Friday 23:07

•Masja•

I couldn't help but feel betrayed by Isak and Chris, they didn't just go behind William and the others back, they also went behind my back and they goddamnit knew! That I was going to be there!

And how so ever, I still found myself in William's apartment helping the penetrators getting cleaned up, because they didn't want to go to the hospital, typical boys!

Chris was there and he looked like an ashamed kid that had been yelled of by his mother, pathetic. Yes he tried to talk to me, and Isak too! But after the stunt they pulled I wasn't going to forgive them that easy!

I just finished cleaning up another penetrator, it became William's turn and he sat in front of me, "talk to him" he whispered, I pretended that I didn't hear it, "huh?" I said and pressed the alcoholic wound thingy cleaner, on his lip he hissed in pain, and glared at me,

"sorry did you say something?" I mocked, "yes! Talk. To. Him!!" He snapped but still discrete, "nope not gonna happen" I say and dup his wounds and bruises, "done next penetrator!" I say loudly,

William moves out of the seat and another one comes up, and that other one is Chris, I look at him and then look down not wanting to meet his adorable face.

I start doing the same as I did to William and the others, dup his wounds with the first aid kit thingy and cleaned his face, I noticed that when I ran my hand over his cheek, he leaned into my hand.

I held my hand there and then I heard the penetrators laugh at something, so I pulled my hand to myself and continued.

"Mas, please....talk to me" Chris pleaded and I could have sworn! that I saw his eyes tear up a bit, I gulped and pressed the wound cream thingy into his wound above his eyebrow.

He of course also hissed out in pain too, "sorry" I whispered, and kept dipping the thingy on his wound until it was cleaned up.

"I'm sorry" he whispered again, I shook my head, "next!" I say and another penetrator sit in front of me, he's a first year I know that for sure!

He pouts as I'm about to put the alcohol thing on his wound, I laugh a little "relax I'm gonna be gentle" I say and he smiles and breathes,

I laugh again at his reaction, and the dup his wound slowly, he hisses a little but smiles at me, "thank you so much Masja-that is your name right?" He asks fast, "yeah that's me" I say and smile at him, he's weird.

"Hey, ehm...can I get your number and maybe sometime we can hang out?" He asks and scratches his neck nervously, "I-" "okay I think he's done now!" Chris says and pulls the penetrator out of his seat.

"Chris!" I half yell, he turns around still holding the penetrator in his shirt, "what?" He snaps, "seriously? Take a chill pill!" I say and turn around rolling my eyes at him.

"Go home kid" I heard Chris say as he pushes the penetrator out of William's apartment, "asshole" I mutter and the penetrator in front of me laughs,

"Next" I say and now there only 2 left, I clean up the next two and then I'm done, "done!" I say and pack the things together, the boys thanks me one more time before some heading home and some staying.

"Do you want to stay or are you heading home?" William asked, "yeah well I'm not that comfortable with being at my house right now, so I don't know, I might crash at Eva's" I say shrugging, and let me tell you folks! That caught Chris' attention even more.

I did kinda stay a Chris' place for the past week, so it's gonna be weird without him now I gotta admit....."okay well I'll see you around, oh and Mas! I sure as hell look forward to the move-in party" William says and smirks.

I laugh and flip him off and slip on my black lovely nikes and then my jacket, some of the boys come over to hug me goodbye, but none of their hugs is like Chris' and he is even in the fucking room!

How pathetic!! When everyone is done I walk out of the door, still in pain of being lied and betrayed.
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Soooo Masja is the new 'nurse' for the penetrators?