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Benson

July 30, 12:20 A.M.

Hiiii!
Kailan ka uuwi? :<
May gusto kasi sana akong sabihin.

12:32 A.M.

Okay I changed my mind.
I'll just say it here para less embarrassing huhu
But please know na dapat is sa personal ko ito sasabihin. Kaso nahihiya rin ako and natatakot sa magiging reaksyon mo ganon. :(

1:02 A.M.

Anyways ito na.
Benson, we've been friends since childhood. Tho medyo inexpect ko talaga na magiging civil lang us
noong kina Joie ako nag stay.
Diba nga?
Akala mo pa tatarayan kita huhu
Pero ayon.  It was unexpected for us to be this closeee. And I'm happy that we got know each other again
I'm grateful for the things that you've done for me. Lalo na sa pagsama lagi sa akin. Thank you for being there.
Thank you for always taking the initiative and the consistency.

1:19 A.M.

I realized that I've been okay with JM not just because I've accepted that
the two of us can't happen. But because I've already moved on. :')
That my heart is no longer beating for him but for someone else. And that someone treated me so well that I thought I was just attached. However, I came to the realization that I've been denying my feelings for so long because of the heartache. Please wag mo rin sanang isipn na
dahil sa sinabi mo sa akin kaya ako biglang nagsasabi ng ganto ha? 😭
I just wanted to tell you what I feel. For the past few days I've been missing you. And I want
and miss your presence.
I want to see you smile and laugh.
I can't imagine myself without you anymore. And to be honest? I want you to be there in my future. Pero Benson, this is just me telling you mu feelings. I'm not expecting anything.
But I just want you to know what I feel and that I like you.

1:32 A.M.

Uwi ka na please :<
Pero sana di ka umiwas huhu