Ragnor's P.O.V:

Magnus stayed for another hour and then I helped him step into a portal and into his loft's bed 'cause he felt dizzy. I do really feel awful about using him like this. I'm a truly horrible person AND friend.
But I needed to test that potion to someone and since Cat wasn't available... When I poured the potion into his drink I felt extremely guilty but it had to be done. I just have to wait and see... in the morning, I'll know for sure. Hopefully I won't cause any problems to him... right?

Alec's P.O.V:

"Jace, Izzy!", I yell the second I step into the Institute. I feel dizzy and I think I'm about to throw up, so I really don't care about the looks everyone's giving me. Did I mention that my head's about to break? Well it is.

"What's up big bro?", Izzy asks with her usual cheerful voice. But I can feel her worry grow dangerously high and she quickly approaches me and presses her small frame close to me, trying to support me. WOW I must look really bad.

"Alec what happened? Are you okay? Oh by the angel... wait here", she whispers in my ear and then I feel her warmth abandon me as her heels spread off to an unknown direction. But she quickly comes back, this time followed by a certain golden haired parabatai of mine, both of them wearing a matching deadly worried expression on their faces. Worry... for me? But I don't deserve it. Not after what did.

I feel tears making their way to my eyes, as I feel my knees buckle under the pressure, no longer able to carry the weight of my guilt as I collapse to the ground. I can vaguely remember my siblings rushing to my side, people yelling out orders and strong arms lifting me from the ground before everything turns black.