You and Seokjin are now in his room as he gestures for you to sit on his bed.

You nod your head and comply, gently sitting on his pink bedsheets as you stare up at him. He closes the door behind him as he walks into his room.

Staring up at him, you furrow your eyebrows, confused as to why he took you up here.

"You know I'm proud of you, right?" he asks. This causes you to tilt your head to the side as you stare over at him. He stares in your direction, stuffing his hands in the pockets of his sweatpants.

You can't hide the smile that forms on your face once you hear those words from him.

"You called me up to your room to tell me that?" you ask while staring up at him with a smile on your face. He shakes his head as he stares down at you.

"No, I didn't call you up here just for that." He responds.

You watch him  as he steps closer before sitting down on his bed next to you.

He places his hands in his lap and starts fiddling with his fingers as he blinks quickly, indicating that he's been wearing his contacts for too long and his eyes are getting dry.

You notice this and reach over to the table by his bed. Grabbing his eye drops, you hand them to him.

He glances down at your hand as you hold the plastic bottle towards him. He softly smiles, letting out a quick laugh before taking the bottle from you.

"Thank you." He states before twisting the cap and removing it before putting the drops into his eyes.

You look down at the floor while you patiently wait for him to finish putting the drops in his eyes.

After he finishes and hands you the bottle, you place it back on the table while speaking.

"So, why did you call me up here then?"

"Did that dinner help you?" he immediately asks. You look back at him curiously before shrugging your shoulders.

"I mean, yeah." You state. "It felt good to have my dad listening to me for once but I'm more happy that my mom was the one to call him out. He's been treating her like shit for years now."

He nods his head before running his tongue along the side of his mouth momentarily.

"Jimin told me that we're re-doing the photoshoot." He states. "Is that true?"

"Only if you want to do it." You say. "If not, Jimin said he can be the model." You watch as his eyebrows lift.

"Jimin???" he questions loudly. "You think Jimin-ah's face can compare to this masterpiece?" he asks while using his fingertips to brush along his jawline as he gestures at his face, doing a sexy pose on his face.

This causes you to let out a soft laugh.

"No, I don't think he can compare but I just don't want to make you uncomfortable." You say. "You did want a break while I fix my issues after all." You say.

He stares at you for a few seconds.

"Have you apologized to Jimin?" You nod. "Good. There's still one apology you haven't done yet."

You sit still and silently think of all of the apologies you owed to everyone.

You apologized to Jimin already. You apologized to Jin. You apologized to Yoongi.

Who else is there?

Your face scrunches up in confusion as you stare down at your hands, trying to figure out who you owe an apology to.

Seokjin watches as you think, smiling to himself as he watches you getting more and more confused while you think.

"Um, I apologized to everyone that I can think of." You say before looking over at him. "I apologized to you even if you didn't accept it, I apologized to Jimin, and Yoongi forgave me already too."

He tilts his head to the side.

"Maybe I should be more specific." He states before moving closer to you on the bed. "When you went on your little 'I hate men' rant, you offended something that you really love." He states.

You furrow your eyebrows once more. Seokjin gives you a 'seriously' look before grabbing your hand and placing it directly onto his crotch.

You widen your eyes and look up at him.

"You insulted my manhood, Y/N." he says. "You said how shitty men are and how they're good for nothing. You insulted the only dick that's been able to make you cum in the past few years." He states.

You part your lips, forming an 'o' shape with your mouth as you stare up at him.

"Oh..." you draw out before licking your lips and looking down at your hand on his crotch. Innocently staring up at Seokjin, you give him a smile. "Well, maybe a kiss would make that better?"

He shakes his head, causing you to think for a few seconds.

"Or maybe us playing with my toys will make it better?" he shakes his head again. "You said you didn't like anal-"

He immediately shakes his head, closing his eyes as he stares over at you.

"Oh God, no, not anal." He says. "Jeez, Y/N, it's only been a few weeks since we last slept together. You mean to tell me you forgot what I like and don't like in bed?"

"No, of course I remember what you like and don't like. I just don't know what you're insinuating here." You honestly reply.

He stares at you for a few seconds.

"I want you, tied up on my bed, with me in charge." He responds.

You widen your eyes.

You had never given a man that much control of your body before. It's not exactly something you'd ever imagined doing.

Seokjin senses the hesitance in your gaze before he speaks again.

"Do you trust me, baby?" you nod your head immediately. "Good. Show me how much you trust me. Let me have control."

You bite onto your lower lip as you stare at him.

You contemplate for a few seconds before taking a deep breath.

It's Jin, you're talking about. You know what kind of man he is. You know he's a good person and would stop the minute he did anything that made you uncomfortable.

You part your lips before nodding your head.

"Okay." You say. It comes out quietly, almost shy, when you say it. He hears the tone in your voice and gives you a small smile.

"You know I know what to do." You nod. This causes you to smile up at him. "Come here." He says softly.

You get up from the bed and walk closer to him as he reaches over and grabs one of his ties, wrapping it around your wrists.

You arch an eyebrow.

"You do know I have more sturdy cuffs in my room that we can use, right?" he nods.

"Ah, but I don't want those red marks on your wrists when you pull at the restraint."

This statement causes you to grow a little excited at the thought of him tying you up.

You nod your head at his words and follow as he uses the knot that he tied on your wrists to lead you towards the bed. Once he leads the way towards the bed, he makes you lay down on your back and grabs another tie to tie you against the bed.

You let out a soft sigh as he slowly gets on top of you. You can already feel your arms getting weak from being in the awkward angle that they're tied at above your head.

You look up at Seokjin, who's staring down at you with lust in his eyes and a grin on his face.

"Ah, so this is why you like being in charge, huh?" he asks. "Seeing that look on my face? I get it." He says before leaning down to press his lips against yours.

This leads to a heavy makeout session and the two of you begin breathing heavily.

Your warm breath hits his and his warm body presses against yours, causing a sensational feeling to spread throughout your body. You let out a soft moan against his lips which causes him to inhale a sharp breath at the sound of your moan.

He grinds his lower body into your pelvis and begins gently gliding his tongue against your lower lip.

The kiss is needy. It's heavy. You can feel the intensity of the kiss due to you two not hooking up in a while.

His hands are gripping tightly onto your waist as his body grinds against yours. His fingertips are digging into your skin, most likely leaving marks, almost as if he's gripping onto you for dear life. His grip shows how much he needs you.

You grind your hips upwards and let out a soft moan as you feel your wetness starting to soak into your underwear.

"J-Jin." You moan out.

"Mm?" he asks while moving down to press his lips against your neck. You tilt your head to the side to give him more access to your neck. He begins to gently brush his tongue along your neck before gently biting into the skin. This causes you to gasp at the feeling of it. "What, angel?" he teases while you grow quiet.

"I-I..." you say, losing the train of thought that you had a few minutes ago. "Th-that feels good." You say while tugging at the restraint on your wrists.

He smirks against your skin before he starts to eagerly suck on your skin.

You're certain that you have a love bite on your neck now.

His hand reaches down and begins rubbing his fingertips against your pussy through your clothes, causing you to buck your hips upwards. The friction of his fingertips along your lips combined with the feeling of his lips on your neck causes you to feel a heat forming in the pit of your stomach.

"Oh God..." you moan out, eyes rolling back as you feel him applying more pressure onto your clit. He pulls away from your neck and immediately rushes to pull your top and bra up to your shoulders, exposing your breasts to him. You look up at him, eyes filled with lust as you watch him eyeing your torso.

He leans down and immediately takes one of your nipples into his mouth, sucking eagerly at it as his other hand moves up to begin twisting your other nipple between his fingertips. You arch your back upwards, loving the feeling of Seokjin teasing you.

"Hm..." he mumbles against your nipple after a few minutes. "You look so desperate right now... how cute." He smirks before pulling away from you. You stare up at him and let out a soft whine as he pulls away.

You spread your legs on the bed and pull on the tie on your wrists as you bite onto your lower lip. He stares down at you, watching as you desperately move your body in an attempt to get closer to him.

Instead of getting closer to you, he grips onto the hem of your pants and tugs them down along with your underwear.

As he pulls your underwear down, there's a string of wetness going from your womanhood to your underwear. He smirks as he sees this before glancing down at your core and seeing the glistening wetness along your lips.

"Mmm..." he says before licking his lips. You stare up at him, eagerly waiting to see what he's going to do next.

He just stares down at you for a few seconds before he eagerly ducks between your legs, pulling onto your thighs as he places them onto his shoulders.

You widen your eyes while staring down at him.

He stares up at your wetness and you can see the hunger in his eyes.

"Get ready." He says. This causes you to open your mouth, ready to respond.

Before you get a chance to, Jin's tongue is gliding along your lips. He begins lapping his tongue up and down your lips. He gathers the wetness onto his tongue before wrapping his lips around your clit, eagerly sucking on the sensitive bud.

His eyes are locked on yours as you moan out, spreading your legs further to give him more access to your core.

You buck your hips up further, causing his tongue to brush against your entrance. You let out a loud moan as this happens.

Seokjin grips onto your hips and pulls your body closer to him as he takes your clit into his mouth again. You lean your head back and tug at the restraints, wanting to put your hands in his hair.

Your arms are starting to feel numb from the way they've been hung up. You can feel the numbness intensifying the feeling in other parts of your body.

This causes the feeling of Seokjin's lips on your core to intensify as you let out a series of loud moans. He smirks up at you before immediately using a finger to brush against your entrance.

"Let's see just how tight you are." He states before sticking his middle finger into your entrance. You let out another moan and buck your hips upwards, wanting to make his finger slip deeper inside of you. Your walls tighten around his finger and he then adds a second finger inside of you.

You wince as you try moving your hand to grip onto Seokjin's wrist. The tie starts to leave an indent in your skin as you pull more roughly on it. He hears you wincing and looks up to see you pulling on the restraint.

He arches an eyebrow before smirking up at you.

"Oh, this will be fun." He says before immediately starting to remove his fingers from inside of you. "You ready for this dick, angel?"

******
A lot of people who adopted animals during quarantine are now bringing them back to the shelters they adopted them from.

You have no idea how much this upsets me. If you just want an animal just as an accessory or as another living creature to keep you company during hard times, do not adopt them. They deserve better than to get put back into a shelter they came from, wondering what they did wrong to be taken back. Do not adopt an animal or a child or ANY living creature unless you plan on giving it all of your love and the proper care it needs.

People in Palestine are getting their homes stolen from them. There's a lot more to it than just this so please do some research into this. I'm not sure what we can do to help but I just know that no one should get their home taken away from them.

Some good news: the Biden administration has given the LGBTQ+ anti-discrimination protection in health care. This was something that scared me because I have a lot of friends in the LGBTQ+ community (not to mention the fact that I'm bisexual as well). I'm relieved that this protection has been given back to this community.

Also, I updated a little earlier than usual. I hope all of you are doing well and taking care of yourselves.

I love you.

Stay safe.

Kim ❤️