Rhyon

3 Months Later- October

University of Nevada, NV

"You got everything you need before we leave?" my mother questioned me as she grabbed the keys to her car.

"Yeah", I called out to her as I grabbed my dorm room key and walked out behind her.

As you can see, I am now a college student at University of Nevada thanks to Professor K's recommendation. I decided to pursue a degree in Communications studies with a minor in Journalism. I am super stoked about being a little further away from home.

My mom and I relationship is getting a little better since that whole incident went down between us.

I will never forget that she cheated on my dad but what I still want the answers to what my father did that was so hurtful. 

"Hurry up Rhyon", my mom said as she walked down the hallway holding my bag filled with clothes.

I was about to spend my small break that I had away from school back in Compton. I couldn't wait to see Ren, seeing that him and I have been keeping in some contact since I came out here. He been here to see me one time and it was the best weekend of my life.

I couldn't complain about anything. He was just so amazing and I know I shouldn't be messing with him because he still has Kim.

But I can't help how I feel.

"You want to stop at Carl's jr. to get something to eat before we hit the road?" My mom questioned as she hit the car alarm on her sensor, unlocking the door and getting in.

"No. I'm not really to hungry", I replied as I hopped in the front seat. "I can hold out until we get to Compton. Besides, Ren said he wanted to take me out"

My mom just looked at me and shook her head as she stuck the key in the ignition. She placed the car in drive and started to pull off the campus and onto the street towards the highway.

"Why you look at me like that?", I questioned.

"Why are you still messing around with him Rhyon?"

I sucked my teeth as I clicked my seat belt in and started to look out the window at the passing cars. She has some nerve to sit here and act as if she is so damn innocent.

I licked my lips before speaking. "He's my friend ma, it's not like I want to get married to him"

"I didn't say a damn thing about marriage. I just know he got a girlfriend. His momma told me but I don't think she is too fond of her to be honest. But I know Lawrence- "

"Lorenzo", I corrected.

My mother looked at me and nodded her head. "Right. Sorry, Lorenzo is your best friend but how does his girlfriend feel about that?"

"I don't care how she feel. Me and him been best friends since middle school and I don't see the big deal", I non-chalantly said as I shrugged my shoulders.

"Rhyon. Be honest with me" my mom said in a serious tone. "That morning I caught Ren coming out of your room, did you two have sex?"

I scrunched my face up and twisted my lips at the question. She really gonna sit here and ask me if I fucked my best friend when she slept around on my father. I rolled my eyes and decided not to answer her.

"Mhm" my mom hummed as we hit the interstate back to California.

The rest of the car ride was silent and I wasn't feeling to hot anyway. I have this thing with sleeping with the AC on blast every night even when its cold outside.

It's something about wrapping up in my blanket and feeling the cool air circulate through my room. But that's also the quickest way to get sick.

My eyelids began to get heavy as I listened to my mom switch through the radio stations in her car. Hopefully I stay sleep the whole car ride and I don't have to worry about answering any more stupid questions from my mother.

I don't even plan on spending that much time with her when I get back to Compton. I hope my father is home so I can at least spend some daddy daughter time with him.

Maybe even some daddy time with Ren too, I thought to myself as I drifted off into a deep sleep.

• 7:30 pm •

Compton, CA

I was settled into my room for about an hour. Once we reached California I was so anxious to get out of the car and stay to myself in my room and just write.

I already linked and called Paris and Melissa. We may have a girl's night tonight so I can tell them all about my college experience so far. I mean, they in college but they decided to go to a community college in downtown LA.

My room phone started to ring as I wrote down more poems in my brand-new notebook.

"Hello?", I answered.

"Hey...you home...when was you gonna tell me?"

I grinned brightly as I pushed the phone closer to my ear.

"Yeah... I am you coming to see me?"

"You already know", Ren said followed by a chuckle. "Get dressed and all that"

"Where we going?"

"Don't worry bout all that. Just get ready. I can't wait to see your face it's been too long"

I giggled as I twirled the phone cord around my finger, then biting my lip. I missed Ren a lot too and I just get these weird butterflies in my stomach whenever I am around him. It's so crazy how one man can make me feel such a way.

"Okay. give me 30 minutes", I replied.

"Aight. Don't keep me waiting too long girl"

"I won't, I won't. Bye", I softly said into the receiver as I hung up.

With a wide smile plastered across my face, I gathered all my things for a shower as my thoughts raced at the speed of light. I have such mixed emotions now about seeing Ren.

From me sleeping with him, catching feelings and dealing with him knowing he still has Kim is starting to become too much. But tonight, I'ma tell him how I really feel.

I entered the bathroom and started a hot, steamy shower that felt good against my skin as I exfoliated with my favorite dove scent, Blue fig and orange blossom.

About 10 minutes in the shower, I hopped out and toweled dried off followed by brushing my teeth, oiling myself and finally getting dressed.

Before I knew it, Ren was pulling up in front of my house wearing his infamous button up, a raiders cap, some blue Guess jeans and a pair of fresh Black and White Chucks. I locked the door behind me as walked down my porch steps and running into Ren's arms.

"Oh my god" I squealed as I jumped into his arms. "I missed you"

Ren then, rested his palm on the small of my back and resting his finger under my chin and bringing my lips to his. The feeling of his soft lips sent chills up my spine, making me quiver a little bit.

"Mmm" he groaned as he looked down at me. "lips still soft as hell"

"Don't try to sweet talk me", I blushed heavily.

"Is it working?" he questioned.

"Maybe"

He bit his lip and then licked them. "Then I'ma keep doing it", he smiled as he opened the door to his car.

It wasn't the newest car but I think he doing damned good for someone of our age. The insides had a brand-new car smell and his interior was clean as hell. It may have been a used car but it looks like he been keeping up on it.

I watched Ren hop in the driver seat and put his seat belt on. He placed the car in drive and pulled off from the curb and cruised down the street before getting on one of the main streets of Compton.

"What you wanna eat baby?", he asked me, not taking his eyes off the road.

"Mmm... I'm feeling like Roscoe's", I answered as I looked out the window.

It felt good to be back in Compton. my favorite thing about LA was the weather and the palm trees. It just gave you a sense of serenity. Even in the ghetto street of south central.

"Chicken and waffles?", Ren say as he quickly glanced at me and chuckled.

"Of course. I haven't had that since the summer time I could use a good healthy plate like that right now", I laughed as I rubbed my belly.

"Anything my Rhy Rhy wants she gonna get", Ren replied.

•Santa Monica Pier•

   After eating my life away at Roscoe's, I told Ren I didn't want to go straight home since I still didn't really forgive my mom yet from what she did to my father. He suggested to go to Santa Monica pier since it was only 30 minutes away from home.

I feel like this would be the perfect time to confess my thoughts to Ren.

I hugged Ren tightly as he wrapped his arms around me. The scent of fresh sea salt water filled my nostrils as the waves crashed against the shore line beneath the pier's boardwalk.

The lights from the nearby games and rides such as the infamous Ferris Wheel of Pacific Park just gave it that cute first date feel.

I pulled away from Ren and crossed my arms as I watched him lean on the railing of the pier deck. I closed my eyes and heaved a long sigh before opening them again. I licked my lips as my heart beat rapidly as I allow these words to escape my mouth.

"Ren", I said.

"Wassup?"

"I'm pregnant" I blurted out.

I slowly looked up at Ren who furrowed his eyebrows and took a step back and stared at me for a brief second.

"What?", he asked with a blank look on his face.

"I'm...pregnant", I repeated for him once again.

Ren began to chuckle which caused me to look at him like he was crazy. I don't think I said anything funny so I don't understand why he is laughing now.

"Stop playin Rhyon. That shit not funny", he nervously chuckled. "Whatcu mean you pregnant?"

I sucked my teeth and furrowed my eyebrows together, immediately catching an attitude with his dumb ass.

"Do you see me fucking laughing?" I spat. "I am pregnant. Like how your mommy and daddy pro created and you got here. Yes p-r-e-g...- "

"Fuck outta here with that shit" Ren spat as he interrupted my spelling moment and jerk his head back. "That shit not mine"

"EXCUSE ME?!", I yelled in a baffled tone. "What the fuck you tryna say?", I questioned as I squinted my eyes.

Ren shook his head and looked me up and down with disgust. "I think I'm sayin it. its fucking impossible...you can't...- "

"Oh Really?" I cut him off getting defensive. "explain why its fucking impossible. I wanna hear this. I asked you to wear a condom but you refused to...- "

"SO, WHAT. You told me you were on the pill so what the fuck man?!", Ren shouted before sliding his hand down his face.

"Nothing is 100 percent Ren", I sighed as my voice cracked from total humiliation. "This isn't easy for me to be sitting here telling you Lorenzo so don't act like that to me", I whined as I felt the stinging in the rim of my eyes.

Ren sighed as he shook his head and looked at me with worried eyes. He took a step closer to me after he looked around to see If anyone was listening to our conversation.

"Rhyon. You sure that baby is mine. Since you saying nothing 100 percent so you know for a fact that this baby is 100 percent mine?"

My mouth dropped at these low blows Ren was giving me. I shook my head in disbelief, trying to process what he just asked me.

"You got some fucking nerve to sit here and question me as if I am some strawberry bitch that you and your wack ass friends fuck around with!"

Ren giggled deviously as anger splattered all over his face. he put his hands up and began to speak to me as if I was some basic ass bitch.

"Look" he started. "If you think pulling this pregnant card is gonna make me leave Kim and you be my girl then bitch you buggin", he yelled into my face.

"BITCH?!", I shrieked as I started to hit Ren's chest.

"Rhyon baby don't do this to me" Ren pleaded as he grabbed my arms to stop me from swinging on him.

I began to cry as he let me go. He looked me up and down before a snarl crept on his face.

"Fuck this shit man", he growled as he began walking up the pier and back towards the parking lot.

"Fuck you!', I spat as I swung his black NWA jacket at him and shook my head.

I bit down on my bottom lip to keep the tears from flowing and began to blink fast.

"Oh god" I cried. "He called me a bitch", I spoke to myself as I wiped my tears with the palm of my hand and started walking up the pier.

He was my only ride home since It was late and I didn't have 50 bucks on me to take a taxi home. I should have just kept my fucking mouth close. He's so upset but imagine how I feel. I am only three months into my freshman year and I am around two months pregnant. I didn't think I was because I was still getting my period. But this is insane and I don't need anyone finding out about this.

And from the looks of It, I am going to be a single teenage mother. Fuck.

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Yup Im bringing this back like I said I was. 🙃🙌🏽

How y'all feel about what Rhyon just told Ren?

How do you feel about Ren reaction was he right or was he being a true fuck nigga ?

And if you don't remember . Rhyon Mom cheated on her dad and they all got caught - Ren leaving rhyon room while a mystery man was leaving rhyon mother room . Her mom said her husband hurt her . What do you think he did ?

Oh ... where's Kim?

This book been on hold long enough. But ummmm Yeaaaaa🙄

Read this and lemme know what you think. More coming soon😊😍