juhyun wasn't going to play innocent.

she wasn't going to act disgusted towards the fact that she saw two guys having sex because gay sex was in fact what turned her on the most. whenever she'd log in to a porn site she would always end up in the gay version.

it weirded her out how she was more turned on by boyxboy sex rather than girlxboy. she knew she was straight because she was very attracted to the male gender and not at all to the female gender but still..

is this how guys feel when they watch lesbian porn?

"juhyun" her mom called disturbing juhyuns train of thought.

"yeah?"

"it's 7 am now you have to go to school" her mom said rubbing her eyes looking very tired.

wait its 7 am? juhyun hasn't even slept yet? so at this very moment she didn't know wether to scream or cry because there was nothing she hated more than fucking up her sleep schedule.

ever since she was around fourteen years old she could never bring herself to sleep before daylight no matter what ─ she would always sleep around 4 am even if she had school so it was no surprise that she had a lot of health issues during that period.

she recently fixed that but juhyun knew that if she fucked one day up then she'd fuck all her other days up.

she groaned getting off her bed and carried out her everyday morning routine even though it may have taken her a little longer since she did in fact sleep while she was on the toilet.

she managed not to miss the bus today though which was something she was extremely relieved about ─ although she was feeling the extreme opposite about the guy basically grinding up on her on the bus. did he think they were in an adult japanese movie or something?

"hey excuse me but can you fucking not?" juhyun said turning around to face the weird ass stranger.

the guy panicked and rushed to the back of the bus since juhyun could've potentially gotten him in a lot of trouble.

juhyun didn't like to think of herself as a pessimist but honestly what the fuck? who else gets to say that they stayed up all night after watching their christian neighbor have gay sex, almost sprayed deodorant in their eyes from the lack of concentration they had while getting ready and had some pervert grind up on them? her life was either a nightmare or a really bad porno at this moment.

her stop came up after what seemed like forever and juhyun couldn't wait to get to school ─ mainly because she wanted to rest her head on the desk and sleep to her hearts content.

as soon as she got through the gates she saw the group of girls she recently became friends with. they were honestly really nice and chill but juhyun really wanted to catch some sleep before the class began since it's more quiet like that.

"juhyun!" mina called for probably the 34th time since juhyun wasn't really paying attention. "you no joke look like you're having war flashbacks right now"

juhyun just yawned in response giving them all a hint of what was actually going on ─ she wanted to sleep.

"who kept you up at night buddy" inha said giving juhyun a wink followed by a nudge. oh no biggie i was just watching live gay porn last night ─ is what juhyun wanted to say.

"i was watching scarlet heart last night" was what she actually said and it's not completely a lie since she was pretty much indulged in that kdrama right befote the bizarre (lowkey hot) incident that occurred.

"that's understandable then" mina said making the other girl nod in agreement before continuing "which episode are you on?"

"16"

all of them silently gasped "you must be so shook right now" ─ it was true, that episode got her more shook than watching jimin raw hoseok up his asshole.

"yeah and i sobbed like a bitch too" juhyun said a tear almost rolling down her check because of the flashbacks she was getting from that episode.

the bell then rang signaling for them to head to their classroom ─ juhyun was finally going to get some sleep and she couldn't feel happier. the trip to the classroom was very short too and so was the trip to her desk.

everyone was getting ready before their history teacher came and juhyun was too ─ she wanted to find the right angle to rest her head in but before she could continue though, someone tapped her shoulder.

"sup"

it was jimin, fucking jimin. he was talking to her? this is so freaky, why is he talking to her?

"hey there buddy chum pal friend buddy pal chum bud friend fella bruther amigo pal buddy friend chummy chum chum pal!" juhyun greeted feeling half high half panicked aka an obviously terrible combination.

".......do you have an extra pencil i could borrow?"

"nah" juhyun said turning around and not even bothering to hear jimins response.

class then started and juhyun simply slept till the end of the day. she did get a few occasional yells and a few occasional scolds but that didn't phase her ─ not even one bit.

as she was exiting the school and getting ready to walk home she felt someone trailing behind her ─ she was getting ready to turn and see what their problem was only to see them picking up their pace and turning out to be jungkook.

"hey juhyun"

"um hi..?" juhyun trailed off pretending not to know jungkooks name. they only talked once and she didn't want to seem like she cared enough to remember his name.

"it's jungkook, we met at the convenience store?"

"not really ringing a bell, sorry" juhyun shrugged turning around to go back to walking herself home but jungkook of course had to pick up his pace again "im the guy you made buy you chopsticks right after calling him a dick"

"oh yeah you're that social nerd right?"

"it's called being a student body president" jungkook huffed obviously annoyed by juhyuns statement ─ but frankly juhyun couldn't really give a shit since she was a natural bitch.

"okay so? how can i help you?"

"i just saw you walking in the same direction as my home so i thought i'd walk with you" jungkook said flashing her a smile. cute.

"hm okay" juhyun said sighing and continuing to walk while completely ignoring jungkooks existence ─ to be honest it frustrated him so he didn't hesitate to confront juhyun about it.

"why are you ignoring me did i do something wrong?" and by confront he meant politely address the issue.

"i don't know you just give off this vibe"

"what vibe?" jungkook asked knitting his eyebrows in confusion at juhyuns statement.

"you know it's like the same vibe people who still use facebook give me"

"im so done"

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