only wants to do that. idk im just a sucker for the reunion trope AHH

izzy's powers have to do with glass/mirror manipulation. lots of teleporting through mirrors and being able to control glasses and mirrors. 

izzy's character is very much based on her before and after the phoenix saga. before, in evolution, she's naive and kind and a teenage girl that still holds the core traits of what a 16 yr old girl is despite the changes she goes through. post phoenix saga she's def a changed woman. hardened and cold. a lot more snippy and reluctant to talk ab the past or go back to it which i think is something teenage her would never understand.

- inspired by @bayports for the cover comic obvii

5. OTHER FICS i don't rlly have much to say about

- jawbreaker: a fred weasley fic where the oc is the daughter of the founder of a famous candy company and fred has a massive grudge against her and the company's products to which she could not care much about.

- magnum opus: hg fic where the arena is based on an abandoned threater. 
- lots of theater lingo and references
- will focus on her game and how she deals w it after which is when she gets close with finnick bc its always finnick.
- v much an emotionally constipated girly

HOPEFULLY i publish at least SOMETHING. i just want one thing up on my prof before i disappear. so out of all of these which would u most want besides the jjk fics lets bc real im too lazy to learn ab the world just yet. 

okie bye 😁