You make me feel sick

You make me feel good

You look at me like no one ever has

Boys don't like me but I think you might

I don't want to look like I'm obsessive

I don't even know you

Even though I know you a little bit

I don't want to talk about you

But I don't want to stop talking about you

Why do you smile at me when you stare at me?

What am I supposed to feel?

I feel something that I've never felt

But it's something I've always felt

I hate it

And I love it

I want you to stop looking at me

I want you to look at me like that forever

I want to stop feeling this

I want to keep feeling this

I want to touch you

To hold you

To kiss you

You're the only boy that's looked at me like that

I hate it

I love it

I want it to stop

I want it to grow

I haven't felt this way in a long time

No ones smiled at me like that in a long time

What am I feeling?

What does it mean when a guy stares at you a lot and tends to walk around you a lot and laughs when you're being silly and you don't really know him but still?

Why does he do that?

Why does he do all those things?

Why do I hate it?

Why do I love it?