So all and all I guess cheating is still wrong in a way. Even if your both cool with it, it will always end up backfiring. I continue to live my life exactly the same.

It's been 4 years since writing this and I have cheated on 3 more girls. I don't have an urge to stop nor do I have regrets about the fact of cheating. I refuse to end up alone so how many it takes maybe I can find a girl who will make me sorry I cheated.