Life goes on so the boys. Its been a month they shifted to the condominium, in Seoul. Things are going so smoothly, despite the fact that concerns over their parents, as how are they doing! Are they even trying to search them! Or just simply gave up without even trying just like they did to them, this kind of thoughts usually occur to their fragile minds and lead them to feel guilt, only guilt. Was it their wise step to depart from their loved ones to only chase dreams ? Will it going to be worth entirely. Occasionally these random questions shakes their minds to the core and make their heartbeats speedy.

But days can't go as usual, The real struggle yet had to come, which is Money, of course. They need money now, they didn't bring enough money that it will easy their lives to long. Seems like there's no way instead of getting involved to a job.

The duo is now sitting on a chair near the window. Taehyung is sitting on the other's lap. Snuggling to each other. This is a Sunday evening, Jeongguk's day off. This is the only day when the duo can spent a quality time with each others arm. Today was not different as well, but still the real question of their survival is making them unstable. Both the boys are sitting near the window enjoying each others company very closely while watching the rainfall. The weather is so cool outside. But in inside ? It was warm. The tension they were having made it automatically warm.

"I didn't meant that Hyungie-

"I don't care Chiku, what you meant or not. You will not going to do jobs for money. That's it. End of discussion."

Jeongguk said while hugging the other more tightly as a protective manner.

"But Hyung the expenses-

"Chiku, I will manage don't worry, you just take care of yourself."

Jeongguk again cut the other's words off.

"Hyung, will you let me finish at least, more on you barely even make any time for your own studies how will you gonna get any time for job Hmm?"

"Chiku we have to compromise okay? I will give my night time to self study, day time to college and maybe evening time to job. Now stop sulking-

"This is not how things should work HYUNGIE....

Taehyung immediately stands up from the others lap. Jeongguk immediately whined not having the warm feeling anymore.

"Chiku please don't argue and sit again."
Jeongguk said while trying to pull the other to his lap.

"No... listen Hyungie, please try to understand, what about your health? I can't let you do everything whereas me only spent my time sleeping here and there inside of the house."

"Chiku I don't want to argue at this time, we will talk about this some other day now come here and sit."

Jeongguk again tried to pull but the other was now too persistent to get convinced.

"Hyung Wae, wae you are not listening!!! WAEEE....we can't just wait for that moment when we will be left out with nothing."

"I know..I know...why you repeating it all again and again Chiku? I am searching for a part time job for God's sake."

"That is what I don't want Hyung...I can't let you do job now..never...You will only focus on your study and that's it."

"And what do you think Chiku, I will let you do job hah. NO...never that's it.. now come here."

"Sigh* ..... I know, Hyungie you are scared of my safety-

"IF YOU KNEW, THEN WHY YOU ARE ACTING LIKE STUBBORN CHIKU, I CAN'T LET YOU DO ANY WORK IN THIS STRANGE CITY, IS IT THAT HARD TO UNDERSTAND?"

Having enough Jeongguk shouted. startling the other. Hell he promised, promised to never shout but look what the others stubbornness leading him to do. He is insisting with the thought to let Taehyung to do anything, not because he is insecure about Taehyung's abilities No, when its comes to his happiness his Taehyung will even turn the whole world and it's just a job. But here comes the problem For him as his Chiku is so much fragile to do any, he can't see ths other making money for them no it's a big no. He would never be able to face himself, if his Chiku get hurt anywhere.

"Yo-u are shouting Hyungie."
Taehyung interrupted in a calm face.

"I seriously didn't want to cross my sane, ...
Sigh* I seriously don't feel like arguing now. Just drop this topic here okay."

With that Jeongguk about to hug the other but,

"This is what I am doing from the first day of this week Hyungie, you can't just lie to me about being in trouble for not having any proper books to study at home. Although I don't know anything about Colleges and Universities but still I know one thing that They won't ever allow you to borrow as many books you want.

Taehyung said trying his best to not shed any single tears. His emotions will definitely make him weak. He can't let it to be done.

"Chiku please don't-

"Hy-ung your classes start from 9 to exactly 5. Then you get a very little bit time to yourself. How will you engage them to another works rather then rest. Do you think I will be happy to see you suffer."

"This is nothing to suffer Chiku, why you not getting anything, I will manage, This is how other people are doing too. Who lives alone-

"Don't dare to compare your thing with others ... don't....You only know the outer side of their lives when the private lives of them are still hidden."

Taehyung replied glaring the other.

"This was not any comparison I was just giving you an example."

"You should be proud on yourself that I am here with you, capable of doing anything instead of you. Or-or you are not enough confident to show me to the world-"

"CHIKU,
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how can you say like that? HOW...Do you know how scared I am living all these days, only for your safety... I left my father only because of You. I left him because I believed you. I chose you out of all. Now you are raising your insecurities to my beliefs?"

"I didn't mean that-

" You sure see the colorfull side of this place, let it stay like that Hmm? Don't get too much persistent to see its darker side. I assure you, it will hurt as hell. Not only you will get hurt but me too. I will fucking kill myself if something happens to you. So let me be a selfish."

Jeongguk said gritting his teeth trying his best to not shout.

"I am not a baby Hyungie-

"YES....YES THAT'S WHAT YOU ARE....A BABY... you are still the baby who used to always held my hands whenever he got scared."

"But I chang-

"Chiku if you bring this topic again then, I swear ......i swear...we will leave this Seoul soon for.ever."

With that Jeongguk Furiously left from there to where? He himself don't know. Leaving a broken boy behind.

"H-yungie...ple-ase take the umbr-ella its rain-ing. You will ca-tch a co-ld."

Taehyung whisper yelled but who will listen? Jeongguk is long gone now.

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After crying for like a few more minutes Taehyung abruptly stands up, wiping his tears. This is not time to get weaker.

I am sorry Hy-ungie.. I can understand your feelings... but I can't just let you work too. It's too much for you to do. You are happy that's enough for me. Don't hate me please.

While wiping his all tears Taehyung stands in front of the mini mirror.

I am sorry, if you can be stubborn then I am too Kookie Hyung. I will manage money in another way.

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After like a lot of inner arguments between his mind and his brain as to whether he should do it or not. Finally Taehyung let his brain win. And walks out from his Condo to there, where he will get hope to atleast rely on. Or will he????

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After pressing the calling bell for God knows how many times, finally a man came out with a smug smile lingering over his face. The Male was half naked. His abs were full on showing. Pant was enough below from his v-line. Looking all hot. The man's next line seriously startled the poor boy.

" Hey Sweetheart."

And immediately Taehyung did,
Did.... what his brain lead him to do-

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Oops

Did I end it in a wrong time?