This life seems to be so unfair 

Each breath I take seems to be another dare

Why? What is so wrong with wanting to breathe the fresh air?

Why can't I see anymore meaning to life that is more than just despair?

Funny, I can't seem to smile. Holding this blade my heart beat an million a mile.

My whole life seems to be a sick joke

Every "I'm fine" leads me to the bathroom so I can puke 

I can't eat, I can't sleep, but all the tension I force myself to swallow and not to choke.

I have once again somehow I have lost all hope

You once again have me panting, your hands around my- Throat.

I don't understand why I have to suffer 

I dont understand why I should have to figh t