Edge

🚨 Trigger warning 🚨
🚨 Smut, Violation 🚨

This is so damn messed up.

Every since Gage and I had our mate bonds transferred to Roman and Micah there has been a feeling that's deeply rooted inside of me that I can't seem to conquer.

It's like a damn itch that I can't seem to scratch.

When Des brought her back into the mansion last night after their impromptu meeting with Parker.

I watch them both intently as he carried her in his arms back up to her bedroom as she slept on peacefully in his arms.

Jealousy hit me full force as I watched Des's back climb up the stairs with her so deeply engrossed into his arms.

I started to feel guilt reside deep inside of me as I watched them go. I haven't told Gage yet but here lately I have been having the most damn erotic dreams about Cherry and I.

It's like each and every damn night since her viscous unwarranted attack that I have often found myself caught up in those mind achingly exotic dreams of her and it's driving me completely and utterly mad.

Each morning that I wake up from my wet dreams about Cherry I end waking up to the most throbbing hard on that I have ever experienced in my entire fucking life.

If Gage did by some miracle find out about what I have been going through here lately I have a gut feeling that he wouldn't be able to understand or even accept my disquieting internal dilemma.

Peering over at Gage still soundlessly sleeping beside me in our bed I blow out a silent breath of clear frustration.

I try my best to slide out of our bed without managing to wake him. Prying his arm off of my waist I manage to remove myself from him and our bed without him ever stirring once, thankfully.

I give him one last fleeting glimpse before I head off for my shower to start off my day.

Cranking up the water for my upcoming shower, I strip out of my boxers quickly to step into the warm relaxing cascading water.

As I shampoo my hair thoroughly I start to reflect back on the love of my life, Gage.

I feel like I'm somehow cheating on him because of how much I have been yearning for Cherry lately.

Rinsing out the vanilla scented shampoo from my hair I soak my head under the fresh sprinting water with my hands both placed firmly on the shower wall as I begin to imagine Cherrys sexy ass body floating up in my mind.

Her image comes in loud and clear as I picture her completely bare and sprawled out on my bed just for me.

Fuck!

The damn imagine grows even more sinister as I start to imagine me eating out that delectable pussy like a damn starving beast in heat.

Without even thinking I urgently grab ahold of my already hardened cock with my right hand as I start jacking myself off vigorously to her beautiful wanton imagine in my head under the flowing water.

I continue to picture myself finally sliding my hard dick right into her little over soaked cunt. I groan out with hungry need as I imagine her moaning and writhing underneath me savagely. I have her hands held firmly in my own hand right above her head as I continue to fuck her pussy relentlessly.

Picking up my pace rapidly on my painfully aching cock I then start to picture Cherry riding on top of me, while sexily gyrating all over me. She has her head thrown back in desire and those damn enormous breast are steadily bouncing uncontrollably as she starts to climax ravenously while fucking me senselessly, I see her drenched all in the color pink as I finally reach my own long sought after climaxing peek.

It doesn't take me long before my balls tighten up as I grip my cock a little tighter I end up moaning out her name when my seed suddenly erupts all over the shower wall.

Fuck me. I so want her now.

The carnal urge within me is calling out for me to just fucking take her. Regardless of what Gage or the others might end up thinking of me.

Fuck! I curse under my breath while slamming my hand down against the shower wall in aggravation.

I'm usual only into men so why the hell am I lusting after this woman?

There has got to be a way I can reverse this damn mate bond between us before it ends up fucking killing me.

At this point I could care less if Roman and Micah has to suffer endlessly, if I do manage to end up breaking the damn bond with them and her somehow. I got to do it. I must do it. Roman and Micah will just have to suffer through it. They did it once, I have no doubts that they can do it once again.

It's gotten to the point to where I could even care less if I lose Gage over it or not. Somehow, someway, I just have to do this. I'm on the tip of falling over from my own clinging sanity.

I really need to call Taz now.

Two days have long since past and unfortunately Taz still hasn't been able to find a resolution to my current predicament.

Gage along with the others are now out on a job for Mr. Cabano, a strict no nonsense man who helps run the southern district gang The Jaungles, along with Mr. Smith, Cabanos gang is a very hard core and visceral gang who we tend to help from time to time if a problem ever arises.

He needed Rivers special expertise to help him clean up a rivals gang territory who are trying desperately to take over Mr. Cabanos gang out from under him.

I'm actually surprised that Des even volunteered to go along with them to help them all out.

With them all gone now, it leaves only me, Marco, and Cherry alone in the mansion for an unknown amount of time.

Which allows me the ample opportunity to finally be able to get Cherry all alone finally.

Marco and Cherry are both in the south living area playing a game of boggle to pass away the time.

I left them alone about thirty minutes ago to go off and fetch all of us some much needed snacks and drinks.

As I'm making Cherrys pink lemonade for her in the kitchen I decided to add a little extra something into the mix of her drink to help me get this night going into the right direction.

Once finished I trot back into the living area where Marco and Cherry are still heavily playing the little ass stupid game between them.

"Here we go. Why don't we watch a movie tonight? You can pick any movie that you want." I hint slyly to them as I give them all their refreshments from the tray.

I watch closely as Cherry takes her pink lemonade from off of the tray that I'm holding along with a pack of peanut butter cookies. Marco takes his sweet tea along with some Oreos I also brought in.

Placing the silver tray down on the coffee table beside them. I patiently wait for their reply.

"Sure. As long as it's horror." Cherry agrees. When she casts her angelic smile up at me I nearly melt right there on the spot.

"Which one?" I inquire while heading over to the shelf to pick out a movie for us to watch. I need to play this off really smoothly.

"Count me out. Horror movies are just not my type of thing." Marco states from behind me. I crank up a tiny smirk at that. Good. No need for his ass to be here anyway.

"Oh come on you big baby. Just one movie. Please." Cherry whines to him. I hold my breath just holding that he tells her no.

"Not tonight. Maybe some other time. Next time we can do a action movie or even a comedy." Marco implies before her gathers up his refreshments then heads out of the living area. Leaving me and Cherry alone finally. "Night." He hollers over his shoulder.

"Night." Cherry returns.

"So which movie?" I stress wanting to urgently get this night going already.

"How about The Exorcist?" She suggests excitedly.

Dragging out the preferred movie of choice for tonight as I quickly start up the movie then go dim the lights down a touch lower before I stroll over to the sofa to sit down right beside her.

The movie then begins as Cherry continues to drink her spiked drink I take my arm and throw it out behind her while I drag myself a little closer to Cherry on the sofa.

Leaning back I make myself comfortable with Cherry firmly sitting beside as I begin to watch the horror movie along with her.

About three quarters of the way into the horror movie Cherry starts to get a little buzzed from the shit I slipped into her drink. Her eyelids begin to get very droopy and her body starts to sway a little from side to side as she tries to rise up from the sofa unsteadily.

"Are you okay?" I ask her nonchalantly.

"Uhm, I...don't..." Cherry trails off when she suddenly stumbles over straight down into my lap falling completely unconscious.

Her beautiful head is laying precariously on my lap with the rest of her body barely hanging off of the sofa.

I begin to thread my fingers through her hair lovingly as I turn up a little devious smile down at her.

"I'm sorry Cherry but I can't seem to get you off of my damn mind. The only way that I could think of to finally get you out of my head is for me to have my way with you just once. If I could do it just one time then maybe I wouldn't be going completely insane thinking about that ripe sexy ass body." I whisper lowly to her right into ear.

Dragging her body over into lap I raise up from the sofa with her right in my arms. I lift her up with me then head off for my bedroom to finally end my damn ever ending misery.

I have her laying down on my bed now completely bare to me.

My hungry eyes roam all over her perfect figure stopping right when I get to her smooth apex.

Licking my bottom lip I begin to undress. Right before I manage to get my boxers off I suddenly get a call from my cellphone.

I yank my phone up from off of the bed side table hurriedly, scared that it just may somehow wake Cherry up from the obnoxious ringing.

"What?" I answer gruffly.

"Don't what me asshole. How is Cherry doing?" Des ask me through the phone.

I peer down at the unconscious Cherry laying on my bed evilly.

"She's fine. Just sleeping. Anything else?" I ask him rudely.

"No just worried about her. We will be back tomorrow night. Just keep a close eye on her until we are all able to get back alright?" Des instructs.

"I'll keep a really good eye on her Des.  Stop worrying I know what the fuck I'm doing." I insisted.

"Fine. Gage wants to talk to you." Des proclaims. Shit I really don't want to talk to Gage at this moment.

"Just tell him I'll call him later. I'm a bit busy." I imply harshly then I hang up my damn phone before he has a chance to say another damn word to me.

Tossing my phone beside Cherry on my bed I start to remove my boxers again urgently and yet again my damn cellphone starts to ring.

Fuck! I grab it up off the bed swiftly from beside Cherry who thankfully is still deeply unconscious.

"What?" I answer it again rudely. My patience is starting to wear very fucking thin at this point.

"Edge? It's Taz. I found what you were looking for." Taz asserts in a rush anxiously.

I get why she's so damn nervous. I actually had to threaten her before I was able to get her to do anything for my ass.

"And?" I press.

"Well it seems that you can transfer the mate bond back to you but it's complicated." Taz falters.

"How complicated?" I ask while switching the phone to my other ear.

"It takes a sacrifice of sorts. You would have to actually sacrifice a loved one to be able to do it properly. We can't take Roman and Micah's bond with her away but we can establish a new one. Only if you're willing to sacrifice someone that you dearly love. It has to be someone that you have a close tie too." Her news leaves me stunned.

To be able to be with Cherry again like I should have in the first damn place requires me to sacrifice a damn loved one? How could I do that to any one that I love? I simply fucking can't.

Dammit.

"Does it have to be a particular someone? Can it be like a distant relative or someone like that?" Because I would gladly sacrifice a distant relative to take back my mate bond with Cherry.

"It just says a dearly loved one. I guess that means that you would have to love them immensely. I don't think it would be able to work if it was like someone that you just tolerated or slightly loved. It would have to be a person that you truly love Edge. Are you willing to do that just to be with Cherry?" I hear her disdain and judgement in her voice as it comes through the damn phone.

Looking back down at Cherry still sleeping beautifully on my bed I try to formulate a plan in my head but I just can't seem to come up with one. Fuck!

How did this shut get so damn complicated?

"Is there like a side effect that goes with having your mate bond removed? I've been having these very elicit dreams about me and Cherry lately. I've also been craving her like mad since we did it. Is there maybe a way that we can take care of that?" I ask her without fully admitting to her what I'm actually experiencing.

"No there's not. I'm sorry. I wish that there was. I didn't realize at the time when I done the spell on all of you that it would hold any major side effects with it. The only way that you would be able to alleviate any of those symptoms is either to make the sacrifice of a loved one to bond with her again or just give it some time. Maybe that will help. It's like having a broken heart the only way to repair it is to allow it time to eventually heal Edge." Taz insists sternly but with earnest compassion.

I bite the inside of my cheek in frustration. Fuck!

None of those answers are a true solution to my current dilemma. What the hell am I going to do?

"Taz I have a very important question to ask you and please try to hold off on your judgement until I'm through." I plead with her. I have to at least tell someone what I'm going through before I make a huge mistake that I will unfortunately come to always regret.

"Alright." She says softly.

Damn! This is tougher than I can imagine. I don't want for anyone else to think poorly of me but what else can I do?

"If I, by some chance, have....uhm, sex with Cherry. Would that erase this compulsion that I seem to be having with her?" I spit it out to her hurriedly.

"Oh Edge no. If you have sex with Cherry the mates that she has already bonded with will definitely be able to feel it. It will completely destroy them all. You can't do that to her or to them. Besides, I don't think Cherry would do something like that. She's just not that way. You either just have to live with what you decided or you either have to do the sacrifice. Having sex with her now would only cause irreparable damage to everyone." Taz tells me sincerely and with upmost honesty.

I don't sense any judgement coming from her thank fuck.

Sighing, I scrub my hand down my face then look back down at Cherry still laying on my bed unconscious and in the nude.

What the fuck was I actually thinking? I can't do this to her or to my brothers. I can't do this to Brax or Roman and Micah and mostly I can't do this to Gage.

"Thank you Taz. I let you know about the sacrifice. I appreciate all of your help." I tell her right before I hang up on her.

Tossing my cellphone back down on the end of my bed I take a glimpse down at Cherry purely disgusted with myself now.

Swiftly I head over to my closet at the side of my room to drag one of my shirts right off of the hanger.

Kneeling down on my bed I drag the shirt right over Cherrys head dressing her in it. As I'm sliding my shirt down over her body to cover her back up my hand accidentally grazes across her well endowed breast.

Stifling back a groan I finish dressing her in my shirt then sit down on the edge of my bed right beside her.

The guilt of what I've just done to Cherry soon begins to consume me entirely.

If any of the others ever figure out what I done or what I had planned to do to her they would undoubtedly kill my ass and I couldn't blame them either.

Craning my head back over to look at Cherry I internally grimace. As I was turning my head toward her I got a good whiff of her intoxicating scent of cherries and chocolate instantly.

The erotic scent of her smell sends my senses on a needy path of destruction. How damn ironic.

Sliding back on my bed I draw myself closer to her as I examine her figure on my bed with uncertainty.

Tilting my head to the side I get a bit braver and extend my hand down to her apex. Lifting the hem of my shirt slowly up off of her thigh I scrunch up my eyes while observing her freshly smooth mound.

Groaning yet again I drop the hem of my shirt up to her toned stomach as I keep staring down at her desirable innocent pussy.

Just once. I think to myself. Just one time and that will do me, right? Then I will be able to get her completely out of my damn head.

With a little bravery now coursing through me and before I lose any of my courage I drop my hand down to her alluring center. I can't help it It's just keeps calling out to me like a damn siren.

Gently, I slide my index finger right along her tiny slit while digging my finger fully down to the tip of her asshole, then I glide my finger straight up her little slit, hooking my finger in a curve right at her little nub I flick my finger against her nub softly, just once, I run my finger across her clit then bring it back up to my mouth.

Sucking in her tangy juices into my mouth from the tip of my finger I let out a very lustful growl as I close my eyes up tightly to enjoy her juices that run along my tastebuds derivatively.

Fuck me. She's the tastiest creature that I've ever had the unique pleasure of tasting.

With my dick now painfully engorged I get a brilliant idea instantly.

Dragging my stiff cock right out of my boxers I start ejaculating as she is laying down beside me.

My eyes stayed glued on her as I begin to torture my own cock with a savage pace. Just once, as I'm heavily still pumping my cock I bravely reach over to drag up my shirt that's on her a little bit further up so that I can see those exquisite breast while I keep stroking away violently on my dick.

I tenderly run the pad of my finger along her little peaked nipple, so badly wanting to now fuck the living shit out of her but I somehow manage refrain myself from doing so.

I stop my vigorous pumping on my dick long enough for me to get situated right down along side of her sweet cunt so that I can get a better view of it while I continuously jack off to her.

Turning my head up to her as I lay down right beside her with my head just at her apex I start pumping my damn cock again trying to get off as I stare over at her ripe addicting pussy.

Just as I am about to explode all over myself I reach over slightly to glide my finger along her slit when I touch her cunt my sperm suddenly erupts out of me unknowingly. With a loud grunt I cry out her name as strings of my cum start dripping out all over me.

Fuck me.

If this is what it's like to only jack off to a visual aide of her then I can only imagine what's it like to do the actual real fucking deed. I believe that it would completely blow my damn mind.

Breathing heavily now I drop my head to my side while laying on my back I stare up at the ceiling feeling completely sedated now I let loose a faint smile on my face.

I finally got a taste of Cherry, I can't believe that I finally did it. Bringing my finger back up to my mouth I begin to suck on it again enjoying her exclusive flavors as I do it.

I don't feel a bit of guilt about what I just did. Since I didn't actually have sex with her and only violated her just a fraction, there is no guilt residing in me at all.

Anyone would have done the same exact thing that I just did if they were in my unique situation. Anyone would. That I completely acknowledge.

Most men that found theirselves in my rare position would of just had sex with her like they wanted to but I feel proud of myself for being able to hold back like I just did.

With that thought rushing through my mind now I slide off of my bed as I stand I turn back to look down at Cherrys unconscious form longingly.

Leaning over slightly I readjust my shirt that's on her back down into its correct position.

As I do my hand again accidentally grazes across her pussy this time.

Exhaling out another needy groan I stare back down at it with desire flushing straight through me once again.

Fuck me. I guess once is just not going to be enough to end my compulsive addiction to her.

"Should I just risk it and fuck her already?" I mumble to myself as I stare down at her with heat filling up my core yet again.

"Or should I just sacrifice a loved one so that I can finally be with her completely without all of these complex complications?" I keep mumbling to myself.

Decisions, decisions.

What should I do?

Maybe I should just examine my options a bit further. With that thought in my mind. I crawl up on top of her body with my cock placed firmly in my hand I begin to slide it back and forth along her sweet slit. Just a little bit further and all my compulsions for her will slip away from me. Just a little bit further and I will end my own torment. Just as I am about to slide the tip of my dick into her cunt I suddenly back away from her then slide down onto the bed a little bit further away from her. I can't do that to her just yet. Although I crave to do it more than I carve my own next breath I just can't do that to my brothers and friends. I just can't do that to her.

Gage isn't the issue though. I haven't thought of him once during all of this that is up until now. Sighing, I decide that I need to wait to fuck her thoroughly like I so want to eagerly do, just for now anyway.

Instead of fucking her I lean down to her apex again and bravely take a long standing lick of her sweet slit.

Lifting my tongue off of her little nub I decide quickly that once is just not enough. Once can never be enough, not when it comes to her. So I start licking and sucking on her little pussy as I place my hands along the side of her thighs to open them up even further for me. Fuck, she just tastes so damn heavenly. How could I ever get enough of this?

Sucking in that precious little nub straight into my mouth I bite down on it gingerly before I start licking all over her cunt ravenously.

Grabbing ahold of my dick once again I restart jacking off to her unique taste furiously.

I grunt and groan maddeningly while still eating out her scrumptiously tasting cunt. As soon as I start to reach the point of no return I reach up to pinch one of her perky little peaks. Then I take her nub back into my mouth while sucking it in I lose myself completely into her as I abruptly bust my nut all over me once again with an unbridled groan of desire blowing right out of me.

Fuck! I so needed that. It's what I been been craving for so long now. Swiping her juices right off of my chin I deliver up a devious smile as I finally reached my decision.

Before I can even contemplate my decision though my damn cellphone begins to ring again beside Cherry. Why can't people just leave me alone with my one desire? Fuck!

Jerking it off from the bed before it manages to wake Cherry up, I answer it gruffly again.

"What?"

"Edge there's been a tragic accident. Gage has been hurt badly. We're bringing him home right now. So get prepared because it's not a pretty sight." River tells me anxiously.

I stand there frozen and in a damn virtual daze at Rivers surprising devastating news.

I wait for the feeling of anxiety or even the feeling of worry to fill me but neither of them seem to come to me.

For some strange fucked up reason I actually start to feel elation at his sudden news.

What the hell is wrong with me?

"What happened?" I ask River calmly.

"I'll explain when we get there. We're only about thirty minutes out." River exclaims hurriedly.

My eyes drift back down to a still unconscious Cherry laying down on my bed in only my damn shirt.

Oh fuck!

There due to arrive here anytime now. I'm about to get my ass busted. What the hell do I do?

Without ushering a word to River I hang up my cellphone quickly.

Throwing it back down on my bed I rush over to my bed to pick up Cherry from off of it so I can take her back to her own bedroom.

While I'm carrying her back to her own bedroom I start to get an overly stark feeling of nervousness.

I'm bound to get busted for what I just did to Cherry. Once they see her like this they will all have questions for me and what exactly do I say to them?

That I just openly violated their own mate just to get my own rocks off. Just get to get over this damn obsession that I've been having with her? They won't hesitate to kill me if I do.

Should I just lie and tell them she had way too much to drink tonight? Should I just keep my damn trap shut?

As I enter into her bedroom I softly lay her down on to her own bed.

Once she is laid flat down upon her bed I smirk down at her then without a thought I slide my finger along her delicious cunt again. Not having her like I so want to is killing me. But that will have to wait unfortunately. Damn Gage for getting hurt just when I finally have her all to myself.

Realizing that I'm completely naked in her bedroom with my cum still smeared all over me like a damn pervert, I rush back to my own room to swiftly get redressed back into my attire. I quickly clean myself up in my bathroom before I get redressed.

As I'm putting my blue jeans back on I stop what I'm doing then when I suddenly realize that not once while I was carrying Cherry back into her own bedroom did I even think about Gages apparent condition.

How strange?

Have I completely just fallen out of love with him? I recall that neither of us have even had sex since Cherrys attack. We haven't even kissed once since then either.

Buttoning up my jeans I reflect back on last night with Gage as he was steadily packing up for their current job, I didn't even bother kissing him goodbye before he and the others left.

What has come over me?

Sliding my shirt over my head I remember what Taz told me earlier about the sacrifice. If Gage is as bad as what River stated him to be then maybe I could just use him as the sacrifice to reunite my mate bond with Cherry?

But she said that it had to be someone that I dearly loved? Do I still love Gage like I use to?

As I slip on my boots I start to feel an emptiness inside of me whenever I think of Gage now.

How and when did that even happen? Maybe I can't use him for the sacrifice with Taz then? Not if I don't still love him like I use to do?

With a heavy sigh I leave out of my bedroom headed down to the foyer to wait for the others to arrive with a wounded Gage in tow.

Giving one last longing look over at Cherrys closed bedroom door wistfully I made up my mind up in that very second that I'm absolutely going to go through with the damn sacrifice regardless of what anyone might think of me or what they might do to me.

She's well worth any damn sacrifice that I might have to make.

I'll call Taz in the morning to tell her that I have finally made my decision. But who am I willingly going to sacrifice to have my mate bond reinstated with Cherry? That's the most formidable question that I need to answer.

I'll have to think that one through.

Giving my index finger one last long delightful lick I rush down the staircase with a smile now planted right on my sly face.

Decisions, decisions!