This isn't an actual chapter, these are drafts of one-shots I didn't finish. These are only a few so expect more in the future and enjoy!

Unconscious Desires

Highschool AU

Warning: NSFW content

"Aw, if you could see that cute pleasure face of yours" Sebastian spoke directly in my ear before lightly biting on it.

Ciel opened his eyes and looked down at me, eyes now half-lidded. He smirked witnessing my reaction to Sebastian's comment, which was a deep blush. "He's right you know. Seeing you all hot and bothered makes you all the more adorable" he said as he persisted to ride me and Sebastian continued to thrust into me.

My only response was straggled moans resulting from my overwhelmed body. Sebastian tilted my head to the side to gain more access to my untouched neck. He proceeded to leave dark hickies, I could tell by how much attention he gave each one. Ciel retracted his hands from my knees to rest them on my chest and leaned down. He captured me in a passionate kiss I had never thought I'd have with him. Sebastian cupped his hand over mine and lowered it to Ciel's member. We jerked off Ciel, he moaned into the kiss and tugged at my hair.

My whole body jolted as I woke up. I immediately ran to the bathroom. My shaky hands slowly stretched the front of my boxers. I thought my eyes would pop out with how ecstatic I was. I hadn't, erm, had a wet dream. I've had odd dreams where I was about to have sex with someone but I either woke up or declined but wet dreams were never part of that genre. Hopefully, they never will be because I don't feel like changing my boxers more often than I would like.

God, why would I have a dream like that?! I mean almost having sex with someone in a dream is one thing but having a threesome with two men in a dream that I don't have any attraction attached to is absurd! I let out a groan as I tugged at my hair. Usually, when I have weird dreams they affect me for the rest of the day. What makes it worse is I have classes with both Ciel and Sebastian! Technically I only have one class with Sebastian but still... How the hell am I supposed to face the two after that dream?

I'm not particularly close with Ciel, we occasionally talk and usually walk together to the classes we have together which is six.... Sebastian is my English teacher for Christ's sake! Or Mr. Michaelis if you're not as close to him as I am. English is my favorite subject and class. There isn't a day where I don't have something to contribute to classroom discussion and even then he and I talk for a few minutes before the dismissal bell goes off. I've actually been late to my class after his because of how engaging our conversations are heh, whoops. He did admit I am his favorite student and enjoys our daily conversations. Anyway...I am ultimately boned.

I tried to keep my calm demeanor as I walked down the halls to the cafeteria. First period hasn't even started and I'm already losing it, breakfast will go smoothly. Out of all of my friends, I arrive the earliest so I chose a cafeteria table for us to hang out at and wait for them to arrive. I fidget with my hands as I try to block out that dream. Soon enough people start to file in and take the spots of the seats around me. I scan each face I recognize trying to determine who I can trust enough to confess the dream. Perfect.

"Ronald? Can we talk in private?" I tried my best not to attract attention from anyone else.

He looked up at me and flashed his usual smile, "Of course! Lead the way, my friend."

We sat at a separate table, I didn't want anyone to hear my embarrassing dream. "What's wrong I don't think I've seen you this stressed in a long time," Ronald said as we sat down.

"I, uh, had a really weird dream last night"

"Oh, well fess up. Don't let me stop you" his cheery voice ensured.

"So you know how people have wet dreams?"

"Wow, this is off to a great start" he responded chuckling.

"Sh-Shut up. Well, I've never had one before but I've had dreams where I almost have sex but end up waking up or backing out. Last night I, erm, I had a dream where I had a threesome with Ciel and Mr. Michaelis" my voice trailed off.

"Well, you know what they say. Dreams are our unconscious desires"

"D-Don't say that!" I stuttered.

"Okay well, elaborate! What else happened in the dream?" he asked quietly.

"Ugh, in my dream there was a high school party that pretty much anyone could go to. I went to it and the only people I knew were Ciel and Seb Mr. Michaelis. I don't know why but my dream decided that the two are dating. For whatever reason I start flirting with them a-and they flirt back. Then we go upstairs to an unoccupied bedroom and h-had a threesome" I was practically whispering by now.

"What happened during the threesome?" he wasn't being pervy, he just wanted to understand better.

"W-Well all I can remember is C-Ciel riding me while Sebastian was underneath me, uh, th-thrusting into me. They both made comments on his c-cute my 'pleasure face' is. Ciel kissed me, Sebastian gave me hickies a-and he used his and my hand to j-jerk off Ciel" my face felt hot after recalling the encounter.

"Who knew you were such a freak in your dreams?!" Ronald quietly exclaimed.

"Sh-Shut it! I don't even have a crush on either them! I just don't understand why I would have a dream like that..." I gulped nervously and began to fidget with my hands once again.

"Hm, yeah that is a bit strange. Well, don't worry about it too much. You hardly see either of 'em on a daily basis" he tried to make me feel better.

"I only have one class without Ciel. Mr. Michaelis is my English teacher..." I told him.

He sweatdropped, "Crap. I'm sorry Y/N but I'm sure the dream meant nothing. You can get through the day," just then the dismissal bell rang.

"I'll see you later Ronald. Thanks" I said before getting up and walking to my first period.

I sighed deeply as I walked towards my math class. How am I going to get through this day? My eyes fixated on the tile below me, God, why me? Before walking in the classroom I regained my normal posture to come off as the confident teen I generally am. I took my seat I was assigned, the row farthest from the teacher's desk but directly in the front... I sighed again as I set down my backpack.

"Hey, you okay?" I jumped slightly out of surprise. Fuck, how could I forget Ciel sits next to me in this class?

I lightly tugged my hair before turning to face the blue-haired teen, "Yeah, no, I'm fine"

"I doubt that. Where were you this morning?" he asked. I usually go straight to this classroom when I arrive since the teacher leaves his door open. I didn't actually expect him to notice my absence. All we do is sit next to each other.

"Ah, I decided to hang out with my friends in the cafeteria. Needless to say, I regret that" I mumbled before shifting my body to once again face the whiteboard. I took out my notebook for this class and a pencil from my backpack before crossing my arms and leaning back into my seat. That was when I noticed something off about the room.

"Hey, where's the teacher?" I questioned Ciel as I stared at the teacher's desk that was unusually unoccupied.

"I'm not sure. I haven't seen him walk in since I got here. Maybe we have a substitute today" he said coldly as ever.

I thought of those lustful half-lidded eyes from my dream and immediately wanted to shrink in my chair. More students piled in before the late bell rang. Still no sign of the teacher, odd. Right before the late bell rang Se---Mr. Michaelis walked in. Wait, what's he doing here? As soon as the late bell rang he closed the door and stood in front of the classroom in all his glory. No, not all his glory! I sank lower in my seat as he began to speak.

"Welcome, class. If you don't attend my class, my name is Mr. Michaelis and I teach English. Unfortunately, a lot of the teachers have been getting sick so I will be covering for your teacher this period. Now that that's out of the way, today your teacher would like you to finish this worksheet by the end of the class. It's quite simple if you just read the instructions. If you have any questions just ask me. Oh, and feel free to work with partners if you would like" he announced before sitting at the teacher's desk.

I took a deep breath as I got in my work mode. I had finished the front side in only ten minutes. Either I'm really smart or all of these answers are wrong. Around halfway through the class period he taped the correct answers to the board so people could check their answers once they finished. I managed to finish as soon as he did so I walked up to the piece of paper holding my own. A joyous smile made its way on my face as I confirmed that I had gotten all of the answers correct! I'm pretty average in math but wow I've never felt so proud of myself.

"Erm, Y/N, could you get out of the way. You're not the only one who wants to check their answers" Ciel's voice brought me back to reality.

"Oh, yeah. Heh, sorry" I said as I moved out of the way scratching the back of my neck.

"Y/N, could you come here for a second?" Sebastian asked not looking up from the papers I assume he was grading from his own classes.

"Of course, sir" I barely managed to squeak out before placing the worksheet back on my desk.

S2: E2: Welcome to the Phantomhives

Ciel x Trans Male Reader

"This is Ciel's manor, dear," Lady Elizabeth said glancing out the carriage window and back at Lord L/N.

He himself glanced out the windows. The lord obviously grew up in his large estate and had even visited other estates but he had never seen a manor this large and polished. From the location in the secluded woods and the massive garden.

The carriage came to a stop and a familiar raven demon butler came into view. He opened the carriage door greeting the guests.

"It's a pleasure to see you, Lady Elizabeth" Sebastian said helping Elizabeth out of the carriage.

"Thank you, Sebastian!" she suavely responded. "Ciel! Ciel! Ciel!" she began to chant running towards the mansion.

Sebastian then turned his body greeting the young boy, "We've been expecting you, Sir" and continued to offer his hand out.

Lord L/N promptly accepted Sebastian's hand, seeing as he could trust the raven demon. You see, Lord Y/N L/N was well known in the supernatural world. All supernatural creatures were curious about the young male. He was suspected to be a demon because...well because he switched his gender. They all thought it was impossible for a human to do so since only demons were given the power but then he came along. His name was popular in the under realm for it. A court meeting was set for Y/N to explain what species he was. Every supernatural creature attended the meeting filled with curiosity. The Lord ended up educating the supernatural creatures on the difference between gender and sex and what transgender meant. During the Victorian era, it was not common for transgender people to be open on who they were. It was very risky for them to exist so Lord L/N was stealthy.

Sebastian helped Y/N exit the carriage without any problems. In front of the young Lord stood Lady Elizabeth and her attractive, short fiance.

"Dear, this is Ciel, Earl Phantomhive" she introduced the blue-haired male. "Ciel, this is my friend I wrote to you about in my letter" she turned to Ciel and explained. He gave a small grin to Lord L/N and a confused look to Elizabeth. "I met him at a ball last month, but I liked him straight away!" she exclaimed. "He knows so many things. I wanted to introduce him to you so much, I brought him along!" she rambled on.

"What am I to do with you?" Ciel mumbled. His attention turned back to Y/N. "I'm Ciel Phantomhive, head of the house of Phantomhive. I hope you'll enjoy tonight's ball" he said with a small grin. He then looked at Sebastian, "Sebastian, see that he's offered the utmost hospitality."

"Very good, my Lord" Sebastian responded. He stood in front of Lord L/N, "I'm pleased to make your acquaintance, Sir. I am Sebastian Michaelis, butler to the Phantomhives. Please enjoy the famed Phantomhive hospitality. Welcome to the Phantomhive manor." The demon butler motioned to the entrance allowing Tanaka to open the doors.

Sebastian led Lord L/N to his room. "This is the guest room."

"It's lovely" Y/N paid his compliments.

"Thank you" the demon butler replied with a closed eye smile.

Lord L/N walked towards the bed scanning the room.

"The furnishings here are historic masterpieces collected by generations of Phantomhives. They are all suitable articles for a gentleman, so please feel free to use them as you like." Sebastian took notice of Y/N looking at the photographs of Ciel's parents. "That's the previous earl, Vincent Phantomhive, and his wife Rachel. Not only were they passionate about aiding the poor, but they also worked to improve medical care and river drainage. I'm told they were prominent figures much beloved by their community. The Queen evidently placed a great deal of trust in them as well. You might ask my master for more details at teatime. For now, please wait he- "he was interrupted by a loud crash. The raven demon had a look of worry, "Please wait here. Pardon me for a moment" he told the young Lord before scurrying off.

It's Your Duty

"I would not have written to you if it was not urgent. I mean no bother but he's usually never this stubborn" Lord L/N explained.

Ciel nodded, only wanting the best for his lover. "I know you would not invite me over if it was not completely essential, Lord L/N. I'll see to it that Y/N is alright."

The young Earl excused himself and his way to Y/N's room. From what he has been told Y/N hasn't left his room for almost a month. One morning Y/N's personal butler came to wake him up. The butler opened the curtains to which Y/N reacted by turning his body away from the sunlight. Y/N was known to be stubborn sometimes so his butler thought nothing of his behavior.

"You must get up, master Y/N. Breakfast has been prepared and your parents are awaiting your arrival in the dining room. There is paperwork for you on your desk. Your dance lessons are after lunch and piano lessons right after" his butler informed him.

"Get out" Y/N grumbled in response trying to sleep since he hadn't been able to that week.

"Master, I could come back later but-"

"Leave! Get out! I don't want anybody else bothering me. Those are your orders" Y/N outburst and sunk into his blankets.

The butler seemed startled at his master's sudden yelling and nodded. "Of course, young master."

Y/N hasn't left his room since. He's refused to. The servants visit his room with a tray of food desperately trying to get him to leave his room. All he would do is drink water and eats bits and pieces of the food. It was very strange behavior for him. He normally followed his daily routine. Waking up early, eating breakfast with his parents, piano lessons, dance lessons, lunch in the garden, paperwork, dinner, more paperwork and back to sleep.

Y/N never complained about his schedule, he enjoyed the fact that he had set times for certain activities. It kept him busy and rarely did his depression interfere with his daily life. He kept himself busy enough to ignore his mental health concerns. It was inevitable for him to stop acting fine all the time. His mental health had begun to decline slowly for months now.

He has depression, though nobody knows it. He hasn't told anyone, he's ashamed of his weak moments. Usually, it never gets this bad but he is unable to control his emotions. He shouldn't feel obligated to.

Y/N is an Earl to be since his father is still alive and running their affairs. He has many responsibilities but it's nothing he can't handle. Ciel met Y/N at a ball Lord L/N hosted.