Kelsie's POV

I led Ryan to my bedroom, and we slowly undressed each other. Both of us taking our time, savoring the moment. His eyes that were locked with mine slowly traveled down my body, A sharp wave of apprehension passed over me as he slid my soaking wet panties down my legs.

I worried about what Ryan would think when he saw me. All of me. The stretch marks and the C-section scar were very unattractive. One of the reasons Kyle and I had not been intimate in over two years because the sight of my naked body disgusted him. The scars were not from Mason, but more recent. The baby girl who had never even taken a breath.

What I had shared with Ryan earlier was only a small part of my history with Kyle.

Our daughter had been stillborn. This was the beginning of the end of our marriage, as far as intimacy goes. Kyle also blamed me for the loss of our baby. A baby he never wanted in the first place. A baby that he questioned was even his. I had never been unfaithful, but despite my protests, he did not believe me, until a DNA test that I had performed at his insistence proved otherwise.

These insecurities almost caused me to chicken out of this whole thing.

Ryan either did not notice, or did not care about the scars, but he sensed my hesitation.

"We don't have to do this Kelsie." He tilted my chin up to look into his eyes, and I could have cried again just from the look of kindness and compassion in his eyes. I never knew men like this existed.

"I really do want this Ryan. Even if it's just for tonight, I want you."

He placed a soft kiss on my lips, then removed his boxer briefs.

My eyes widened at the first glimpse of his cock. I always suspected he was packing, but I had no idea. This was way more than I had ever experienced before.

All of my doubts disappeared when he placed his lips on mine. I fell onto the bed, and he followed, never breaking the kiss. We were both more needy and passionate than in the kitchen before, that need conveyed in the way his tongue demanded entrance into my mouth. He totally dominated me by the way his tongue coaxed and caressed against mine. I could totally lose myself in his kisses alone.

My head was already spinning, and suddenly, his fingers were there, stroking against my slick folds, spreading them apart, circling my throbbing clit. When that finger dipped into me, I nearly lost it on the spot.

"Do I get a chance to taste you?" He murmured against my lips, as a second finger slid into my drenched pussy. He slid them in and out, then he curled his fingers, in a come hither motion massaging me from the inside, and hitting a spot that had me quivering.

"Only if I can return the favor." I moaned in a whisper as his highly skilled fingers worked me thoroughly, taking me right to the edge.

I let out a whimper when he removed his finger. "You can later. I promise." He said, placing a finger that was covered in my juices into his mouth and swirling his tongue around it. Then, his head was there, between my already quivering thighs.

He licked along my soaking wet folds, spreading them apart, his eyes locked onto mine again, then his tongue began flicking at my throbbing clit, before he wrapped his lips around it and began sucking on it.

My eyes fluttered, then rolled back into my head. I clenched my thighs around his head and released a sound that I had never previously heard before come from my lips, just from the sheer pleasure of it. Just from the fact alone that I had never felt pleasure like this before. The fact that he cared about my pleasure so much was so new to me.

His tongue teased at my entrance a few times, as he kept his primary focus on my clit. I was completely at his mercy. His to do with as he saw fit. When I least expected it, he plunged his tongue into me, totally devouring me, feasting on me. Lapping up my wetness completely

Then, I felt the quickening in the pit of my stomach. A wave of intense heat, and my thighs began to shake more. "Ryan, Ryan..." I panted out, as a flood of wetness was released. He was slurping and lapping it up greedily. The sounds he was making were obscene as hell, and so damn sexy.

He sat up, his mouth wet from my pussy, then his lips crashed onto mine, and I could taste myself. "I need to be inside of you." He said, lust and desire darkening his ocean colored eyes, making his voice raspier then ever. Making me fall even deeper.

"Then fuck me Ryan." I shifted myself over so that I could reach the nightstand. Please let there be condoms in there. I pleaded with myself. Yes. Nearly a whole box. I handed him one and watched as he tore open the foil pack and rolled the condom onto his engorged cock. I couldn't wait to feel it stretch me wide open, and I shivered in anticipation.

He hovered over me as he settled himself between my thighs, grabbed his cock in one hand, and rubbed it along my wet pulsing core. I was about to lose it, to tell him to stop teasing, but in one smooth thrust, he was inside of me. Bottoming out, filling me so completely.

He started out slow, giving me time to adjust to his size. He stretched me good. Really good. Almost painful at first, but quickly giving way to intense pleasure.

My eyes went hazy, my vision beginning to blur slightly just from the sheer ecstasy of it, and I locked my eyes onto Ryan's equally hooded gaze. "Fuck Kelsie. You feel so good." He moaned and muttered under his breath, as he pulled back slightly before snapping his hips into mine. The pleasure was almost more than I could bear, as it shot up my spine. I could feel every fucking inch of him, and it rocked me to the core. I was on fire. A fire only he could put out.

His hands caressed my hip, and my side. His lips burned a trail along my throat, searing hot, and his thrusts hit me in spots that I had previously thought were unattainable.

Oh yes. He knew exactly what he was doing.

The connection between us was something I had never experienced before, something I couldn't not even begin to describe, but it set my soul on fire. I could not get enough.

He slowed his pace, and kissed me with such tenderness, that I was not expecting the beginning waves of my orgasm to sneak up on me so quickly.

When I released the moan into his mouth, it seemed to fuel him his passion. The tender kiss became more heated, tongues battling and teeth clashing from the intensity.

"I won't last much longer." He muttered with ragged breath.

"Neither will I." I wrapped my legs tighter around his center, my heels digging into his ass, and my hips coming up off the bed, driving him even deeper into me.

My orgasm slammed into me like a train, and in two thrusts, he spilled his seed into the condom, the warmth and force of it setting off a chain of mini spasms throughout my lower body.

The image of Ryan coming completely undone would be burned into my brain forever. Tucked away in a safe spot so I could come back to it and see it anytime I wanted. Never had I seen such a sexier sight. The pure ecstasy on his face was enough in itself, but the fact that I had done that to him was just so much more.

I never knew sex could be this fucking good!

He slowly pulled out of me and discarded the condom in the wastebasket next to the bed, and placed a soft kiss on my lips.  "Are you okay." He asked.

"Mmmm. More than," I murmured against his lips, as they sought mine out in a deep passionate kiss.

I didn't know what tomorrow would bring for Ryan and me, but I would make the most of tonight.