(TW: hints of SA)

The days begin to blur together. At first, I think it's because I'm excited to marry Tristian, but then I wonder if it's the game just moving me along. It did go straight to the wedding so maybe that's just how this is supposed to go. I do wish I could pick out my dress but it's all set in stone. Each male lead choice comes with a different wedding dress. Because I'm marrying Tristian who is a prince, my dress is flowy and white with some green gems and a black belt.

The morning of the wedding is very hectic. Riley wakes me up extra early and pampers with a spa-like bath. She looks just as excited as me. "I'm going to make sure you look like the gorgeous fairy princess you deserve!" She says proudly and I giggle softly. She's honestly so adorable. I don't know her story but I hope she finds a nice partner in the future.

As I look at myself in the mirror, I can't help but feel giddy. I still can't get over my new face. It's more feminine than I desire but it's mostly the makeup doing it. I'm not sure about having thick, silky hair either but I haven't gotten a headache yet. Riley put on my crown then the long train and veil.

I never thought I'd see myself this way. I never thought I'd get married but I always picked myself in a suit rather than a dress. Since I can't control this, I'll have to deal with it. Hopefully, I can control more aspects soon... Tristian is one of the most accepting out of the bunch!

"Are you ready, Your Highness?" Riley asks. She's still in her maid outfit. She'd made a lovely bridesmaid if she was allowed to. "Yes, I'm ready," I say and make my way over to the door. As I open the door, I blink seeing my loyal guard outside waiting on me. What's he...?

Ah! Because Anna doesn't have a father, Phoenix is the one who takes me down the aisle. He's still wearing his red and black uniform, but he's added on a yellow gem and a cape to appear more fancy. He dips his head dropping down to one knee. "Greetings, Your Highness. I'm honored that you've chosen me to escort and hand you off to your king." He takes my hand and kisses my knuckles as always.

I shiver again at his fangs brushing against my skin. Phoenix is a vampire and they're usually dangerous to keep around fairies like Anna. However, to my knowledge, he's never once attacked her and seems to have great self-control. I wonder how long he's been Anna's guard as outside of these interactions, he's not really in the story after this point.

"You may stand and look at me, sir Phoenix," I say. As his eyes meet mine, I feel my face warm up again. No expression shows on his face still but I can tell Anna likes him. I do too but right now I want to see Tristian. "It's an honor to have a good friend escort me down the aisle. There's no one I trust more than you."

Phoenix stands and offers me an arm which I take. "I'm glad you trust me. You look beautiful today. And very happy." He says as he leads me down the hallways. I feel myself smile. "This is my duty... but I do feel that Prince Tristian is going to be a great king."

He nods and looks forward. "I promise to protect you regardless." This same sort of conversation happens at each wedding too. Anna calls it duty but she does end up falling for the husband she chooses in the end. Phoenix reminds me of the childhood friend character in these sorts of stories. They are rarely end game.

"I appreciate it, sir Phoenix," I say and look over to him with a warm smile. "You haven't broken your vow yet and I don't believe you ever will." As we make it to the door, I take a deep breath. Anna is always nervous here. She always questions if she's made the right choice.

"Princess?" I faintly hear Phoenix's voice but I don't respond. I can't right yet. "... Anna." That makes me come back to reality and look up at Phoenix. His voice sounded concerned for a moment but his face remained the same. Always cold and expressionless. I find myself letting out the softest of scoffs. "I'm alright... after the ceremony, you shouldn't call me by name anymore."

I sound disappointed for some reason. I wonder what Anna normally thinks about here. "Yes... I apologize, your highness." Phoenix says and I let out a sigh. Then the door opens and I feel a rush of excitement. The music here is different when Tristian is chosen since he's the prince of a different kingdom.

Phoenix leads me down the aisle and I see Tristian watching me approach with a big grin. He looks so smug... I wonder why but I push that out of my mind. Maybe he's just happy that I chose him instead of the others.

I'm handed off to Tristian by Phoenix and he dips his head before making his way over to the side to take his position as a guard. When I look at Tristian, I notice his glaring after my guard. Why though? He's handing me off in place of a father. Seeing my puzzled expression through the veil, Tristian smiles at me and takes my hand.

I can feel my heart pounding in my chest. This is it! I can finally enjoy my favorite lead and the good ending I get from him! I can't express my excitement as I can't go off script but I just can't wait! Oh, the wedding night... he's so sweet... I giggle internally.

"You may now kiss the bride." The priest says getting me out of my thoughts. I was ignoring the ceremony since I couldn't choose anything. Tristian lifts my veil and smiles at me before leaning forward and placing a soft kiss on my lips. I feel my cheek heat up immediately but the kiss doesn't linger as he pulls back quickly. Everyone around me claps and I can tell that Anna is feeling embarrassed. She is a shy little fairy after all.

During the reception, I sip on some light and sweet wine while Tristian speaks to others laughing a bit. He hasn't asked for a dance yet which makes me feel disappointed. I do know what happens beforehand though as I hear footsteps approach me. "My queen?" I hear that deep accented voice and look up to see my guard standing in front of me.

"Yes, sir Phoenix?" I ask cocking my head to the side. "It is customary to have your dance with either your husband or your father. Since I escorted you in his place... I feel it's proper." He says and offers me a hand. "May I have this dance?" Just like that time freezes and the system screen comes up with the answers yes and no.

I look around curiously and notice Tristian looking over at us with a dark expression. Has he always had that look? I hesitate but know from the times I've played this game this decision doesn't change anything. It won't affect the good end at all so I select yes.

"Of course, sir Phoenix. Thank you for the offer." I take his hand and stand up. I hear whispers around me which makes me feel uncomfortable but I walk with Phoenix to the dance floor. "I do apologize ahead of time. I haven't danced since I was young." He tells me as he takes my hand and places his free hand on my waist. I feel my face burn as I place my free hand on his shoulder.

The feeling of his muscles rippling under his uniform... it's a nice feeling. Luckily I'm not in control for once or I may be drooling. "That's quite alright. I usually practice with Riley anyway." I say and we start to dance around. It comes well actually and we match each other's dance moves with ease. I feel Anna's confusion because of what Phoenix said before and my eyes move up to him.

He looks like he's concentrating but he's always watching me closely. Being so close to his face makes me blush even more and my heart beat out of my chest. "... You dance well." I hear my voice whisper. Phoenix tilts his head. "Oh? Thank you very much, my queen. I would hate to step on your feet so I'm concentrating on my footwork."

I giggle a bit. "It's alright if you do." I see his lips twitch a little. Is that... the faintest of smiles? He looks even more handsome that way... but it fades away faster than I'd like. Once the song ends, I curtsy while he bows. "It was an honor to dance with you, sir Phoenix," I murmur my face still warm. "The honor is all mine, my queen." He tells me.

"Mind if I dance with my wife now?" I look up sharply hearing Tristian's voice. He doesn't look happy... wait is he jealous? The idea thrills me. "Of course, my king." Phoenix dips his head and then goes back to his post. Tristian clicks his tongue and pulls me close. "Come on, wife." His eyes look dark and angry. So he was jealous! As the next dance starts, there's a noticeable difference. Our moves don't match and it only seems to frustrate Tristian more.

When it ends, I curtsy but Tristian only watches me. "See you in our bedroom." He mutters and walks off leaving me alone. I feel my eyes burn a little which startles me. These aren't my emotions! Why does Anna feel like crying?

~The Wedding Night~

Riley changes me into a nightgown and I sit on the bed feeling anxious and excited. I sip on some more wine and feel a bit flush. Anna must be a lightweight. I jump when the door swings open and I look up to see Tristian.

He's only wearing a pair of sleep pants... his upper body is super muscular and very toned. I can't tell if he has a six or eight pack honestly. He observes me as he approaches me. "You look out of it already. Drinking your sorrows away maybe?" I feel myself frown. "What...? No not at all." I say.

He seems to be seeing if I falter but, when I don't, he relaxes. "Good..." he sits next to me and places a hand on my thigh. "You're very honest... I see it in your eyes." He leans forward and I blush. "Are you ready to make his marriage final?"

I swallow hard and nod shyly. "Y-yes... j-just so you know, I..." Before I can finish, Tristian crashes his lips against mine. I gasp out and fall back on the bed. "W-wait...!" I manage out before Tristian is on top of me kissing me aggressively. I feel my body shake which makes me think Anna is very nervous here. I couldn't be happier! I can feel anything going on. Geez when did I become a big pervert?

Tristian pulls back a string of salvia still connecting our tongues. "You taste sweeter than I expected." He mutters before pulling up my gown. He runs a hand over my chest before kissing my stomach. I feel my tummy go into knots and shiver. He seems very eager... maybe he's just wanting to claim me due to his feelings of jealousy before?

He kisses just above my panties and then yanks them off. He sits up straight and his face changes. "..." he then flips me over onto my stomach making me gasp. "N-no! N-not from... behind! Please..." I stammer out as he yanks them off all the way then shiver feeling something cold and slick running over my nether regions. What is he doing?

I look back to see him taking off his pants. "Be quiet." I hear him growl. "At least you have that down here too." I then cry out as he pushes into me roughly. I try to get away from the pain but he holds onto my hips to keep me from moving. What is this?! No sweetness and no prep? What's going on here? I feel like I'm being torn in two!

"Stop struggling." Tristian then starts to pound into me. I cry out before he pushes my head down into a pillow. I only manage weak whimpers as he has his way with me. Why is he so mad? Why does this feel so different than what I played before?

I feel something wet go down my legs and shake. What is that? He hasn't finished yet so... am I bleeding? Why won't he let up?

I feel so small and insignificant just like when he would visit my room when I was young. That disgusting feeling returns as well. I never thought I'd feel this way ever again like I'm a victim being forced to go through this.

I then flinch and whimper as Tristian grunts and releases his load into me. He pulls away and I fall to my side whimpering with tears running down my face. He only scowls at me and puts on his pants. "... revolting..." he mutters something but that's the only word I hear. He then leaves the room without another word.

As I lay there unmoving and feeling numb, I couldn't figure out what was going on. Why is this so different from what I played? As if trying to give me an answer, a system screen appears. I can't read what it's trying to tell me, but I notice something at the top.

I always played in easy mode. I wanted to try hard mode but died before I could. I assumed I was playing the same game I knew but... why does it say this is hard mode?