Hey guys. This is just a random chapter describing my feeling right now. I won't say I'll feel this way forever, but it will eventually happen again. Right now I feel depressed. Reason? Because of how I am just piled with constant homework and left with little time doing things I want to do but don't have enough time to do anything. I just feel like sometimes I deserve to feel this way for my constant mistakes and things I do that are wrong, like Karma. I just feel like I don't want to do anything and just give up but...I just can't. I even can't find the reason why I can't give up. I don't know if it's because I'm really that persistent or something else. *sigh* I won't lie...sometimes, I just want to not feel anything. No care, no desire, no frustration, just...nothing. But I can't give up. I just have to keep trying, hoping and praying I just find a way out of anything that makes me fall. I will admit, I feel a little better after typing this. But then again, you all are a bunch a strangers to me. It's not like I know who you really are behind the screen. So why am I telling you this? Why would you even care? I don't know, I guess I just wanted someone else besides my family to hear me. I promise I'll be better later. Anyway, that's all for today. I hope you all have a better day everyday. Bye.