"come on juhyun, i'm so hungry right now i could eat a fucking cow" seohye says opening her car door. as soon as the words left seohye's mouth, inha's bag made contact with her back in a hard hit.

"hey!"

"don't talk about animals like that you headass" inha says getting in the car. to say that she was a crazy vegan would be an understatement, eating lunch with her was a struggle for all of them sometimes, mainly because of how she would guilt them into not even biting into the said foodーthere was even that one time where she made juhyun not eat her egg rolls, which by the way is one of her favorite dishes, because that way she was going to be 'participating in the murder of the chickens children'.

to put it the right way, inha was very extra. most sensible vegans in her opinions didn't care about what other people choose to eat and would only advice the people around them every once in a while.

seohye huffed, muttering some cuss words under her breath. she then looked at juhyun and yelled for her to come over so they can leave.

"wait, i have to call my mom first" juhyun said turning around so she could talk privately, away from her friends.

"hurry up then!"

"okay" juhyun says as she clicks on her mum's contact, she then clicks dial and presses the phone to her ear.

"hey sweetie, is everything fine?" juhyun didn't really call her mum after school much so it was understandable that she'd think that something was wrong.

"everything's good mum but i just wanted to ask you if i could like, go out today?" juhyun asks.

"where? when? with who? when will you be back? who's gonna drive you?" her mum asks question after question, she didn't even stop to breathe.

"well i'm going to the mall now with my friends; inha, seohye and mina. after we're done we're gonna go to a party and seohye has a car so she'll drive us and i'll be back before the one digit numbers start" juhyun explains as throughly as possible because she knew that her mom wouldn't let her step outside the house without a report of her every action.

"no"

"mum are you kidding me?" juhyun was getting frustrated now, hella frustrated in fact.

"honey do you hear me laughing?"

"mum seriously, i left my friends back home so you could get your dream job and it was hard enough making friends here so i really don't need to be the boring one in the group. i haven't gone out once since i came to this hell hole, so please, let me go out just this once" juhyun was then met with a few minutes of silence, which indicated that her mom was thinking about it.

"okay, you have a point, just promise that you'll be safe" her mom sighs as she finished off her words.

"i promise, can i use the credit card?" juhyun knew that she was going out on a limb here but she just had to ask.

"fine, you can buy yourself new clothes if you want too" her mum chuckles.

"thank you so so much, i love you" juhyun says, involuntarily giving off a little squeal.

juhyun then said her goodbyes and ended the call, feeling happy that things were finally going her way. her mom even let her use the emergency credit card and that alone was enough to indicate that juhyun's day was bound to be better than her usual shitty days.

"juhyun, come on" seohye yelled. like actually yelled.

"chill" juhyun yelled back as she walked to the car.

she opened the car door and took her seat at the back next to mina. as soon as she closed the door, seohye stepped on the breaks and took off. juhyun thought that she was impatient. that she needed to try and get her head out of her ass and calm the fuck down.

inha took the aux cord and started playing some music, thankfully it was good music and juhyun didn't have to fight inha.

they all kept jamming and singing along to the music all the way to the mall, well all of them except for seohye. she was supposedly 'too hungry to jam'.

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they were now at the food court munching away at their pizza since inha threatened to kill them if they got burgers. they were all fine with it, all except for seohye again because she claimed that pizzas took longer to prepare and inha of course told her told her to 'suck it up and get some fries'.

after they were done eating, they decided to just look around. juhyun and mina were the only two who planned on buying anything. inha and seohye just tagged along to look around and eat. it was all good fun until they decided to actually get into a store and buy something.

juhyun's taste in clothing was unique to say the least. she wasn't necessarily cool with clothes that exposed more than sixty percent of her body (which she knew was unusual) but sometimes she felt crazy and wore mesh tops with only a bra underneath and some short shorts.

today wasn't one of those days unfortunately, she was feeling a bit shy this time since it was her first party hereーshe felt like she was going to be comfortable with an off shoulder top and some ripped jeans. or maybe skirt overalls and a nice tee would be good.

her friends didn't agree, they claimed that parties were specifically made so they could hoe out and wear whatever they wanted. juhyun thought the opposite. thought that they should know the scale of the party before making such a decision.

juhyun ignored them and just bought a top that she thought would go very well with a pair of ripped jeans and a choker. her friends thought it was cute at least but ultimately said that her outfit didn't have that 'wow' factor and frankly, she couldn't give a shit about that.

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after they were done shopping they left the mall and headed back to seohye's house so they could get ready. seohye was being dumb and decided to let inha and juhyun stop by their houses to get their clothes and make up bags. how much gas did she waste by doing that? juhyun wondered.

it took them about an hour or so to get ready since seohye decided to let inha do her make up, she said that she looked like a clown when she did her own make up and juhyun agreed because seohye couldn't blend to save her life.

they got out of seohye's empty house (her parents were on a busniess trip) and headed to the car so they could make their way to the party.

juhyun's line was already blowing up with details about the party. her other friends, yes she had other friends, and group chats were going crazy. they all said the same thing. the party was huge.

it wasn't going to take juhyun long to find out for herself since they were now four blocks away from the party. they knew it was getting nearer and nearer, since the music got louder with every meter the car moved.

they finally reached the house and it was huge like, fucking huge. 10 times the size of juhyun's apartment maybe? she wasn't sure, but she knew damn well that the guy throwing it must be loaded. she was pretty sure that she would get in and find about 15 different types of alcohol in there since something about the whole set up seemed like someone put a lot of care into the details of the party. well as much detail as you can actually put into a house party.

they got inside and it looked great to say the least. somehow the lighting of the rooms tended to be either purple or pinkーshe found the whole set up pretty but quite an unnecessary thing to spend your money on.

juhyun turned around to talk to her friends about the set up but apparently inha was the only one left. it was quite weird since it's barely been five minutes since they got on.

"where did the rest go?" juhyun yelled over the music as she looked at inha oddly.

"mina went to get drunk and seohye left with some guy" inha answers. what guy? it looked like inha was confused too since she ended her reply with a shrug.

"okay let's go have a drink too" juhyun yelled yet again as she dragged inha to wherever the booze was. it took quite a while to push through the sweaty bodies of people dancing and making out.

as soon as the reached what looked like the 'bar', well not really a bar but more like a guy standing next to the bottles and asking people what they wanted. juhyun just asked him for some beer while inha just asked for a pepsi. juhyun found it weird since even she tended to mistake inha for someone who was basically wild. her appearance alone was enough to make anyone think that she was the type to get knocked out at a partyーapparently though she wasn't. it actually turns out that inha hated alcohol more than anything in the world.

juhyun didn't know what else to do other than just chat with her other acquaintances from school. it was all quite blatant and uninteresting as usual. she was never interested in these social talks. talks where a few people gather around in a circle and pretend to actually be interested in one another. it was all too clear to her, she knew that people only did these talks to actually take closer looks at the outside and not the inside. she knew it was quite corny, but she hated how people only cared about what you wore and what you had and where you lived. she knew that everybody does it, even she does it, it's just human nature, but it would be nice if people were more subtle about their judgmental gazes.

in the middle of all the smoke coming from bongs and joints, she caught the eyes of someone. that someone was jungkookーusually juhyun would roll her eyes and say that she didn't like talking to jungkook, but this time it was different. due to her train of thoughts and how suffocated she felt talking to all these people who didn't interest her, she thought that jungkook was different. thought that he was genuine. felt as though he was interested in what she had to say and not how she looked. juhyun realized that she actually liked that a lot.

ever since she knew jungkook she would always tease him and call him names, sometimes she'd even go as far as giving him a cold shoulder. today was different though. today she smiled at him and excused herself so she could go greet himーshe didn't know wether it was because of the alcohol or if it was something more, but she was pretty sure that she was sober.

jungkook smiled back at her and started to walk over to her too. juhyun still didn't really feel like she liked jungkook as more than friends, but she still thought that he was cute. it was just undeniable because jungkook was just extremely handsome.

"you came" he says with a smile as he halts in front of her.

"yup"

"its a pretty cool party" jungkook says. it looked like he was lying so juhyun gave him a look as if saying 'really?'.

"i mean it looks cool but it feels boring, i-i don't know.." jungkook says, stuttering a little at the end.

cute.

"you look nice by the way" jungkook compliments. he was being awkward about it but juhyun just thanked him.

"wanna go get another drink with me?" juhyun offers, making jungkook the second person that she dragged over to the guy who gave out drinks.

they almost missed the spot since the guy was actually gone now and people were just helping themselves to whatever it is they wanted to drink.

juhyun just got herself a can of beer and she was about to ask if jungkook wanted one too but she almost dropped her can when she saw jungkook pouring himself a full cup of whiskey. what the fuck?

today had to have been the day where she truly learned that judging a book by its cover was stupid. inha drinks pepsi and jungkook drinks whiskey? in what world would that actually make sense? jungkook looked like the type of guy who would apologize to inanimate objects for bumping into them, and now there he was, drinking a whole cup of whiskey.

"are you seriously going to drink that?"

"yeah" jungkook says as he takes a sip that was probably the size of a shot.

"damn kook, i'm genuinely shocked"

"i've been drinking since i was 15 i think?" jungkook says it like it was a normal thing for a 15 year old to drink.

"wow"

"yeah"

"how did you even hide it from your parents?" juhyun asked.

"um, i don't know, i guess i was just lucky" jungkook laughs. his laugh was weird as usual but quite enjoyable. made you want to laugh as well.

"i've been standing for like an hour now, i wanna sit" juhyun says as she eyed the couch in the living room, she wanted to sit there as quick as people because it was known that couches were almost never vacant at parties.

"you're so boring" jungkook says, as they both walk to the couch in the purple lit room. as if on cue another song started to play, juhyun believed that it was a remix for free information by childish gambino. it was a weird song but it fit the vibe of the whole party.

jungkook and juhyun were quite awkward at first because pretty much every other pair in the room was making out. there was this tension between them but as soon as the alcohol kicked in their convo started to get more interesting. juhyun was enjoying herself and she could tell that jungkook was enjoying himself as well. she could tell by how he clenched his stomach when he laughed at her lame jokes.

the alcohol was definitely starting to kick in really hard because juhyun felt herself eyeing jungkooks body. he was buff. his body was so nice. it was just an observation though, you'd have to be an idiot to deny the fact that jungkook had a perfect body.

she and jungkook were getting a bit too touchy with each other. juhyun was leaning on the arm of the couch with her legs on jungkooks lap and he had his arms rested on her legs. it sounded uncomfortable but it was actually was actually the opposite to them.

jungkook was facing juhyun and they were talking again. she didn't focus on the topics but rather the feel of them. juhyun felt a bit alive. it was new to her since she wasn't under the influence of drugs this time but rather two cans of beer and jungkook.

jungkook faced forward for a minute to rest his neck but his smile dropped and his expression solidified to one of complete and utter shock. it was quite confusing.

"what's wrong?"

juhyun didn't receive a reply so she took it upon herself to look at the sight jungkook was so fixated on. juhyun wasn't as shocked when she saw it but she was definitely intrigued at the sight before her.

it was jimin, it was jimin grinding against someone. a guy to be specific. he had black hair and was a bit taller than jimin.

the way jimin was dancing was quite erotic, his back was facing the fashionable and rich looking male. was he wearing a rolex? the watch on his wrist just looked so expensive, it might've been the reason jimin had his hand wrapped around the guys neck wile his behind was rubbing against the others crotch.

the guys suddenly grabbed jimins arm and turned him around. he harshly pulled him away from the scene and dragged him upstairs. what was bound to happen between them next was crystal clear but it was normal considering the fact that everyone in the room looked pretty horny as well.

jungkook on the other hand looked sad. like his soul was ripped out of his body. juhyun was too drunk to think about it, she couldn't care less about who jimin was going to fuck but jungkook on the other hand looked the complete opposite. he even went as far to ask the guy sitting next to him about the rich looking male's name.

juhyun managed to hear his name despite the extremely loud music. it was min yoongi.

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this was so long omg but yeah i wrote this chapter in a coffee shop that was very loud so im sorry if some parts were more rushed than others 😅😅

also the next chapter isn't going to be in juhyun's pov and i think y'all know why👀