05
Omera
The door opens and I have a small smirk on my face, but when the door open I am immediately met with an all too familiar face.
"Omera, I-" Dan looks at me with a knowing look but I push past him and enter Phil's apartment.
"Phil." I call out to him, ignoring Dan as he follows me.
"Omera, listen to me." Dan tries again, grabbing my arm and turning me around.
"Listen to you? Why are you even here?" I ask him, did Phil set this up? I feel a bit betrayed if that is the case but I don't believe Phil would do that.
"I was just here to talk to Phil," he explains and I look around for him. "He's not here, he left."
I furrow my eyebrows, why wouldn't he text me if he left? I check my phone and sure enough I see a text from Phil telling me not to go to the apartment. I should really check my phone more often.
"Then I'm leaving," I announce heading for the door.
"Omera, I don't want to leave you with bad feelings," he tries for another time but this time I get ticked off.
"Then why did you leave?" I ask him, the question makes my anger disappear only to be replaced with sadness.
He mirrors my expression, "I just needed to get away and get out of the mess I made, it was for the better."
"You just left me when I was in need of you, when Phil needed you, and you decided to just leave without thinking of anyone else." I tell him, does he really believe I would just understand and we'd be buddy-buddy?
"I needed to do this, you can't just decide what I do." He has no anger in his tone but he sounds so sure of himself, like someone told all this stuff to him to make him feel better.
"You're right, but I can decide I want nothing to do with you. Phil can decide the same, you made your decision to leave, you can't come back." I scold him and the feeling of having him in front of me for some reason brings me peace. I hate the fact it does.
He doesn't respond, looking at me deep in thought. I take the opportunity to add on to my outburst.
"You left us and you don't know how much it hurt me, I was in love with you. You're the love of my life and you just left me when I needed you. I left my whole life for you and you left me by myself in the rain," I tell him and I don't know why being left alone in the rain always breaks my heart. The numerous dreams I had about standing in the rain still follow me and I hate them.
"I'm the love of your life?" He questions, my eyes well up when he says that. He steps towards me and I move to push him away and he gives me a sad smile.
"Aren't you with Euri?" I tell him and internally slap myself for asking him, I should be hating him but my heart will always have a soft spot for him no matter how much I hate him. I don't want to seem like I care who he's with, I don't want him.
He raises his eyebrows, "Euri?"
"I have to leave," I say, mostly to myself. I turn to leave but he grabs my arm, I pause and wait for what he's going to say.
"I'm sorry, Omera." He says quietly and that's when the tears fall. I take a deep breath to try to calm myself down.
"Omera, I'm not with Euri," he tells me with no expression in his voice. I get confused and wonder why he would tell me this, the tension in the air makes me bite my lip.
I turn around and look at him, studying his expression. That's when the front door opens, and I hear heavy footsteps.
"Hey," Phil trails, breaking the tension in air. I look down at Dan's hand clinging to my arm, he notices too and releases me.
The three of us stand in silence, honestly I don't know what anyone could say to break the tension but both of them were looking at me.
"I'm getting engaged next week," I manage to spit out, they both seem taken aback.
"Engaged? To who?" Phil questions me, I shrug looking down at the floor and then back at Dan. He shoves his hands in his pocket and avoids looking at me.
"Ryan." I answer. Dan's head shoots up and he looks at me with confusion.
"The CEO you were seeing?" Phil questions me and I nod. I keep looking at the floor and suddenly I don't want to see Dan's face.
"I'd better go," I say, turning towards Phil but I'm interrupted by Dan.
"I'll go," he says coldly, walking past me and leaving the apartment.
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