Alec's P.O.V:
"Magnus... I am so sorry! I didn't mean to snap like that! It's just that... today was the worst day of my entire life and... the fact that you can't understand how important you are to me and how much I love you... it's hurting me. And the thought of losing you was hunting me and you keep and keep comparing me with all your past lovers who used you and--", I try to explain frantic while trying not to start crying like a baby when I'm interrupted by Magnus roughly bringing me in a tight hug that I immediately return.

I give up trying to hold back and start sobbing hard, wetting Magnus' shirt as he's wetting mine. The sound of my boyfriend's sobs make the guilt inside me rise so high, I feel like it's trying to choke me. My love's crying because of me. All the pain we both feel... I'm the one who caused it.

"I love you..I just... I always seem to forget that you're different... I'm sorry for hurting you... I'm sorry", Magnus whispers in my ear and I'm taken back. What is he apologizing for?

"No love... you have nothing to apologize for...", I whisper while I break off from the hug and cup his face between my palms, whipping away his tears with my thumbs.

"You really thought that I was the woman from last night? You aren't disgusted by me?", he asks and the hopeful look on his face is killing me. Was he seriously that afraid?

" Of course and I did! You can never disgust me. That's the truth Magnus. Look.. I understand that it might sound a little crazy but it's not. Magnus what I see right now is not an unfamiliar woman figure. All I can see is you, the man I'm in love with, my Magnus...",I admit in a low voice as I reach down to place a kiss on his lips but he turns his head so I end up kissing his cheek. Confusion takes over me as I look at him with a frown.

"What is it?".

"Alexander, I know that you love me and I believe you and everything you told me. But I also know that it must be weird for you to kiss me while I am... like this. You don't have to force yourself for something you don't want to do just to make me feel better. It's okay", Magnus whispers, forcing a smile that couldn't look more fake.

"You are the most beautiful and sexy man on earth. There's nothing in this world that will stop me from wanting you", I whisper back before I kiss him with as much passion as I can master as he kisses me back with the same enthusiasm. My hands slid down his hips as he buries his fingers in my hair, an old habit of his since the beginning of our relationship.

"Jump...", I whisper in his mouth and he does, wrapping his legs on my waist as I grab him by his thighs and walk towards our bed. When my legs hit the end of it, I throw him carefully and immediately cover his body with mine, placing open mouthed kisses on his neck.

"Alexander... wha- what are you doing?", Magnus' question is interrupted by his moans.

"I'm gonna make love to you all night. Again and again. I'm gonna keep and keep making you mine until I erase every doubt inside you. Until you understand how much I want you, in any shape or form". And that's exactly what I did.   

Hey pumpkins! So, this is the last chapter of this fanfic. I only have the epilogue and then it's over...Hope you guys liked it! Love you❤❤