You stare over at Seokjin, remaining in the kitchen.

His words keep echoing in your mind as you stare over at him.

You deserve better. You deserve better. You deserve better.

But... what is better? What exactly do you deserve? What did he mean by this? A man who makes you cum? A man who can make you happy? A real relationship instead of hookups? What is he thinking?

You stare at his broad shoulders and watch as his subtle muscles flex while he moves the pan on the stovetop, his lips pouted as he focuses on cooking, not realizing that you're still in the same spot you were a few minutes ago.

It's this time where you notice how attractive this man actually is. He can cook, he's kind, he's wise... and all of this is just the interior.

You now see why Yoongi wanted him to be an idol for his company now. He has such nice, soft brown hair that falls effortlessly on his face. His lips are so plump and soft-looking. His skin is so smooth, you almost question whether or not you should've hired him as a model for your brand instead of as a chef. His eyes are a deep brown, almost black shade. His eyebrows are naturally full.

"Damn it." You murmur to yourself as you become aware of the wetness between your thighs. Left high and dry again.

Or, maybe using the word dry wasn't exactly accurate in this situation.

You had grown so attracted to him that you were unaware of how long you'd been staring. Apparently, your womanhood needed some attention.

You immediately shove your way out of the kitchen, walking past Jimin who eyes you with wide eyes as he sees the determination in your eyes.

"Not a fun night?" He merely stares, holding in a laugh as you roll your eyes.

"No."

"I'll just... leave the paperwork Mr. Lee gave us on the dining table while you... um... take care of that," He states before scratching the back of his neck. "Meet me down here when you're... finished."

You nod your head before making your way up the stairs. Arriving at your door, you quickly open it, slamming it behind you. You lock the door before plopping onto the bed, groaning as you grip onto your favorite vibrator that you kept in your bedside table. Stripping off your clothes, you immediately turn the vibrator on the highest setting.

You close your eyes and allow yourself to fantasize about how it would feel to have fun with Seokjin. You let out a soft moan, pressing the vibrator onto your clit. The image of Seokjin's swollen lips fills your mind as you think about him kissing you.

Allowing yourself to picture the many different things you would want to see Seokjin doing, another moan escapes your mouth.

His sharp jawline, his dark brown eyes, his broad shoulders that you want to moan into while he buries himself inside of you. All of these details cause you to spread your legs wider while you shamelessly arch your back, grinding onto the vibrator.

"F-fuuuuck." You moan out, allowing the vibrator to do its magic on your clit. Imagining Seokjin's plump lips wrapped around your clit causes you to start growing more eager and desperate to cum. "J-J-Jin." You moan out while feeling your wetness coating the vibrator and your inner thigh.

Pressing your lips together, you inhale a sharp breath, imagining Seokjin starting to slip his member inside of you. The thought alone causes you to grow close to reaching your peak. Your orgasm grows closer and closer as moans shamelessly escape your mouth.

"Holy sh-" you can't even finish your sentence before your body takes over, shutting you up as your orgasm rushes over you. Shutting your eyes more tightly, you arch your back further, finally reaching the orgasm you had been dying to feel since last night. You're too relieved that you finally got the orgasm your body has been craving to realize what you've just done.

You just touched yourself while thinking about Seokjin. Your employee. Jimin's friend. Your chef.

You're left panting, soaked, and slightly tingly as your body feels like a ton of weight was lifted from you. Standing up, you immediately clean the vibrator, sanitizing it before going into the bathroom, starting to set up a pleasant bath for yourself.

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You and Jimin were in the kitchen, discussing the instructions from Mr. Lee.

Mr. Lee had instructed for you and Jimin to block Min Yoongi's number immediately to prevent further harassment. Another term of the case is that you and Jimin need to file a restraining order for this to be as effective as possible.

One problem: you haven't asked Seokjin to meet with Mr. Lee regarding the situation.

Jimin has tried, however, Seokjin doesn't see the seriousness of the situation. Clearly, he was unaware of what Yoongi was capable of.

Yoongi had already tried to call Jimin multiple times and even went to the lengths of standing outside of your gate for about two hours last week. The fact that Seokjin doesn't take him seriously is worrying you.

"Okay, but before we do any of this, why the hell won't Seokjin take this seriously?" You question Jimin. Jimin merely sighs, shrugging his shoulders for a moment before he glances around, checking to see if Seokjin was listening in.

"Listen, Y/N," He mumbles quietly. "Seokjin won't take it seriously because he's been dealing with this for years now. He met Yoongi a while ago." You arch an eyebrow before rolling your eyes.

"Can you just... get someone who will convince him to talk to Mr. Lee? Please?" You ask. Jimin sighs before shrugging as he looks over at you.

"I honestly don't know anyone who would be able to convince him to... but I can try asking someone." He states before standing up, making his way out of the kitchen. "Oh... hi, hyung." You hear before you arch an eyebrow, turning around in your chair as you meet eyes with Seokjin.

"Good afternoon, Y/N," He states before walking towards the pantry in the kitchen. He doesn't give you a second glance as he grabs some ingredients in his hands. "You seem like you're in a good mood." He states. You narrow your eyes at the man, your mind drifting off as you remember how you touched yourself for him this morning.

"Yeah. I got some sleep." You bluntly state while Seokjin nods his head slowly. He glances back at you, his eyes sparkling as he gives you a friendly smile.

"That's good," He starts before looking back at you. "Want a snack?" You shake your head as he shrugs to himself. "Suit yourself." He states before he starts to get back to making the snack.

"Why don't you want to talk to my lawyer?" You quickly question while you have Seokjin's attention. Seokjin merely lets out a soft sigh before turning towards you as he starts preparing some cream cheese and crackers.

"Because," He starts before drifting off as he spreads the cheese onto the snack. "It's not worth it. He'll find a new pretty face to use. Just give him a week."

"Yeah, he has found a new pretty face," you state before getting up from the chair. "Jimin, remember? The blackmail?"

Seokjin's head tilts to the side as he steps closer to you.

"Yoongi was serious about the blackmail?" He asks before glancing up at the ceiling. Slowly, his head starts to shake back and forth. "He won't actually do it."

"Well, the fact that he was standing outside of the gate around my house for two hours last week shows me that he will do it." You state before looking up at him. His eyes slowly widen as he listens to these words escaping your mouth.

After a momentary pause, he starts to nod his head a little.

"Well, Jimin is the second most handsome in my friend group," He states, causing you to hit his arm with your hand. He gives you a warning look before he opens his mouth again. "Yah, don't do that again... is Jimin suing Yoongi?"

"Maybe if you'd pay more attention to the situation, I wouldn't have to smack you," you say before shrugging, leaning your weight on one hip as you cross your arms and stare up at the man. "And yes, he's suing Yoongi, but even my lawyer said that suing him isn't a guarantee that he'll-"

Seokjin interrupts you with a laugh, causing your eyes to immediately narrow at the sound of the windshield noises echoing throughout the room. His laughter slowly fades off into small laughs before he immediately shuts his mouth.

"Sorry," he starts while holding his hands up defensively. "It's just that the fact that you think Yoongi is dumb enough to keep harassing both of you after you file a restraining order is hilarious. He's a businessman, he can't possibly be that dumb." he states, arching an eyebrow before turning his attention back to the snack lying on the plate in front of him.

You open your mouth, ready to explain your thought process before the kitchen doors swing open. Your eyes look to the direction of the door and see Jimin along with a figure following in behind him.

"Y/N, I think I found-" Jimin starts before his eyes widen as he sees Seokjin staring in his direction, knife held in one hand while the other holds the cracker, smearing more cream cheese onto the bland cracker. Seokjin pauses his movements, eyebrows furrowing as he senses Jimin's hesitance. Jimin gulps before glancing over at you.

"You think you found what?" Seokjin asks before placing the knife onto the table and carefully placing the cracker back onto the plate. He remains quiet for a bit before his eyes widen a little, causing Jimin to freeze in his spot, standing on his tippy toes to attempt to hide the figure standing behind him. Seokjin lifts the knife once more as he gives Jimin a look. A look you've never seen before. "Jiminie... are you hiding my birthday present behind you?"

Jimin holds in the sigh of relief, knowing Seokjin would be able to sense it. He immediately presses his lips together before looking at you, widening his eyes almost as if begging for help. You immediately turn to Seokjin and point a finger at him.

"Hey, we weren't done with our conversation." you state, crossing your arms. Seokjin turns to face you before leaning down so that his nose bumps into yours. You feel yourself getting flustered but maintain the eye contact and Seokjin merely blinks.

"That can wait until later." he tilts his head to the side before looking over at Jimin as he gives him a demanding look.

"O-Okay, it's not a birthday present... per se... but, it is a surprise." Jimin states before giving Seokjin an adorable, nervous smile. Jimin slowly steps to the side, revealing a tall man wearing black sweatpants, a black long sleeve shirt, and a pair of black biker boots. Your eyes scan the man's outfit while you arch an eyebrow, amused by how much this man loves the color black.

Finally looking up to see the man's face, the arch of your eyebrow immediately disappears as you widen your eyes. The man has perfect, smooth skin, a pair of black eyes that sparkle as they look over at Seokjin, and the cutest bunny smile on his face.

Intimidating clothes, yet a cute face... interesting.

You look to Seokjin who's quiet for a few seconds, having a staring contest with the man. Before you can blink once more, Seokjin runs up to the man, going into a boxer's stance as he hunches over, fists up. You watch as the other man repeats his actions and they bounce, throwing pretend punches at one another. In shock, you turn to Jimin who's merely smiling at the interaction.

"JUNGKOOK! My bro!!!" Seokjin shouts loudly, causing you to flinch. You watch as he embraces the tall man, squeezing the life out of him. Pressing your lips together, you watch as Jungkook and Seokjin release each other, Seokjin's arm still around his shoulder. Jungkook's eyes land on you and a friendly smile forms on his face, allowing you to see more of his bunny teeth. "Y/N, this is one of our friends, Jungkook!" You watch as Seokjin pushes him towards you, Jungkook stumbling forward as he scratches the back of his neck for a moment before extending a hand out to you. You immediately give the man your hand and watch as he shyly shakes your hand.

"I'm Jungkook, it's nice to meet you." he states before shyly smiling at you. He then turns to Seokjin and gives him a nervous look. "Hyung, is she older than me?"

"Well, one: she has a name, and two: she can answer questions herself," he responds sarcastically before he then nods his head. "But yes, Y/N is older than you."

You watch as Jungkook turns to face you, his smile now gone as he gives you an apologetic look.

"Sorry, Noona." he states, causing you to slightly widen your eyes.

"O-oh, it's not a big deal," you state before pressing your lips together. Jungkook nods his head slowly, staying still as he stares at you. You stare up into his black eyes, growing mesmerized by the sight as you bite onto your lower lip, giving him a small smile. You watch his eyes tear from yours as he looks down at your teeth latching onto your lower lip. Hearing a scoff, you turn your head and see Seokjin staring in your direction, nostrils flaring as he crosses his arms.

"YAH, Jungkook," he yells out, snapping Jungkook out of his trance. Jungkook's eyes widen as he immediately turns his head to face Seokjin, giving an apologetic smile. Seokjin merely rolls his eyes before looking over at Jimin. "Jimin, I'll show Jungkook around. I'm assuming you still have more birthday surprises to talk about with Y/N, so I'll let you two do that." he states with a wink before pushing Jungkook out of the kitchen.

You look over at Jimin and raise your eyebrows while Jimin steps closer to you.

"I was going to say 'I think I found someone who could get Jin-hyung to take this lawsuit seriously. Jungkook is the youngest of our friends and if Jin sees that Jungkook is worried, he'll most likely go through with the lawsuit." Jimin states before shrugging. You nod your head before glancing at the kitchen doors, watching as they still slightly swing, revealing Jungkook through the door every few seconds. You bite onto your lower lip before looking over at Jimin.

"Hopefully, that works and works fast. I don't think I can be comfortable in my home with Jungkook here," you start before Jungkook looks through the crack between the two doors, giving you a cute smile. "Especially if he keeps staring at my lips and calling me Noona." You finish, eyes glued to Jungkook's before he turns his head to look at Seokjin.

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You pace around the living room, biting into the nail on your thumb. Glancing up at the stairs, you patiently wait for Jimin. He tried convincing Jungkook to talk to Seokjin and get him to follow through with the lawsuit.

"Hi, Noona." You hear from the staircase. This causes your body to tense as you shut your eyes tightly. Slowly turning around, you're face-to-face with Jungkook, his tall figure hovering over yours. "I heard about what that Yoongi guy was trying to do to Jin-hyung." You nod your head, letting out a soft sigh.

"I know it's a weird situation to be put in, but Seokjin just doesn't take it seriously," you start, placing a hand on your face as you start to massage the sides of your nose. You could feel yourself getting irritated with Seokjin's stubbornness. Your thoughts are interrupted by a soft laugh, causing you to open one eye and look at Jungkook, who's biting into his lower lip and holding in a laugh. "What's so funny?" Jungkook's face immediately attempts to remain neutral, not wanting to irritate you further.

"It's just... why do you call him by his formal name?" He questions, tilting his head to the side.

"For the same reason you call me 'Noona.'" You state, crossing your arms as you stare challengingly up at the young man.

"But... Noona isn't as formal as you calling him by his full name like that... why don't you call him oppa?" He questions. This question causes you to shake your head.

"I don't want to call him that. He's my employee. Yes, he's older but he does owe me some respect as well." You state. Jungkook glances down before slowly nodding.

"But anyways," He starts before smiling widely at you. "I'd love to help, Noona."

"Please... don't call me that," You state before gulping. You then realize what he said before your head snaps back up to look at the man. "You would?" Jungkook nods once more, his bunny teeth on full display, making you melt at the sight. You grin at him, watching as he stares at you.

Why is he staring at you like that?

"Why are you staring at me?" You quirk a brow, pursing your lips. Jungkook's ears immediately turn red and he widens his eyes.

"I-I'm sorry, Noona," He states. "You just... um... you're really pretty." You take a deep breath, looking at the younger man, watching the panic starting to swirl in his irises. He opens his mouth, attempting to mend the awkward situation. "Oh man... I really shouldn't say that. I mean, Jin-hyung would kill me if-"

Those are the last words that escape his mouth before you're kissing him.

And kissing him leads to making out with him.

And before you know it, you and Jungkook are sneaking into the closet near your front door.

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California fires are getting really out of hand. It irritates me that this fire started from a family doing a gender reveal with fire. Like, you couldn't just use a cake with blue/pink icing inside of it? Or have a method that won't cause a fire? Come on. Now people are losing houses and their belongings due to that.

There was a mass shooting in New York. While I'm writing this (the day after it happened), there's 2 people dead and 14 injured. I'm hoping those who were injured are okay by the time this chapter gets posted.

Judge Ruth Bader Ginsburg passed away. I don't really know much about law, but from the things I'm reading, she was very pro-women and has been a judge who represented women's rights in court. This is scary though bc now there has to be a new judge appointed.

I'm seeing a lack of people talking about the CEO of Netflix being caught with child porn. That's interesting. Maybe this is why he's keeping the movie called "Cuties" on Netflix (it's a movie where literal children are twerking and the rating said 18+ when the actors in it are literally 13).

Breonna Taylor's killer got away with murder. He was only charged with endangering people nearby when he literally murdered a NURSE for crying out loud. Someone who could've helped and did help so much with covid cases. This is unjust, unfair, and disgusting. He's a murderer and shot someone for SLEEPING.

There's so many more things that happened but I'll bring those up in the next update bc it's just too much going on.

But anyways, I hope all of you are doing well.

I had a very good week this week and accomplished so much in my personal life. I've been working out 5 days a week and accomplished something else that I've been working so hard for.

I hope you all had a very good week as well. I hope good things happened to all of you this week whether it was something small like getting a discount on something or something big like getting engaged. No matter how little a good thing is, it's a good thing. I hope all of you had one and if you haven't, I can tell you this: good things will happen to you. You will have something coming soon that will make you smile, laugh or cry tears of happiness. I promise you that.

Voyeurism hit 300k reads and I'm in shock honestly. I know a lot of you appreciated that story but I didn't think it would get this big! I'm so thankful for all of you and you all mean everything to me; so much so that I screenshot comments occasionally that make me smile and keep them in a folder on my phone to read whenever I'm down. I love all of you very much and look forward to writing new things for all of you!

BTS did another UN speech and I'm so proud. Namjoon actually made me cry when he said even if there's no light the stars, moon, and our faces can guide us. I got really emotional hearing that.

I'm rambling at this point so I'll just remind you to drink water, eat well, take care of yourselves, and look at yourself in the mirror today and tell yourself one nice thing. I love you.

I love you.

Kim. 💗💗💗