Namish comes out and starts searching for teju..

Namish:- where she went , today I will not leave her.

He goes towards door and stops infront of it and finds it as locked from inside.

Namish:- its locked means teju was here only.

Teju come out today I will not leave you.

Teju giggles silently and peeps out from her hidden spot and finds namish searching for her in cupboard and behind curtains.

He searches under chair and realise by hitting his head.

Namish:- this teju made me mad. How can she hide under chair.

Seeing him searching for her under chair she giggles loudly but immediately closes her mouth seeing namish alerted.

He see whole room while teju hides more by moving down.

Teju:- god please save me today. If he caught me dont knew what he will do. From morning I did alot to him.

Ushh ushhh.

Teju looks around when she lisens a sound.

This time someone pokes on her shoulder and again she lisens ushhh ushh.

Teju gulps and slowly looks up to find namish giving her a tight smile and he still had toothpaste on his face.

Teju waving her hand to him by showing her teeth says.

"Hello".

Namish:- hello! Will you do the honor on me by coming out.

Teju smiles and nodes her head as no.

Namish:- comeout from their teju. Its has so less place.

Teju:- I wont come.

Namish:- come out from under the bed or else.

Teju:- or else what can you come under..

Namish:- it has so less place even you will feel difficult their. So just come out.

Teju:- I won't come out. You also cant come in so just go from here so that I will come out.

Namish:- yes, I cant come in but I can bring you out.

Teju:- how.

Namish pulls her out by holding her hand and teju too comes out easily.

Teju immediately pushes him and jumps on bed and says.

Teju:- thats cheating you cant touch me.

Namish:- oh so you can add ink in my perfume and fevicol in Colgate but I cant prank you back.

Teju moves close to him by pointing her finger on his chest..

because you were flying high by your new formed wings and I had to cut it down so that you can see me.

Namish:- what's fir you with whom ever i went. It's completely my wish.

Teju:- it is and it will be completely my wish with whom you will go out because I was your wife and haa you can go to office and washroom on your wish not more than that.

Namish:- very funny. Now see I will go infront of you.

He about to move but teju holds his shirt and starts beating while namish starts protecting himself.

Namish:- what are you doing teju? Stop it.

Teju:- are you stopping from the time you met her you were very eager to meet her. Infact you were ready to go where ever she invites you.

She holds his hair while he winces and finally removes her hand . He turns and starts setting his hair by seeing in mirror.

Namish:- what all you were doing from morning and its hurts yar why are beating.

Teju with chocked voice

Teju:- even its hurting me seeing you getting ready to go on date with someone that to with that 50:50 indian. Why what's wrong with this full Indian made. Why you never like me. I thought atleast I made a little place in your heart but no my position in your life was same like the day I enter in your life that to forcefully.

Namish looks at her stunned....

Ofcourse why you will like me. I am not up to your standard, I dont knew how to carry myself like the way you rich people does. I dont knew to maintain myself ,I dont like revealing clothes which actually a culture for your people. In short I was not made for you. I am just a fevicol which is used to stick your broken family.

She wipes her tears and says. You can go to that girl and where ever she invites you it can be her own room to. I dont mind.

Actually I am now habituated of this in my life .from my childhood I never get whom I love. I lost my mom and I lost her love too. Then Abhay you knew about him no need to say and then you. She smiles and says

What I should says about you ,to lose you first I should gain you na that never happened. I was always a nil in your life.

May be out of humanity you were being friendly with me and I was keeping hopes on you. It's my mistake.

I am sorry for runing your life, you can go out you can actually go out with whom ever you want after all why you will go out people like me, you should look good then you should go with her only.

Wait now only I will call her here and u will introduce her to all as their new and permanent babhi and sid can be a problamitic as he loves me the MOST na but you dont worry I will make him understand that the bhabi he love she wants his brother happiness and his happiness stays in that 50: 50 Indian.

She hits her forehead and says..

Mein bhi na.. now why she will be 50:50 indian now she will mrs...

Before she could say anything she hits her eyes in fear and she was banged on wall and caged in between namish .

She slowly opens her eyes and gulps seeing his read face and some where tears in his eyes. She looks down and sniffs.

Seeing her like that namish closes his eyes and controls his anger.

Namish:- you really thinking about me like that even after the change in our relationship. Do you really think I will be not royal to you.

Do you really think that 50 :50 what ever even will match you.

Do you even knew what my feelings on you.

I knew the way we met the way me married and the way our life went from then it really impossible for us to think positive but how you thought I will seek another women.

I might not happy with this marriage but when I tied this from then I alway got feeling that you were mine, just mine. When ever you gave attention to them I felt jealous and I always thought. You ever mine first then later them. Your full attention should be on mine only.

May be this marriage itself brings that bond between two people. I never said no to you because madhura. I said no to marriage because of madhura and to save my family from her.

From first I knew about her and her intentions. If I didn't date her then she might manipulate someone from my family may be Ali. You knew how we used to be with eachother, if I warn him he will do opposite to it. That's why.

When you came into my life I thought you were so innocent to handle her and I dont want you to get hurt because of me but you totally changed my thoughts the way you mingled with my family.

First time all liked you with out any ego. All thoughts were same in matter of you. Still I was not ready because I knew how much madhura can go. But the way you stopped shutting her mouth then I decide I will be your husband but I have to act just to save you.

The love I want to give you gave to my family. I want my family to accept siddhartha but I never initiated but you made it possible just like that. That's why he loves you so much,he was seeing a mother in you infact a whole world in you but still I am jealous of him because your were just mine.

Aly what I can say I never tried to understand why he dont want to join but I don't know what you said to him he started coming to office infact he was more capable than me.

And aashika you almost lost your family and your life because of her, you lost that person who loved you like anything and finally lost him too. I can never fill his position in your life because he was Abhay the teju's Abhay.

How much were I might love you I can never match his intensity. But I am epicure to have him my first son.

These things naa misha and kabir too dont knew.

From all these I just want to say that I love you teju.

I love you alot. I always thought to propose you in grand way but I dont knew that you were thinking about me like that.

Teju cups his face and wipes his tears by joing her forehead with him and tears flows from her eyes too which he wipes.

Namish:- if these tears comes out na then my promises will be unfilled. I promised to many people to keep you happy and the main person in that was me. I can never rest happy if you were sad.

Teju hugs him tightly and cries by saying.

Teju:- sorry namish , I am so sorry. I never thought you were this emotional towards me I might said those words but I never had bad impression on you.

Namish:- you knew I am very bad at expressing my emotions. I was not like this..
I was happy go lucky guy but after mom dimise everything changed. I

His words were cutted by teju who keeps hand on his mouth and says..

Teju:- no need of explanation namish. I can understand you situation because I was in same boots.

Namish:- let's me take out everything from my heart teju. I want to remove this burden  from on my heart.

Aashika and aly were too young at that time and mom was so close to me. When she was not well dad was not here and I used to be with her leaving my schooling. Dont knew why she made me learn how to take care of them. She sometimes used to talk like from now I was main pillar to this family and it's my responsibility to keep this family together.

I used to her scare listening to her and in same way she left me after those words.

Aly and aashika used to cry alot, mainly aashika as she was months baby and she needs mom touch. She even stopped having milk as it's not from mom.

At that time also dad was not their. He was busy in another country. After one week we able to contact him and he immediately arrived. I was very angry on him thinking that he was giving more importants to business than us. Some where my heart and mind started to believe that his neglecting behaviour only killed my mom and I started to hate him and that hate turned more when he bought ali that made me to hate him to come thinking that he cheated my mom but I never hated sid. He said such a pure soul, he used to give a cute smile that I I used to forgot all my tensions. I tried to go near him but dad betray made me stop.thats why I appointed two caretaker for him. I might not touch him but I used to see how they are seeing him from far for whole day.

Later aly and aashika turned around good age I had to tell them about sid. Aly was ok ,he was not harsh or lovely towards him. He just ignored him but aashika started to hate him alot and in that she started throwing hurtfullwords, I used to see tears in his eyes that's why I made sid busy fir full day.

I thought I was solving problems but I never thoughts I was encouraging them to move far from each other.

I failed to raise them.  I failed to keep mom promise. I ..

Before he could speak teju cups his face and locks his lips with her to make him calm ..

While a tear escapes from his closed eyes and teju wipes it by staying in same position.

I knew I am very late and its damm one month late. I had a reason.my son2 birth day and from top of that he suffered  cold from onemnth and again back to back he hot fever.  He stopped eating food what not .

He showed me hell by not eating food or not having milk.

Now he was perfectly all right and grew my update

I will try to update mending my relationship too.