Sometimes it makes me wonder,
how easy it would be if you had been
the nerd no one cares about.

No one would give a crap if we talked.
No one would pause and whisper.
No one would stare.

But no, you had to be that
popular guy.

I never regretted becoming friends
with you, Ethan.
I never did.

But the bruises that ache when I move
or the 'accidental' shoves against the locker
does makes me think,

'If only you had been that
invisible nerd.'

a/n, this wasn't part of the plan but oops. i'm a nerd (a full blown one) and i'm proud. because down the lane, those populars will be working under us :P

*cue witch's laugh* HAHAHAHAHAKAKKAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAKA– *cough* ahem