Monday 13:03

•Masja•

I was standing with the girls when Chris and William came towards me and Noora, they both looked furious, Chris pulled me a little down the stairs away from William and Noora who now started to talk heatedly.

"Where were you last night Masja? And don't you dare lie to me!" Chris almost yells at me, "what?" I ask confused why would he brings this up now?

"Were you with William's brother!?" He then yells, "did you sleep with him?" He then says again, and I'm in pure shock, "you and Noora slept with his brother!??!?" He yells, and that's when I really don't follow this conversation or fight?

I look at Noora confused, "I wasn't even with Noora? And yes he caught me before I stormed out of the building? What's going on?" I say calmly and ask him.

"You slept with him. You just couldn't bare the thought of me actually only being with you? You couldn't let go of your reputation? You RUINED MINE! And feed yourself with more??"  He yells and then his fist connects with the wall beside my head.

His hand started bleeding and I was so shocked 2 inches to the left and he would have crushed my face.

"I didn't sleep with Nicolai??! Where did you get this shit from!?? Why can't you trust me? I trust you?! I never did anything to you or your reputation! That was all on you!" I snap back.

And then he sighs angrily and pull his arm back from the wall, "I don't want to listen to this shit anymore. I can't believe you were the one to ruin this relationship" he says and then leaves, I run down the stairs and try to catch him but he pulls his arm to him as I grab it.

"Please Chris I didn't do anything!" I say and now tears were starting to form. Then as he closes the door and let me run into it smashing my head against the window in it, William and Noora comes running down the stairs.

I dizzily look after them and then I see him almost swing Noora through the gates as she holds on to the fence, she broke down and the girls ran past me and you may ask, why didn't they see me?

I fell down to the floor before they ran past me, so that's why they didn't see me, I feel something wet roll down my face, so I connect my hand with my forehead and see it's blood.

I dizzily walk out of the gates with my backpack on as I try to walk in a straight line, but that goes anything but fine.

I make it out though and I try to call Borkis for him to help and drive me somewhere, but he doesn't answer, the girls went with Noora, I wouldn't dare to contact William. And I realised I didn't have Chris anymore.

He was gone. And simply just like that. Everyone was.

I walked slowly and painfully home, when I got past Williams apartment, I got like a flashback thingy from the night before.

~

"No Nicolai! I have a boyfriend!" I say and move his disgusting hands from me, "so what? Chris wouldn't know?" He says smirking and then I make a disgusted face.

"Come on Masja it doesn't hurt!" He says and starts touching me again, that's the limit!

I pretend to go on with it and then I punch him as he tries to kiss me, I punch him repeatedly until he stops touching me, I can see the blood running from his nose.

I stand up but then I fall back into the couch and then it's all black.

~

That son of a bitch!!! He did this to me!!

I growl and then I throw my backpack at my door, and then I storm back to William's apartment, I hit the door repeatedly until it opens and reveals the one and only: Nicolai the asshole!

Then I punch him at first, then I stop, "ARE YOU HAPPY NOW?! YOU DISGUSTING PIECE OF SHIT!!! YOU RUINED MY LIFE!! YOU RUINED EVERYTHING!!!" I yell and then I don't hesitate to punch him again.

"Masja!!!! You crazy bitch!" Nicolai yells back and then push me backwards into a wall, "did Chris do that to you? You deserved it and much more. You're just a little whore!!" Nicolai says amused, if only he saw his face right now.

Blood is streaming down his face, and Fire is burning in mine.

"A whore you say? Well if I was a whore I would actually have to sleep with other people!! And I didn't! So take that and stick up in your ass!!!" I yell at him before I take the door knob and closes the door leaving a huge echo in the hall.

Then I march back to my apartment, grab my bag, open the door, throw my bag in my apartment and without locking the door, I storm out of the building and hit the club.

He ruined everything. Chris is my everything. And he's gone. I won't work without him.

And Chris hates me, and William probably does too.

What about Noora? Is she in the same state as me? Is she pouring her eyes out right now?

Am I getting drunk? Yes I am. When my boyfriend isn't here then my best friend besides pizza is alcohol.

I sat in the bar and got drinks even though the bartender said I should slow down, she said it jokingly but I knew she was worried. But I didn't have it.

20:03

I started walking, I don't know where to but definitely not home. That is not even my home anymore. Chris and I was supposed to move in together for heavens sake!??!!

I started crying as I walked down the streets, with my own best friend in my hand, a bottle of pure vodka.

I saw a few people from school, some were whispering and some was filming me. I knew it. And I knew that everyone would know by tomorrow.

That's why I didn't plan on going to school, I hate school. I hate life.

Without noticing I was walking up to Noora's building, I clicked on the button and Eskild answered, "hello?" "Eskild it's me Masja" I say sadly, and then the door opened.

I walked up the stairs and ended up in Eskild's comforting arms, and I poured my heart out to him, "we were supposed to move in together. Now it's all ruined. I love him so much and he hates me for something I didn't even do?" I cry and Eskild comforts me.

"Hey if he believes other people than you then he's not worth it" Eskild says, "that's where you're wrong, I am the one who's not worth it" I say and then I slam my head into the table and start crying even more. I couldn't even feel the pain in my body only the pain in my heart.

Eskild started to lead me into the bedroom of Noora and placed me beside a broken Noora, her eyes were red and puffy, her cheeks were all soaking wet, and her lips were dry.

And I'm pretty sure I looked the same, only with the accident earlier, with my head. That reminded me that I still had blood stains.

"Masja? Are you drunk?" Noora asks with a tiny broken voice, I don't answer I just hug her. She breathes out slowly and then starts crying just like me.
_____________________________________________________________
Things got really messed up in there! Sorry! Hope you enjoyed it anyway!