"Are you sure you are okay, with this facial aura?" Seokjin asked to the boy, who literally is not talking much.

They are now inside of Taekook's bedroom after dinner. Jeongguk wanted to have a nap, but Seokjin too followed to only satisfy his curious brain. He couldn't stop himself for the next day to know what is bothering the younger. Whereas Taehyung and Ana are busy making icecreams for all, well Suga and Jimin had to leave earlier because of works. Now there are four person inside. Or you can say three person. As Jeongguk is not behaving like a person according to Seokjin.

"You know Jeongguk, you are more, looking like a drunk person. The way you are behaving is totally confusing me now. Did you perhaps do any mistakes?"

Not getting any reply the elder just sighed out loud massaging his scalps.

"Jeongguk what's going on! You are not okay. If you don't tell us then how will we know!"

"Hyung, I am okay, I swear. I am so okay-

"Who are you lying kook? I am not Taehyung, Gguk. I am not that naive and blinded by your love. You can't make me believe with your sweet coating words. So don't make me shout at you, which I seriously don't want to do now."

"I-i just don't know what to say."

"What to say? Of course you will tell us the reason behind your this weak body, your change of behaviours, and all?"

"I just, I am tired hyung. I couldn't take any proper meal these days, that's why I am tired. That's it!" Jeongguk finished without looking at the other.

Whereas Seokjin's eyes are not leaving the boy. He wants to trust him but his brain is not having anything.

"Jeongguk you know, to hid a lie you have to tell another lie, and in this way a thousand of lies gonna come out of your stupid brain, and you will end up with nothing but being a liar." Seokjin said not leaving his eyes.

"I am not lying Hyung, this is the truth and-

"Where is the truth Jeon, Where the fucking is the truth, you are just trying to make me feel like a dumb and nothing."

"I-i am not lying." Jeongguk brought his legs near to his chest hugging him tightly.

Seokjin sighs, not having any appetite anymore to even talk.

"I-i regret coming here." Jeongguk states letting the other snaps his head towards the younger.

"Coming where?"

"To this shitty place, I regret becoming a CEO, this is so fucked up, and hectic. Everything is fucked up now. I am fucked up. I don't have any dream anymore. All I want is to just die-

"Shut up, Shut up idiot," Seokjin stands up from the bed abruptly, and looks at the boy
"IF A CEO NOT GONNA HAVE WORKS THEN WHO WOULD? A NURSERY STUDENT?"

"Hyu-

"SHUT UP, AFTER COMING TO THIS FAR, YOU JUST WANT TO DIE NOW? WAS IT THAT EASY? WAS IT THAT EASY FOR YOU TO REACH HERE? WHAT ABOUT THE OTHER, WHO HAD NEVER EVEN DREAMT FOR HIMSELF BUT FOR YOU?... Selfish brat."
Seokjin mumbled sitting up on the bed with a huff. If Jeongguk were healthy enough then a hard punch sure would gonna place on his face.

"I am not selfish hyung!" Jeongguk said gritting his teeth.

"You are, You are indeed a selfish. More like a coward. You are only thinking about yourself, not about the boy who too has a future with you. After shading blood, tears and sweat you got this position Gguk. No one gave you out of pity, or as a present. You acquired this position by yourself. More on, you are bonded with a person who sacrificed many dreams to get yours! You can't just be a fucking coward now, it's been only five days. Think about Taehyung. Does he want this?"

"What about me then? WHY NO ONE ASKS ME, WHAT I WANT HYUNG! WHY EVERYONE IS JUST TRYING TO PUT ON THEIR FUCKING SELF PROBLEMS ON ME? I DO HAVE A DREAM. I DON'T WANT ALL THESE. I AM MORE OF MY PERSON RATHER THEN OTHER'S." Jeongguk bursted out shouting.

Listening to these all, Seokjin is beyond shock. His whole brain is stopped functioning.

"Thi-s This is not yo-u, Jeongguk you are not in sense. I think you really should sleep, we will talk tomor-"

"YES I AM NOT IN SENSE. I LOST MY WHOLE SANITY AT THAT VERY MOMENT WHEN I BECAME A FUCKING CEO OKAY? I LOST IT. I HATE EVERYONE. I DON'T WANT ANYTHING. AND NOW!!! I Don't care for anyone. Oh no, the Truth is that, I don't hate anyone but myself. I WANT TO DIE. No one would care anyway if I die. Each one is selfish. Just like me."

A silent sob comes out of Taehyung's mouth listening to his Hyungie's confession. He has been standing at the door step hiding, all these time. He don't want to believe his ears what he is listening. A loud slap echoed the room stratling him. Taehyung immediately hold on his mouth, trying not to make a sound.

Whereas Jeongguk is shockingly looking at Seokjin's furious face while holding his left cheek. Then,
Seokjin pulled the boy near to his face Holding his collar.

"(Gritted teeth) I am asking for the last time. Tell me the fucking truth Jeon. What is wrong?"

"Hyu-ng- I didn't mea-n to say that I am s-

"Bark JEON. Bark on my face just like you did a few minutes ago. But only truth." Seokjin is angry more like burning inside. He could never let this relationship between the two small town boys to break, when he has seen their struggles very closely. He have been the core supporter of their uplifts. He can't just let it destroy in front of his eyes. He just can't.

"My boss wanted me to marry his daughter."

Seokjin left the grip in confusion.

"What?"

"He said he is drying out of cancer, and he want a grandchild before dying, and want me to marry his daughter."

"Scoff* And ofcourse You rejected right?" Seokjin said with a dry chukle. Well he believes that the other would reject anyway. right? he snaps his head towards the other.

"Y-ou Rejected right?"

Jeongguk gulped looking at the other.
"Y-es I rejec-ted."

"Then why are you shuttering?" Frustrated Seokjin stands up from the bed again.

"Jeongguk! Tell me, you sure rejected the proposal right? He is dying that doesn't mean you will die too! This is his fate, that he is dying, You should help him in medical issues or with whatever. Not this way."
Seokjin grabs the other's shoulder tightly turning him towards him.
"You are fucking engaged. Does he know that? I ASKED, DOES HE KNOW THAT?"

Jeongguk nod his head.

"Fuck, Then what's with all these man. Then why You are confused? What the hell is going on? Fuck fuck fuck." The said person ruffles his hair frustrated.

"I am alright hyung. There's is nothing-"
But before Jeongguk could complete, a furious Taehyung burgs inside.

"Who's that person, Who the hell is that person,

"Ch-ku?" Jeongguk stands up from his bed immediately alerted.

"Who is making you depressed Hyungie? who is she ? who wants to marry you? If possible, I won't even hesitate to kill her.... Tell me the address. I myself will visit her RIGHT NOW."

"No. You won't." Jeongguk shook his head holding the other's hand.

"I will hyung, your problem means mine too, No one should irritate you like this. YOU DESERVE HAPPINESS HYUNGIE. AND I AM YOUR HAPPINESS. I DON'T WANT THESE TOO. IF YOU ARE NOT HAPPY HERE, THEN NEITHER DO I!!! I LOVE YOU. NOT YOUR MONEY. I CAN'T SEE YOU LIKE THIS, SO GIVE ME THE FUCKING ADDRESS, AND LET ME TALK TO THEM." Taehyung shouted at the other's face startling the both.

"AND, I SAID YOU WILL NOT GO ANYWHERE CHIKU, CAN'T YOU FUCKING UNDERSTAND?"

"JEONGGUK, THIS IS NOT HOW YOU WILL TALK TO HIM."
Ana shouted coming inside. She can't let this idiot shouts at the younger, call her possessive. Yes she is indeed possessive for Taehyung.

"No noona, let him say." Taehyung turns towards the her with tear coated eyes. The boy is a crying mess, almost giving the girl a heart attack looking at his vulnerable state.

"Let my Hyungie say What-ever he wants n-ow." Then he again turns to Jeongguk,
"hyungie , I only belive you okay? Sob* not any-one. I will only liste-n to you. So share me your pa-in. Sob* I will fight with anyo-ne who is behind your this state. I will never let anyone look down to you. Hic*"

Jeongguk just couldn't look at the other. He couldn't look into his chiku's eyes this time. He is indeed a coward. He released the grip the other is holding and looks away.

"I just want to say that, don't you dare, talk to anyone about this Chiku. I REJECTED HER. I SWEAR. THERE IS NOTHING BETWEEN US. I ONLY LOVE YOU." This time he met his eyes.

"BUT THIS IS NOT MAKING THINGS RIGHT! I LOVE YOU. YOU LOVE ME, THIS IS NOT THE SOLUTION OF ALL. SOMEONE ELSE IS STANDING BETWEEN US. SHE NEEDS TO UNDERSTAND US, OUR RELATIONSHIP, HER FATHER NEEDS TO KNOW. RUNNING AWAY IS NOT A CHOICE NOW. IN THIS WAY NO ONE WILL BE HAPPY AND-

"CHIKU! DON'T BE STUBBORN. WHEN I SAID I AM ALRIGHT. I MEANT IT. DON'T THINK TOO MUCH. I REJECTED THE PROPOSAL THAT'S IT. END OF DISCUSSION. LET ME FUCKING SLEEP, I AM TIRED."

Listening to that Taehyung drops down to the floor sitting, Ana runs to him holding him near to her chest and let him sob as much as he wants. As for Seokjin he is stilled on his position. He is feeling like a paralyzed person. He is viewing a beautiful family breaking apart yet he can't do anything.

"You are not ALRIGHT. Hyung." Taehyung said from his sitting posture looking at his lap.
"We are not ALRIGHT. We are brea-king hyungie. I do-n't feel the tru-st in your eyes any-more. I feel like a stranger inside of this room now. What wa-s my fau-lt? Wh-y you punishing m-e? Why these drama?"

"Chi-ku?" Jeongguk too kneeled in front of the boy crying silently. "I love you only."

"Is this why you left me behind Hyungie?" He pulls the other into him by holding his collar.

"TELL ME IS THIS WHY YOU DIDN'T EVEN THINK OF CALLING ME? WERE YOU WITH HER? We-re you with her these days?" Taehyung slowly leaves the collar out of shock. He never wanted to raise this question to the other. Hell he trusts the man more then himself. How could he doubt on the other's dignity how could he-

"I did." Jeongguk said looking down gaining a lot of grasps immediately.

I can't lie to you Chiku I am sor-ry. But this is the truth.

"Hyu-ng-ie you are lyi- ng right?"

"I am not lying."

"O-h." Taehyung could utter that word.

"S-o You lov-e her?"

"What the hell Taehyung slap this idiot, he is not in his sense." Furious Seokjin said coming forward.

"No. No chiku. I love you. Only you. I don't love anyone, Please let me make things right please? I promise I will make everything perfect again then tell you everything. Just don't drop this trust okay?" Jeongguk asked holding the other's cheeks tenderly.

"Hyung you betrayed me! you played with me. And how will I even trust you now?" Taehyung is not looking any where particular. He is just lost somewhere which is making Jeongguk more terrified.

"Chi-ku, trust me- I don't love her. She is nothing-

"Is that girl perhaps That Lili one?" Taehyung asked cutting the other. Jeongguk nod hesitantly.

"Everything is making sense now. Hyungie you can't just go on business training particularly with that woman who has her eyes on you from the very first day. YOU COULD HAVE TAKE ME TOO WITH YOU IF YOU WERE NOT HAPPY AROUND HER AFTER THE MARRIAGE PROPOSAL. YOU ARE NOT EVEN LETTING ME TALK TO HER !!!What were you doing all these days Hah? Or trying to give her father a grandchild?" Taehyung smirked creepily.

"No. This is not right Chiku! You are accusing me."

"Hyungie you made me to do this. Look I am bro-ken, after what I did I got nothing. Congr-ats."

"Chi-ku, chiku listen I am doing these all for you- for our future. The moment I will make everything right, we will leave this place I promise."

"Oh really? Now you want to betray that girl too? Who perhaps don't even know I exists?(gritted teeth) Go grab her hand and make her father's last wish true."

"NO." Jeongguk could protest more, a sudden notification of his phone caught their focus. Hesitantly jeongguk brings out his phone from his pant pocket. But only to snatch by Taehyung himself.

A loud gasps came out of his mouth reading the message.

Lili

I miss you already :(

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Oh gosh :( spare me guys.