My wrist can't take anymore of this abuse 

I let you in should have known I would just be used

It is kind of funny how I always end up again like this 

Laying in my bed, alone, with another bloody wrist 

Maybe I am better and maybe I am getting worse

Maybe our relationship was just another sweet devils convincing curse

It is happening again; My anxiety lingers 

I hope you can taste it- Lick my blood off of your fingers

Leave me be, alone, I told you so

Everyone eventually gets over me and lets me go 

I am not meant to find love but more or less guide it

I would rather die alone than just circumcise it 

It was lovely to meet you I hope you have a good life

I never wanted to leave but this is my way of saying goodbye 

I don't give a damn I just cant keep my shit together 

I should have known than to think that someone could make it all better 

Gun to the head, suicide, becoming the only answer 

I can hear my heart in my chest going pitter patter, I wish I could see a reason why I mattered

I gave you a second chance and you just threw me out